I had been badly beaten in Auckland in accomodation with violence from when I first arrived in 2021 in Quest Henderson put in room 111 and bathroom was activated with gas.  It was cruel police violence again, I have not committed a crime I am a victim of corrupt police.  Accomodation violence was horrific which will be put on Auckland Violence page.

Michael YU Asian walked into my room and said "you are a liar" and I am going to medicate you now.   This is Green violence Corey Reid too.  Sires Pal commits perjury and lies to the judge.  On screen Indian with Red Dot once again violence corrupt courts and corrupt lawyers every one of them, they do not work for the client, they do not give you any human rights and they just drug you and hold you hostage.  They throw you in with druggies, criminals and cruel people at the bottom of society.  This is a dirty David and Linda Gaskin Crime and they are trying to hide what they have been part of and hide the fact they are the breach, illegal breach.

NZ BIG HEART THAT IS JACINDA. THIS IS MENTAL AND CRAZY ASS RETARDS.  JACINDA LIKE THE REST OF THEM HAVE BEEN FEED LIES.

 

Ok so I was forced into homelessness by the same people who is controlling my welfare right now.  This was 2 September I was made homeless and winz refused to give me any accomodation.  Corruption in Government. I look after the place I lived in it was 6 months of hell while I was abused by Tuscancity, room was violence and breaches, from IT control and violence to bathing in sewage everyday from blocked drains you name it which I will document on Auckland Violence page.  2nd September was my parents wedding anniversary.  That year they had murdered my mother on the 20th.  This is organised crime and Timaru Driven.

So on the 3rd September I am now locked up by Police College Road and Muslim violence.  I am taken away to a mental facility and had all my items taken off me as if I am a criminal.  Cop rudely says to take responsibility for my life.  Absolute arrogant cruel cop dirty Mark Offen and Tim Violence.

I am now going to be accessed so they say, and I have to put up with people staring at me all night while they have blacks and dirty Bryan Woodard bitches play games.  Violence took all freedom refused to let me out for walks or anything im now a hostage.

In the photos you can see writing, it had smoke on there which they continually do to me, it had mercy which is religious bullshit and more words about don't admit to wanting to commit suicide written in room.  It is violence, the shower was rusty and dirty it was a dungeon.  This is inhuman and how they treat people in Auckland.  Im not a criminal nor mental and never have been. this is primary crime.  Corey Reid and Janine Reid, Olly Wilson, Mark Raymond Offen, Tim 236, David and Linda Gaskin, Peter Schellekens, Albert Bateson, Steve Scotland other Peters and Government Bharthan Sires, Navin R Singh, Muslims everywhere.  All false records distortion and corruption I didn't have a leg to stand on.  This is torture and violence.  Andrew Coster is a very sick man that he allows such violence in this country.   Sticking up for criminals is not his role.  That is not serving and protecting.

No human Rights, Lawyers do not work for client in fact some lawyers are nasty and others sit and witness perjury and violence while the victim just sits there listening to lies about her.  It is absolutely disgusting criminal crime.  District Inspectors are no different they are all under the crime umbrella where they are not impartial.  Like Rosie C, they don't protect their clients they are all part of organised crime from Timaru Kensington.    Grant Morgan crime and violent Alan Morgan Barbara Morgan Carol Morgan crime.  Look how jealous these little Morgans bitches are of talent decency and honourability, look what they do to quality people.  Who's got the mental health again?  Remember Barabra tried to get rid of me through Harvey Williams years prior, when grant was under a psychiatrist in Christchurch for he mental crap, Barbara told me she will pay to have me get medication to help cope with grant. It was a set up, because they tried to get me to kill myself back then and I refused to continue to take medication.  It was a set up 100%.  Money buys death sentences for woman and children.

 

How does this life go to being what is above, what kinds or people would be so cruel.  Olly Wilson Morgans Reid corrupt police is who.  They did this to my family over what? John Macglashion? corrupt child lawyer.

Here is a example of misleading people in media, and this is the hallmark of the stolen identity the corruption online to destroy my family, illegal pages with media to make public believe lies about a person.  Hopefully those looking at this picture below are clever enough to see what I am talking about.

Photo to the right, when I arrived in Quest Eden juice violence fat cop, not long after leaving Henderson Quest room 111, I woke up and had been injected, someone entered my hotel room and drugged me.  I told to family action and said I need to see a doctor so I can get evidence of this to prove i'm a victim of crime and someone entered my room.  Do you think they cared to them it was just a part of getting rid of sandra and defaming her again. Telling me it was out of his scope of practice which is driven by dirty Australia Salvation Army.   Salvation Army are criminals and have stolen so much they abuse me all the time and harm my welfare.  There was a cleaner next to me in room 9A.  with red mop.  Anyway I then in 2021 had family action Disa, come with me to hospital to see what they could do, instead I was now held by black man psychiatrist and guard put at my door to stop me from leaving, this is Mark Offen violence Nicola Willis afflicted crime.  I am being told i'm going to be held against my will and put under the act.  I haven't done anything i'm being abused and threatened by medical all the time.  Then Disa had to leave because they refused to met me go and she had to go home was end of the day, another violent day.  At the end of the night they finally said I was free to go.  This is nothing more than more threats, my welfare in accomodation is at risk and i'm being harmed by organised crime.   This crime will be put up on Auckland Violence page later.

