What my life should look like from 2012 to now
I left feb 2012, for freedom because the children's and my life was in danger, was being badly abused and even drugged by grant. my parents were fortunate enough to purchase a house for us, which meant my son could still have his hobby which was very important to his welfare and mental stability. We shifted and my father built a new bird aviary for Matthew at our property. We then put in new garden out the front and new carport, we landscaped the back and put in trampoline and pool. Everything the kids needed right at their door step, we got some dogs which was an asset to the family. Changed the children's mental states in the morning from sad to joyful. I was putting up new fence painting that, decorating inside the home, painting bedrooms and tinted all windows because I would go around the community advertising for my business and I found a new house that had mirror tint that gave me the idea. I've been insulted that i'm a drug house because I put tint on windows all sorts you name it, absolute bullshit. The violence its incomprehensible. I mean how is it anyones business regardless. Never done drugs and will never accept that in my home. I engaged with neighbours with including them into our lives on special occasions deleiving them food ie. pavlova etc and having morning teas as a friendly gesture. Its called looking after your neighbours. That was all taken and the abuse was incredible once Olly Wilson and Mark Offen entered the picture. I was also very busy looking after children's welfare, running dancing a community event, advertising, web site maintenance, school balls, schools teaching, workshops, fundraising, events, plus much more. I should of had my degree in the first 2 years at the top of dancing and brought my dancing to the top by now, I would of had a massive dancing business with many more services, all taken. But no this was taken by David Gaskin client for many years. All gone and years of violence from mental health and police media breach. Religious nonsense and fraud of our lives, stolen identity and straight out threats and cruelty. Who has the mental health again? What did I do? These people don't know who I am or my religious status which is none of there business anyway. My dancing was private not public and I would never ever go public again, their is no life when your a victim of a breach and there is no wage or money. Now I walk around like a homeless woman when this is not acceptable, this is stolen and I would never ever return to Timaru they murdered a community event and family, then make up lies to get rid of her take her out of society, defame and abuse. Interesting because I never defamed grant when I left him I just moved on. He is history and mentally sick should be in jail for life. Violent ss Mark Offen comes over and says David is getting private lessons off grant now, it was nothing more than a dirty comment none of which interests me, and I hope he did because he is a criminal, and criminals always hang together. No jealously there grant couldn't run a shit house. he had the opportunity to show everyone how wonderful he is and he could of had his own business in Timaru especially when we left but he didn't put his time into that, he put his time into abusing his ex family and defaming cruelty fraud and damage to property, knowing that he had no rights to his ex family through the courts. Isn't it interesting knowing this yet the police all came through my house but refused to protect us and left us financially beaten up as well. That is where the crime is, the police they failed my family, they are the problem here with John Macglashion corrupt lawyer working for Morgans, corrupt court and dirty Wilson, Reid.
Why again? You would of thought if we had committed a crime then the police would charge then put us in front of judge, why did this not happen when they say we are criminals, they played out this god game and repentance all sorts of bullshit games to do with $10 for fucks sake, fuck off, have us up for bullshit, how dare they the big boy buys a new car every time he has to pay tax, we didn't dodge tax in fact do your maths and homework, ring IRD and ask them about hobbies etc they are completely legitimate. If you want to have someone up over $10 then do it, you don't get to destroy and abuse a family for the rest of their life taking all freedoms and financially stealing frauding framing committing attempted murders perjury corruption distortion. This is rubbish. I would love to know what the problem is, what we did? it is nothing and I mean nothing, 100%. I hand on heart can say I have not committed a crime against any person ever and I am not a criminal.
This breach is inhuman and illegal end of story. It is a criminal offence and it is time it was dealt with. It had been going on before I left grant.
THE MOST DISTURBING PART IS THEY BLINDSIDED PEOPLE MAKING OUT IT WAS FOR OUR BENEFIT WHEN IT WAS ONLY FOR COMMUNITY GAIN, THERE WAS NO MONEY JUST USING ME, FRAMING, FRAUDING ME AND NEVER LETTING CHILDREN GET QUALIFIED. THAT IS THE EVIDENCE ITS NOT BECAUSE THE CHILDREN weren't BRIGHT THEY WERE and are.
Matthews life should look like this since 2012
Get up get dressed, make bed, have breakfast, go to work, come home, talk about your day, have tea, play some playstation and look after birds animals, go to bed. Driving his New Import Manual car, Fell in love, have children, build a future. Run bird business work towards owning business either pet shop or joinery business. save.