 

Section 16 Mental Health Act 7/9/2022

 

This is a housing problem not a mental health problem.  My lease ran out after 6 months, then I had to find another place which I had been activity doing.  Unfortunately, I was not able to get a property, there is a problem with my reference Dan Tuscancity who is not telling the truth about his decent honorable tenant, preventing my welfare and sending me into homelessness.  Attached are the problems I had with Dan from the very beginning of the Lease the day I shifted in.  Also, messages at the end of lease and the mistreatment for no reason, I do not know this person and only internal corruption could be behind this. People don’t treat people like this unless someone is behind this, I have a video of blocked drain in shower, bathing in bacteria, I have a video of a microwave which does not go, I have a video of toilet that leaks on the floor and the water in bowl problem, the place was not that clean when I arrived, and I did not even get what I paid for.  I had to use a pot for everything as there was no other way to heat milk etc., couldn’t heat a meal up nothing.  I have had months of his lack to act as a landlord, left it in the end as I had no voice or choice, was stuck in a lease with a gaslighting behavior.  Just because of one bad egg, does not mean I should be penalized, but he is tainting my name.  Dan emails, texts and calls that were lies and abuse.  I have many of these but will just send the beginning and the end as that is pretty much a good guide to what I was dealing with.  Cyber com was also tainted with the same violence, so that was cancelled, couldn’t use the service because someone was preventing it all the time on purpose.  This should not have happened, only someone behind the scenes could cause such cruelty.  My media is controlled, that is a FACT not delusional nor any other disorder, right down to my data can be taken up to 30gb within a couple of hours, just not possible, when the only thing I did was listen to a little You Tube, this also happened on more than one occasion.  I have used data for many years and understand cyber security on a small scale, as I did study this for a while.  Sadly, this was the 6 months at Parkside.

 

Winz, Rose also neglected welfare, I asked her for help, emergency housing while I look which she declined.  I had been looking for a month prior, viewing and then applying for anything that was suitable with in a price range.  I followed all of Rose’s advice in looking into all accommodation she suggested with no luck, even though she will dispute this, I have the evidence to show, if need be, I am telling the truth.  Even on the day I was made homeless sitting at Queen St, with a trolley full of belongings and nowhere to go, I spoke to Winz on more that one occasion while they lied and told me they would escalate this to emergency housing which they did not do.

 

Winz has neglected everything that DR Lisa Searle has asked for the past couple of months.  I asked for shoes which a form was filled in by Lisa and sent to Winz,  Winz ignores all requests from providers.  Winz ignores all MY requests and declines them also.  I have tried reaching out to a Winz advocate with no luck, also Family works which is not able to sort this internal problem.  I should not have to put up with such violence and neglect from my own country.

 

The reason Lisa Searle received a few phone calls is I was about to become homeless, and no one cared, including Lisa.  Lisa was also handed a crime scene along with medical negligence case.  Lisa has no right to judge the crime that has been committed when she did not take the time to ask me questions or ask for evidence etc.  She tried to ignore this whole subject.  Makes it hard for Lisa to look after her client if she does not know her client’s history.

 

Lisa also said I did not give my address, she had my BGE2506 number from the hospital and pages of my history and violence I have been subjected to which had my address on it.  I mentioned when I signed up that I was about to move as lease was running out and that using 8 albert St until I had shifted was a good option, I was planning on being a causal patient, but they insisted on registering which I did.  There were also other accusations that Lisa stated in a referral to mental health, that are not correct.  The fact that Winz left me with no one to help my situation was the problem and sadly I had to phone reception to get Lisa to help act as it is the Doctor at the end of the day that does write referrals and certificates for patients at Winz and a responsibility that this be followed through.  That is why going to the Doctor was what I thought a good option, she should have had some power in that.  I left her a message which was straight to the point, stating exactly the situation, which she interpreted as something quite different, if she bothered to read the paper she was given or get to know me she would have understood the situation. Olly Wilson she is standing with instead of victim’s side.  Also, my mental state was not as she described either; I was frustrated with the lack of support by Winz and letting her know this is not acceptable someone needed to act for me.

 

Lisa’s accusations are not acceptable, and I have the evidence to counteract everything that was put down.  Playing this Boss Mafia is not acceptable I will not take any more threats on my life, it is just a game of nonsense. 

 

I am a NZ Citizen and should be free from abuse in services.  I am entitled to housing, financial help through Winz.  I am also entitled to be treated with respect and Winz should follow through on requests or appointments which they don’t.

 

When a person has no housing, they become homeless, which is not acceptable when Winz had the information days prior knowing I needed help to get into a property.  This is not mental health or anything I have done or not done; this is an internal problem along with an availability problem.  There is no point looking earlier than a month in advance because it is not possible to get something, places are listed generally within a month.

 

This is gender violence, if I had gone off with a man this would not be happening, but I should not have to sell my life to someone I don’t really know just to get a roof over my head, or a perpetrator from the past. It is inappropriate to suggest.   Hotels are full of sex industry, and this is common knowledge. 

 

I am a victim of Gender violence, once a person’s home, business etc. has been taken, defamation of character and prevention from income in communities, this leaves victims with not many choices and very dangerous situations.  This is an unacceptable crime that has been committed on my innocent family and this needs put right.  This is not my mental health but the perpetrators that commit such acts, I could have stayed in that property at greys avenue as no one was booked in for it, but they were nasty and listed it, they told me in an email 3 months prior that the property was being sold, which he tells me three months down track is also a lie,  and that I had to move out by 1 September 2022, even though my lease run out a week prior.  They just did anything they liked with me, and I just took it, I had no choice, while they tainted my name for accommodation preventing safety.  I have the evidence should this need to be forwarded.

 

Next of Kin – I will not have a family member as next of kin as no person will control my welfare again as it has not been in my best interest, my family have been abused and believed the Morgan lies because of this disturbing crime.  There is a couple of other people I could put down as next of kin but there is no need as I should not have my life spoken about to other people, this is a breach of my rights.  It’s not like I’m coming out from an operation or something and I need a carer for a bit, quite the contrary.  I do not have mental health problem but this violence sure is harming my mind body and soul.  Grant Charles Morgan is an ex-husband from 8 years ago and we are divorced, I am not related to any of those Morgan’s Barbara, Alan etc. they are the past and will be left there.  They have nothing to do with my life and they have used their powers in the system from Nursing to Courts, Police, First Responders, to abuse my whole family through there vindictive natures as payback for me getting custody of the children. My father is also someone who has no rights over my life and never will have, I spent many a time resetting him from his depressed states while bringing my mother down.  Done too much for my family while they have harmed me beyond measure.  I am the only stable person yet the one targeted because of my strength to stand.

 

This mental health violence has been used to control and condemn an innocent person who has battled serious physical health problems.  It is an inhuman injustice what has taken place and continuing to take place preventing my freedoms and life.   I have not committed a crime; I am not at harm to myself or anybody else.  I am not suicidal, the only time that occurred is when I was illegally detained in medical and medicated for conditions I do not have and never did. I am not doing anything except standing against violence on an innocent person and family, I have the book thrown at me continually for this, I have a right to justice.  I want my rights in the system so I can get justice for a serious defamation case.

 

Full government control, financial bondage, no rights, no respect, no accountability, conservatorship type control.  Even if I was mentally sick, which I am not, there is no grounds for this injustice that has taken place.

 

Allegations of tax fraud, all sorts for 10 years now when it is a lie and the NZ Police have violated all my rights and held me up against a wall preventing freedoms.  Not acceptable an offence and illegal process.

 

Rape and attempted murder are serious allegations, and this is not the victim with the mental health but the perpetrators, let’s put the truth where it belongs.  To try make out I am not in reality with these accusation’s is pretty much saying victims are liars, which is not the truth and delusional.  That is called gaslighting and putting the blame on the victim for speaking.  That is why being a victim to stand is like hell all over, worse than the actual events sometimes as the force against the victim is horrific and the defamation is beyond measure preventing everything, right down to employment, housing, friendships, freedom etc.  Financial control again, which means homeless, violated, abused and thrown to the wolves pretty much standing in a storm when you had everything, but the perpetrator accuses of everything under the sun to defame and take quality of life.

 

My physical health has been attacked on a large scale, you can see that there have been enormous medications put through my system that have had a major impact to my quality of life, this is not mental it is physical.  My gastritis problem flares up when not the correct food or lack of, and this makes me very sick, this facility is not looking after my wellbeing, and I am prevented from leaving the premises to get the correct food. This is wrong in itself.  I have no gallbladder and My gastritis problem is there when sleep, diet and exercise are not happening, thanks to Tuscancity they made me homeless putting stress levels up on my body, and lack of food to keep body well, as I’m walking around the streets with 100kg pushing a trolley, being made a spectacle of, especially because sadly due to the violence from 2019 in Kensington my health deteriorated as I was forced medication and weight gain is one side effect, putting me in danger zones for other health problems especially with my pre-existing conditions. Now left with a big health problem that I have to deal with, not mental or anxiety but a weight problem which puts extra stress on my problems. 

 

Mental health services are supposed to empower people, but the only interactions I have ever had, is disempowering taking all rights and harming victim.  Giving medications to a person who should not be having those due to her pre-existing conditions. 

 

This whole situation has been set up to control a woman and prevent from living life who has so much she wants to do with her life all over financial control, breaches, violations, removable of rights, these needs changed immediately. 

 

I can’t even run my business for internal corruption preventing me from running ads etc. on social media and internal on my business site.  This is not acceptable.  I deserve to be financially free.  I never ever asked for this exposure, my life and rights were taken leaving me with no other choice but to go public.

 

Paranoid verses cautious, aware, protecting oneself due to violence is very different, this paranoia is not true and that is factual.

 

Schizophrenia – thoughts or experiences that seem out of touch with reality, disorganized speech or behaviors or decreased participation in daily activities. Difficulty with concentration and memory.   This is not true at all.  Any person with a crime story that involves people in high places will be attacked to try shut them up.  “Thoughts and experiences that seem out of touch with reality”, I live in reality, not like most people who like to ignore problems, it’s called denial, I say how it has exactly happened without emotion to make sure it is facts not emotionally driven opinions.  That is not schizophrenia.  Disorganized speech or behaviors, not truth when you are interrogated being neglected and harmed there is always affects from that.  It can make people behave in all sorts of ways, which could be circumstance based not an actual ongoing condition.  Decreased participation in daily activities.  Rubbish again, I am prevented from running my business talking to people all over the world making friends, going out for coffee, talking to people in general or joining anything as finances are dictating my life right now, I have nothing right now except hang around smoke and nonsense, in this facility with people who are not in line with my life, I come from high morals and decency and have been rubbished in a dirty room like a criminal, with no rights or freedoms.  I have spent many years talking to hundreds of people and being a leader and coach, this is true and this violence against a woman needs to stop.