Then it should read finished appentership, qualified in trade. Dancing part time lol, family get togethers which he attends. Lots of parties birthday not drinking , Christmas and special occasions celebrated.
Cassandra's life should look like this, got up got dressed, made bed, had breakfast, went to school then university got qualification and capped. Met Mr Charming who respects her and owns a cat. Got married and lived happily ever after. Attend family gatherings. Lots of parties , Christmas and special occasions celebrated. Go to work part time. Nights away with mum.
Tristan's life should look like this got up got dressed made bed, had breakfast, went to school then university, got degree and capped, inspired to race cars, dance when mums not looking. Attend family gatherings. His school is catholic to get him to submit to the bullshit. Found a sophisticated woman. Lots of parties birthday etc not drunk nights , Christmas and special occasions celebrated. Go to work part time
Instead we got life sentence of control and violence. Stolen home life family, animals, routines, normal life, torture, mocking, shaming, dirty dirty mud and shit. Fraud and years of stolen identity and corruption, distortion, rape, attempted murders the list goes on. A fucking mess caused by corrupt police medical government and media. Exploitation and violence everywhere.
How our lives would of looked in Australia if the breach and violence did not happen.
Matthew he would of had privacy, Matthew would of been able to continue joinery but through the breach that was not going to be happening. He would of settled down with a family and had many birds, and real estate if he didn't have mental impairment working for investments with his family.
Cassandra, privacy, would of went to school, capped, psychologist, work restaurant part time, hopefully met mr right. Real estate as investment as a family
Tristan, privacy, went to school, work partite university, capped, travel and real estate investments.
Sandra
Privacy no breach, My intention was to get my children settled into school and work, rent property, hire private investigator to deal with an injustice which never happened because we were stoned walled and internal breach David Gaskin crime. I was to be mum and be there for there every need. Encourage them etc. Down the track start to buy realestate as investments with the children as a team, which never happened and would never happen because their mental impairments. And maybe find a partner, looking but not interested in a relationship until children all left home and settled. Then take New Zealand to Court for an injustice. Not be breached and violated and beaten and fucking abused attempted murders homelessness. Corruption. Socialise out every day, part time work until I had enough experience behind me and I had my physical health in a good place. I was the children's rock for everything, I was mum and and I was dad and I will not take this crime that has defamed my character. I am educated in counselling, psychology, health, mental health and physical health and I am also educated in many many fields. I won't take this ever.
We should of been allowed a private investigator so we could of put this crime to rest who knows how our life would of turned out if this had been allowed, I can tell you Im pretty sure my children and I would still be together and we would not have been victims of attempted murders.
It would of also been investments of buying houses together for financial stability but that was never going to happen the control was never going to allow this.
Sandra's life because I was refused a private investigator and lawyer in Australia too get this crime put behind us so we could move on and deal with the criminals.
Badly controlled and exorcism, murder of a family. police violence Grant crime and dirty Tim, Peters x3, Albert, Steve, Mavis, Joanne, Alison, Mark Offen criminals
I was subjected to violations, prevented from working, I could walk into getting children jobs on first initial contact but not me. I was going to be prevented from any employment. I went and got RSA certificates and couldn't even work in that field kids could I wasn't allowed.
I then got job at motel which was a violent crime scene where the religious and corruption in the police played out horrific violence for months organised crime scene. Shane which is medical and muslims, which came from New Zealand, I then left because they are woman beaters. I then had to beg to get volunteer job, to try get this to turn around all the while i'm pressured to get some employment by family who did not understand the crime that Wilson, Morgan. Tim, mark, David and Linda had created. Then I got qualified to become a badminton coach and work part time council all the while beaten up online and by community through the breach, I served and gave to a community who disrespected everything I am and stand for. I was then to join the police force the very people who destroyed our lives in New Zealand, I didn't have a choice. It was police way of controlling there crime they committed on us in New Zealand making out they were giving back when the truth is they were covering up the cruelty of there behaviour in Timaru. And I couldn't even run at that time, you go figure, it was a charity breach and fraud. then I was used for charities and all sorts of media all over the world, breach violated and all sorts. I was harmed by government violence through new Zealand's lack of insight into my life and their distorted beliefs. I then went to university only to be told 6 months down track no funding, all the while being told what to do by people who do not know me and were trying to control me, many many things happened that were all through the breach all illegal and distortion. I was grilled by many all the time asking inappropriate questions that were not there business. Then it was time to get rid of me and try send me over the edge threaten me big time online and try commit me to get rid of me. Try push me off road make me look like I was the paranoid one when that is lies and I was smashed into not long after. Not only that I was on boards and about to start new employment all taken by this crime and forced medication by cowboy and Singh muslim breach violence, illegal psychiatry online control to use and abuse victims control there welfare and destroy fraud stolen life, false records. Media feeding community lies to treat me in certain ways. The list goes on, violence torture and corruption. gave gifts, made certificates all sorts only to be beaten weekly sometimes more frequently. children all destroyed and life lines, destruction of family caused by this crime police medical religious, media control. You tube violence Peter and illegal dating, photos being taken of me all sorts.