 

To use mental to destroy a reputation and use that to control her is one of the worst crimes to date.  I am absolutely disgraced by such a cruel crime that has been done to me, in turn this shamed my family, put them on lifelines and distorted thinking, children all left homeless and parentless, what a despicable crime done by the very professionals that are supposed to know more than us.  My children and parents would never have harmed me like what has gone down if it wasn’t for the governments interference from Australia and New Zealand grooming and using vulnerabilities to beat up a family.  I am very educated; I may not have the piece of paper, but I know more about some medical than anyone else because I have experience along with knowledge in many fields.  I have a broad understanding of life on many subjects with a deep understanding of peoples cognitive thinking and social environments, in fact I have the X factor in many fields also.  I will not take such violence on an innocent person that battles physical challenges on a daily basis.  Using my story for a media fest of persuasion to harm a person and fraud her life.  Not acceptable.

 

I would appreciate being treated appropriately, support in accommodation, to stay on here voluntarily until I can find accommodation suitable, (last resort), or put into emergency housing that is decent, hopefully within a few days. To be free from any more control in this facility, to be able to leave when I want to.  I have a right to make decisions on my welfare, no one should be dictating my life, no one can live like that, it’s torture and cruel, disempowering and causing undue health problems.  I would like the wrongs to put right, legal matters to be dealt with appropriately. 

 

My life should read, got up, had breakfast, exercised, had enough food, housing, run business, go for coffee, engage with friends all over the world and work colleagues etc., maybe go out for tea, but it consists of conversations over gastritis, begging for a banana or food which they won’t give any way, this feels like a Grant Morgan crime to me and a nasty one at that. Treated like a naughty child. The notes written about how im complaining, absolutely disgrace, I should not have to answer to anybody, when I have looked after many people in my life including my welfare.  This is a form of abuse, preventing nutritional needs.  Then watched, continually checking where I am, all through the night staring at me, lying to me, preventing welfare, preventing nutrition, rights.  I have a right to stand on decency and honorability accountability.  You won’t see me invading people’s privacy or space, “it’s in their job description,” well I’m sorry you know exactly what I am talking about, and this is not right.  I refuse to enter anymore of this nonsense.

 

 

Attached:  ACC claims and correction of some records

Medical history

Ignored medical complaints

Defamation of character

Accommodation neglect and mistreatment

 

Response to Reports filed by Doctor Pal and Nurse.

 

This is a Housing and financial crime – when no money, you are left to be harmed common sense tells us this.  Welfare Control and Gender Violence play a large role.

 

I could of gone with a guy and sold myself short for the rest of my life, which I was not prepared to do.  I value my life and will only accept high standing people in my personal life

 

I would like Discharged from this compulsory order and free to leave, not having to explain myself when this is not called for.  Treated like a normal human being that I am with full respect and responsibility to abide by rules and regulations instead of being treated like a child, a naughty one at that.  I have worked in health facility and many places before and understand right from wrong, I find this whole exercise inexcusable.

 

I don’t even know why I am responding to these false allegations and absolute nonsense, but I suppose I can humor you all.

 

Complaining and having a conversation about concerns are two different things, for a provider or nurse to write down their interpretation is not acceptable.  They should be writing down facts of discussion. Not their feelings about a situation unless I was smashing things and yelling, touching people or swearing at people.  Which I am not and do not.

 

Do you know how media, persuasion, comedy, radio, film, reality tv work and the kinds of people in this world.  Example Big Brother have you seen the behaviors these people display as big brother controls their lives for months, what about dating programmes, and the sleazy behavior’s there, or maybe Leigh Harts media Moon TV etc., how can you condemn me with all these disorders when his media is disturbing and very destructive.  I’m sorry but by me being made homeless is no grounds for all these assessments, questions, interrogations to beat up a woman add more files to her name to discredit her true character which is very high standing.

As for affecting my daily living my mental state, rubbish a financial problem caused by corruption, I will leave that there. Enough said.  No one steals and uses a person then thinks they can detain destroy in the mental health services for more power because she doesn’t have a partner.  I will never volunteer again while I’m used in communities for their gains while my family suffer.  I have trusted the wrong people and I will not make that mistake again.  Not only that I my gender and personal life is no one’s business to be honest.  My income and financial position are also no one’s business yet I’m completing violated with no rights continually.  Doing this to someone who has stood in storms and physical health battles that most people don’t survive is not acceptable. 

 

Regarding medication they are detrimental to my wellbeing, and past proves this to be the case, I have only just recovered from a terrible injustice from Kensington Timaru.  I should not have to be in wheelchair because of this violence, while this government refuses to put this right.  I am owed compensation, and this is attached.  This is not grounds to attempt on someone’s life when I have so many things I want to do in life.  This service is to empower people, not disempower or using false allegations and assessments.

 

I have every right to know who enters my room and if that means keeping alert I will, I have no rights at this time and that is disturbing considering my nature and decency including my mental state which is extremely good thank you, except for the injustices that need put right.  No one should have to be gaslighted in the services harming their welfare wasting hours and days just to get somewhere with a service.  This does not mean there aren’t some nice people here, there is, it’s the nonsense I’m referring to.

 

I am not at risk of deterioration of my mental state, on the contrary, but this continual neglect of my welfare does have effects on my body, mind and soul.  None of which should be happening to start with.