I do not suffer with mental health and never ever have, nor have I ever been suicidal ever, only when medical have forced medication for conditions I do not have. This was a framing and one hell of a cruel game driven by Grant violence everywhere and dirty people from the past through the breach. Tristans father crime. No privacy no rights just control and violence. Illegal dating the list goes on. Someone who is reacting to violence can appear to have mental health, you cant expect no reaction to violence, then the question has to be asked what reactions are you allowed, what is acceptable? and at what point is these records put right. How can you expect someone to not react to violence. Once again defaming her.
I was mocked shamed, insulted, sexual violence, attempted murder, distortion, corruption, car smashed up, all a framing
Breaches, breaches, breaches, I never had a shit show of getting out from the control on all devices, home bugged you name it. I went with it as I didn't have a choice and thought I would see where it lead me, but the online grooming is beyond comprehension and so cruel.
None of what I did was given to me I went out and did the hard yard, putting myself in-front of community and people. I was given Rudy for coaching and a couple of people for free but that came at a cost and in the end that was not free but a control and life sentence from hell inappropriate behaviour. I didn't have a choice I had to take which ever hand was put out because I had no money and no way of survival unless i took the hand offered even if I knew it was not good, there was no choices. Victims don't get choices, they get life sentences. I had to get people to see who I was because with this crime they were going to get rid of me otherwise, so I had to stand in a storm that I knew it had no end and no money to live. My family believing the lie they are portraying. If my children weren't so badly groomed and psychologically harmed it wouldn't of been as bad and we may of got through some of it for longer, but at some stage it was always going to take its toll because no one can stand in that storm of violence and control. Too many carrots including children for university that was not going to happen, it was Peter crime and Mark Offen mainly with David and Linda Gaskin and Steve Scotland. Beating after beating. Although many good times the fact remained it was driven by a very vindictive breach and I couldn't shake that off as much as I tried and victims don't have voices its very isolating, because if you tell someone they will think it is out of a fairytale or movie not real life and that is is the problem. Just like telling Helen i'm joining police when its true I was and I was going through the process, she didn't believe me and thought I was mentally sick. that's what i'm talking about, the community fed one thing i'm doing the opposite and that caused the confusion for people, to be honest it was never there business to begin with. No one can have 50 parents all telling them something different pulling them in different directions it's just not possible. One person normally leads the team and that leader in my case is the problem.
Gutted I have been involved with so many people many of which were prompted which is the problem. they are not normal relationships but prompted by this breach. Some could dispute and say it was in good faith or for my good, its not true the evidence doesn't stack up and it was about a community using me for teaching coaching and repping the rewards while beaten up by family who did not understand life. Arranged marriage
If that breach was not there I would of had a job and had a normal life end of story. Went about my day and looked after my children.
As for the Peter marriage crime he never treated me properly, he never tried to get to know me normally he was listening in my home devices. Illegally. Relgious crap. People that go to dancing and don't know how to dance or are interested in a person would of wanted to struggle together and build a bond, not this situation. It didn't mean a relationship just a getting to know someone. This did not happen yet I was pushed and abused over him all the time. Never ever did he have normal conversations with me to get to know me like I had with everyone else in the room. This crime is dirty and I'm not interested.
All these Peter's x3 are religious and controlling me, I do not give permission. And never did and i want a male to control me or anyone for that matter. What are the grounds? Excosism grooming and trying to make me someone I am not. Relgious crazy, interesting with people like Mavis there interpretation in life is way out off scale.