 

I have my system down to a fine art to stay healthy but when financial comes into play this changes everything, this is not acceptable.  A stolen life, home, businesses, animals plus so much more, sorry that is fraud of a life, and quality of life, my wellbeing.  At no fault of my own.

 

I am a perfectionist and an organizer and will not take these comments that are made about my mental state when these are not true. 

Abnormal state of mind, excuse me this is enough.  This whole exercise is to question me, interrogate me then write false records so I can squirm my way out of this injustice.  Psychological abuse, sorry not acceptable, these doctors are to look after one’s wellbeing and not play such cruelty out because a person is standing against violence.

 

Mood Cognitive Disorder – absolute disgusting, I will not enter explaining anything here, my thinking is in line with common sense and honorability, accountability, responsibility and if that is a cognitive problem then I suppose then I have one.  As for mood my mood is very stable.

 

We have a voice box to use according to what we are wanting to deliver to the person or audience.  I will stand and talk in a firm voice when I need to, sorry I don’t agree with Dr Pal, but I do not have to agree with the Doctor, I have that right to think for myself.  What is anyone doing assessing me for anyway.  I do not suffer with anything more than I am a victim of an organized crime that controls my welfare.  It’s not up to me if I’m prevented from housing on purpose, yes purpose.  Lisa Searle made sure of that.  Not acceptable, she does not know me or my case without being prepared to take the time to understand which she has not done.  Which means she has no right to put down these allegations which have harmed my welfare and prevented accommodation and rights within winz.

 

An investigation is the only way that any medical provider can get a true reading of a situation or disorder, this has not been carried in an honorable way, so because of this there is not a diagnosis or any disorder, but an allegation of beliefs.

 

Delusional about what? I am a NZ citizen and entitled to Justice including financial help.  Medical have done so much damage in my life, its time I was set free from this and given life.

 

Even if I want to have delusions or believe the sky will fall in, that is not a reason to medicate or condemn a high standing person.  Yes, that is right high standing.   what about understand how gender violence and internal corruption works, with a domino effect, in turn causes defamation of character, one lie, I perception, which leads to a long line of people believing something that is not true.  Ends up being a framing of information stacked against a person to harm.

 

If I had an apartment this conversation and allegations would not even be present, I would be moving on with my life.

 

Using these disorders because I’m standing against violence is an absolute reckoning of a person’s life.  These are not true.  To believe the world is a just world would be delusional.  To use mental health to take away my quality of life and does need to stop is inhuman. I nearly died because of medical violence and medications as per the claims attached.  To ignore the truth about a person’s whole life and use some incorrect files that the Doctor has written is an injustice and not acceptable.

 

I am a rape victim, and a survivor of domestic and family violence.  Also, white collar crime, along with organized crime.  To use I’m delusional to prevent justice when you do not know this case it not acceptable.  No woman should not have a voice. 

 

Lacks insight and irritable mood.  Absolutely not true. This assessment after assessment to defame a person and her life saving face for perpetrators.  Trying to cause different mood through the questioning, when I disagree get firm with Doctor, he then says I have irritable mood.

 

Allegation that I can’t take care of myself.  Please I have spent my whole life taking care of my family and extended family, people in the community plus leadership roles.  I will not take these allegations they are untrue and very cruel to put down the opposite to the truth.

 

Sandra has been wondering the streets, absolute lies never, I’m not a wonderer but a very stable person.  I was pushed out of accommodation as stated and left with no option but to walk down a street with belongings, then asked hotels etc. for help, as Winz neglected my welfare.  End of story and factual.  I approached the Māori wardens outside Hyatt, and they said they could help, and we went to the Kiosk where I was greeted by Tony and Amy.  Tony then enquired about accommodation to help, but the only option was Police Station, I did not have conversations with the Police at Police Station, these allegations came from Tony and the Police’s perception which is incorrect.  I did not want to go to Police these are the very people who have harmed me and my family beyond measure.  Stealing life and freedoms for 10 years.  Risk of wondering behaviors, if that isn’t an insult, I don’t know what is.  I only have my feet, and that is how I get around, enough of these insulting behaviors.

 

Mental services in Australia are attached and you can read this to see for yourself an injustice that actually happened at Warragal Hospital, Latrobe was the end result and was given false information, using that to have me raped and medicated drugged for days.  Nearly lost my life for a crime I did not commit.  But threats and violence beyond measure, my car was smashed into later and I was telling the truth and Simone Skoop Warragal mental health knows this.  A trainwreck that Australia created while I served their country.  I was a badminton coach, community coach, up to 4 days a week, about to start a new job and still worked for council part time.  Along with on 2 boards and secretary on one, plus many engagements in dancing and volunteer work.   I will not take this anymore, stopping ignoring the truth and look at what I did for an ungrateful community. I gave gifts all sort while I was harmed. All the while defamation of character online, illegal dating sites, radio etc., yes true I was told by many, the internal corruption from NZ is not acceptable. You try stand in that storm while they take everything and prevent financial freedom.  As for being diagnosed with delusional disorder from Latrobe, no that was Warragal after they attempted on my life and medicated me for 2 days, I arrived at Latrobe in a drugged state where I was raped and harmed, then gang members threats etc.  Excuse me, this will never be acceptable.  What grounds will there ever be for this, the answer is none. That is final.

 

This doctor Pal making out I’m calm them my mood changes, what he is saying is I refuse to give him what he wants and refuse to allow him to write lies about me, along with do not agree with him, which I have every right.  This has gone too far.

 

Barbara Morgan and my ex-Husband are very vindictive people, I will not enter this any further they have contacts throughout the services and in high places and do and say whatever they want to harm myself.  It’s called a payback type behavior for the fact I got custody, and they were shamed by their son again.  He did this throughout his childhood as well.   I will not carry these kinds of people any longer and have not for many years. It is an offense what the Morgan’s have done to an innocent family to abuse them everywhere possible.  To hide their sons disturbing behavior’s.  His behavior’s not mine, I scrubbed him up into a normal human being, but unfortunately, I was just a step for him to stand on. The Morgan’s should be in jail, for the violence caused on an innocent family including my parents.  Defamation of character is an offense, which stands for lies that are told about someone, not truths but lies.

 

September 2019, I returned to NZ abruptly, absolute lies, I returned in July.  Left son with no food, lies again.  He was 18 in a matter of days and young men of his age do have time away from their parents, this is not uncommon. 

 

Using false records and a crime from Australia to continue to harm victim is inhuman and needs to stop.

 

While in accommodation it is a well-known fact the sex industry is in hotels etc., common knowledge so my story is not out of place and is true.  No delusions here sorry. I even had a video of a guy in elevator touching himself Infront of me, so enough of this injustice against a high standing woman.  No, I didn’t dream that up, make it up, it’s a fact, plenty of Muslims have done the same in front of me, it is not called for.  This is just how some men behave and we just must look past it.  Can’t put in report to police because they are harming my welfare and it will not be taken seriously, in fact will be used against me, that is not acceptable and shows just how wrong this situation is.  It’s time the NZ Police were accountable for their actions against an innocent family.

 

Housing with Tuscancity did not fix the problems, some a little better but did not fix the problem nor did they give me sky tv I paid for nothing.  Claiming to be a celebrity, did not say that, but any person that has had their life breached online by NZ Police and others through intranet and other platforms is violated against their rights.  It is illegal.

 

I said I have the X Factor and should be standing on the Simon Cowell stage that is all, I can say that if I want to, I can say I want to fly to the moon too if I want to, that is not grounds to medicate of detain harm me, people say all sorts of things, go watch tv, NZ tv get away with some very low grade tv yet they are not medicated with delusions which just goes to show this is an attack on my life.  Gaming spends their lives killing things and people, this nonsense has gone too far.

 

I have evidence to back up everything I say.  This attack on my life needs to end, if people treated me the way I treat people we would have a peaceful and caring environment without all this nonsense, we would all mind our own business and stop with allegations that are unfounded but a doctor’s opinion to defame a person’s credibility.

 

The NZ Police have acted below the belt in my life and that is a fact.  This is not for discussion as to why I was made homeless, but this is a separate case of defamation of character.  I have every right to file reports regarding inappropriate behaviors from Police Officers, this does not make me delusional in any way, in fact courage to stand against such a cruel force of people.  I did not end up at the Police Station I was forced to go there by Māori wardens, I had no choice if I wanted some sort of accommodation.

 

Doctor Pal’s allegations are ridiculous and this needs to stop they are false, not my delusions but factual based if you bothered to see the evidence and true picture.

 

Stating I have a mental illness that I am not prepared to accept, has gone too far, I do not and never have had one.  As for a delusional disorder I take offense to my intelligence on this matter.  I am not delusional about anything, I live in reality and do not cause trouble, but files are created everywhere throughout the services while I’m mistreated, through organized crime this is factual, and I have the evidence.  To imply I have a wondering behavior is below the belt and an insult to my high moral standing.  I’m living reality right now and it is an injustice.  Even if I did suffer with delusional behaviors, which I don’t, no one has a right to harm me, medicate me or detain me unless I am at risk to myself or someone else.  I will quote from what my lawyer has instructed yesterday, from reports that have been filed with Doc Pal and Nurse.  This is inexcusable.

 

 

THIS WAS DISMISSED IN COURT AND THEY DID NOT CARE ANYTHING I HAD TO SAY THEY WERE GOING TO DO WHAT EVER THEY PLEASE AGAIN.

Side effects from injection

 

16 October 2022

 

Sandra M Morgan BGE2506

 

All these side affects I never had before injection - FACT

 

Low Mood – feel tearful/sad at times (depression)

Lost my motivation, my spirit taken and medicated

Anxiety rush every now and then (rare)

Muscles weak, metabolism slowed down bad news for my physical health problems

Still got small lump from injection

Memory not as good

Numb and vague

NO energy to sing most the time, or do things

Force myself to go for a walk

Lack of confidence

I do not have control of my life

 

This is not good mental health, and I had life before this injustice 2nd September 2022 and never had depression ever except when forced medications.  I am not delusional that is a cop out diagnosis to take my rights and voice.  I am a victim of domestic and family violence. 

I love my children, but they have been very sick, it is detrimental to involve them in my welfare when I have been harmed and they should not be used to cause more friction in my life or theirs, they need to heal as I do.

 

I would appreciate this being put right and being allowed to move on.  Please take me off the act, forcing medication, I am happy to engage with your services.

 

I have sent response to Lisa Searle referral, housing Tuscancity, including videos of the neglect in housing that I lived with for 6 months, while gaslighted, and what this medication is doing to me, which is taking my quality of life.  It was bad enough the injustice in the system let alone being medicated to top it off.  Those who mistreat and abuse another are the sick ones, please read my emails so you can see I was telling the truth.

 

 

This woman was given my medical malpractice cases so she could understand some of my health I had done and operations etc, but instead once again trying to get rid of me making out i'm like this mental person when I am not, in fact her words are get use to your new life at City Misson.  I showed her violence that's being done and it was dismissed she went onto the perpetrators team which of course the internal lies.

Lisa Searle

 

Response to her ridiculous accusations – ADHB Acute Admission.  23/8/22

 

This is an injustice and neglect of a person’s welfare, even though Lisa may have felt she was helping.

 

I do not suffer with paranoia or anxiety and will not take this misdiagnosis.  I have every right to protect myself and when mistreated try get help.  At what point should a person be mistreated and just have to take it? What action should I have taken? What would you do if you were being mistreated and in a new town, with no backup? At what point is a woman allowed to move on when a victim of violence?  I had every right reaching out to the doctor, and I tried contacting many people to get some support against this injustice and misinformation.  No woman should have to put up with gender violence and that is exactly what it is.   Don’t tell me it doesn’t exist, because it does.

 

Lisa Searle does not know me, I have seen her 2 or 3 times only in person, very hard to get to know someone when a 15 min appointment slot.  I thought the best way was to give her some information that I had typed up so she could see mental health injustice from 2018 that has not stopped harming me to this day, along with giving Lisa medical negligence case so she understood her patient and what I have been through as my case was not straight forward.  Nothing more, I needed a practitioner to actually care about her patient.

 

Sadly, Lisa didn’t really want any paperwork and really didn’t want to get to know her patient.

 

I was having trouble with WINZ and the neglect at times which was a big problem for getting accommodation.  I have documented WINZ inexcusable behavior at times, even being told I’m racist, which is not true at all, I use to teach Muslims, and a mix cultures, as it is not acceptable to mistreat a person who suffers with some physical problems.   Winz refused to help with so many things and it left me with no voice or rights, as I was not being treated properly, Lisa had put in a request for shoes, that was ignored, my medical certificate from Dr Morris Timaru had the date continually changed, so I had to go to Lisa to get her to put another one in.  What is not right about this is, from the beginning Lisa is dealing with a patient who is having trouble with Winz, leaving me to be looked at as if I have a problem when it was not me at all.  It was Winz inconsistency and neglect.  I had to get another medical certificate to try sort the problem and get another medical provider to validate my situation, which was hard in 15 mins appointments.  Just so I could get a rest from what Winz was doing, while I was in the middle of working on a negligence case.  It is time consuming and takes an emotional toll too, I didn’t need the Winz and Accommodation injustice to top it off.  I was trying to move on and get my business started.

 

Psychotic/Schizophrenia Paranoid.  This is unacceptable.  If a person is on welfare and is being mistreated then suddenly, I’m tainted, the problem, with all these mental conditions, not acceptable.  I am not in control of other people and how they treat me, only how I behave.  Using the paperwork, I gave Lisa to taint me with these conditions I do not have, is disturbing, then forcing me into mental health services is very cruel.  The only condition I have is, trusting the wrong people.  Paranoid, let’s not get keeping oneself safe, confused with someone who is actually paranoid.  You won’t get bad behavior from me from any person, because it did not happen.  I have all the evidence of how I was treated by Winz, Tuscancity should you require it.  Lisa has been mis lead.

 

The information from 2018 medical injustice in Australia was used in 2019 in New Zealand to harm me, and once again tell me I’m lying and sick.  It’s absolutely disturbing that this information can haunt me when it is abuse and an injustice.   I was an active community member in Australia, I worked part time for council, was a parent with a child still at home, a daughter who was very sick.  I was a badminton coach, had sat 3 different accreditations, I was on 2 boards, Secretary on one of them, was active in Dancing and sporting up to 4 times a week.  I was about to start a new job at a private school, and what do you know within a very short period my life was stolen, I was illegally forced into mental health, then false records, raped and harmed in the system, Simone Skoop knows this, and this hasn’t stopped since January 2018.  Its time this was put right.   I am an honorable decent high moral person who has served her community all the while harmed through illegal media platforms, violations, radio plus much more, some not very nice people who harmed me in the medical in Australia through misinformation and that has dictated my life since.  It’s called public persuasion and it can be detrimental, when one person tells one lie, which leads to a domino effect. Defamation of character. I had been previously going through the process of joining the VIC Police and sadly through the violence, did not go any further than sitting exam which I passed.

 

“constant phone calls”. The last week when Winz was neglecting my welfare, I didn’t have anyone else to act for me, I tried getting Winz advocate, couldn’t get one, I tried everywhere to get some help, to get someone to help me with accommodation as lease was about to run out, Winz making me spend hours, day after day trying to get someone to act, (all the while being respectful to disrespectful people, who neglect decent woman) when they said they would not give me emergency accommodation, purposely having me put on the streets, nasty.  The landlord had mistreated me, frauded me and he got away with it.  I was sent an email letter from landlord 3 months prior telling me this property was being put on the market and I had to leave in 3 months, that was fine.  The problem was when accommodation is listed, it is normally within about a month, so I started to look but had to wait till nearer the time.  Sadly, I couldn’t get an apartment even though I did everything to get one, Tuscancity was tainting my name and I had to use Dan for a reference, a real problem.  I have the evidence to prove I was badly mistreated by Dan from Tuscancity should I need to gather this up and forward to you.  I made a few phone calls to Lisa only because the doctor was the only person, I had left, to help me, but her hands were tied.  I have records of calls and this was not harassment, it was a client trying to get some help from her doctor and make an appointment, there is nothing wrong with that.  It is the internal misinformation that is causing the problem.

 

When Lisa says she doesn’t understand why I think she has some power over Winz, is because Lisa fills in forms for Winz so that should have some validity, but it didn’t seem to.  Lisa was ignored by Winz also.  This was an attempt to force me into homelessness so mental health would take over my life and take my rights.  I have plenty of information regarding mistreatment from Winz should I need this and as stated tenancy injustice.  I treat people with respect and find it cruel to be so badly harmed by people and their mistreatment and neglect using historic notes that are questionable and being investigated.   I do not deserve this.  It was only 3 or 4 phone calls all up trying to get to see Dr Lisa Searle or have phone appointment.  If I pay for something I should be allowed to get her help for that period.  I was a paying customer.

 

Remember my lease run out, this is a housing problem not mental.  Leaving me with nowhere to go is cruel.  I was not acting with anxiety or any other condition.  I was feeling very unhappy about the situation and disturbed that this was happening to a decent woman.  I did not display any mental health to Lisa at all.  I was straight to the point and trying to get some action which did not happen as it was out of her hands. 

 

“Kicked out”. If Lisa didn’t rush me on the phone, she would of got the whole story that she refused to listen to through her pushy attitude on the phone.  My lease run out, property getting sold and Dan was mistreating. 

 

“Under extreme stress”. No, under extreme injustice is correct

 

My address was on some of the paperwork Lisa had, so I was not hiding anything.  I used the medical address because I was shifting soon and I knew I would be when I first went there, I was only signing up for a casual patient but was convinced to sign up as a permanent.  Address would have been updated when I had moved. 

 

I had a bill to pay and food was short that week. 

 

“Anxiety and adjustment disorder”.  This is not true and an insult to my character.

 

“She has no family”. Once again if Lisa didn’t rush the conversation I could have elaborated and finished the sentence to “she has no family in Auckland”.  My children have been very harmed and sick ……. But I was cut off every time I went to talk.

 

I was mistreated by the Albert St surgery and asked to leave because I wanted a copy of letter Lisa sent to Winz because I was being neglected, they refused, handing me a referral to mental health, very disturbing and cruel, then asking me to leave. I wanted an appointment to see Lisa, I was very respectful.  I did nothing at all, asked to leave, this is not ok, same behavior I was putting up with by Tuscancity Rental, which I will send you videos of all items that did not work and some correspondence.  I was always respect paid my way and kept it clean, I did not deserve this injustice at all.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

So I am trying to get help the whole time, I keep to myself in my room and do nothing while hostage.  I send information to show the violence to officials and they dismiss everything they do not care, complete corruption and violence.  Mental health service is not being used for what it is suppose to be there for and it is concerning very violent for victims of crime.

 

 

 

3 Month Court Hearing review

23^rd Dec 2022

 

Advice Prudence Free – District Inspector

Dr Andrew Russell – Meeting with Amber and Dr Russell - 18 October 2022

 

There are no grounds for mental health to intervene into my life.  I am not at risk to myself or anybody else.  I have not committed a crime. I ended up in mental health because I was forced into homelessness, that is not a mental problem but a victim of internal services who have harmed an innocent woman and continue to harm a victim of crime by taking my rights, freedoms and forcing medication that has negative side effects.  Most importantly, being misdiagnosed, using prehistoric notes that are in question, then treated for a condition I do not have.  Taking my spirit and numbing it, sending me into depression preventing me from happiness and being myself.

 

Below is a list of reasons in which I have been held against my will and forced medication which is not acceptable.  Evidence based, I can supply anything that is needed to prove I’m telling the truth, and this is an injustice.

 

1. Forced into homelessness at no fault of my own
2. No Emergency Housing refused by Winz - Case worker Rose has since said it was wrong what has happened, and it should not have happened.
3. Government neglected a decent citizen
4. Had everything I have worked so hard for taken at no fault of my own.
5. Dr Pal used historic records to harm and re traumatize me, by accusing me of lying on many occasions, refused being allowed out, for over a week as if I am a criminal or mentally sick, then only aloud out for a short time, knowing an investigation in progress in Australia where it all started in 2018. By Navin R Singh, it is an offence to purposely hold a woman against her will, take her rights, attempt murder, rape in the system like in Australia, then use that here in New Zealand defaming me, believing a medical person, who got it wrong over the truth.
6. Putting me in front of drug addicts/gang and the likes as if I am like them. Disempowering and detrimental to my life.
7. At no point is my behavior inappropriate, abusive, aggressive or the likes to any person including landlord, medical, courts etc.
8. At no point am I at risk to myself or others (the only risk was government forcing me into homelessness) This is not acceptable and was dangerous to my welfare
9. Harm from Tuscancity Rental, Landlord, disrespectful, gaslighting, lying and did not maintain property properly leaving me to bathe in bacteria.
10. Harm from Winz neglect
11. Harm from Winz emergency housing also where I sat in a room like a sauna with a 10cm gap in the window for months with temperatures up to 40 degrees, with the sun heating the room up, for hours a day I just lied on a bed, violence on a person with health problems, inflammation problems, temperature problem now.
12. Accused of being racist at Winz, Hamilton, when that was not the conversation, I asked if I could have a case worker with the same culture as myself, that is a cultural right.
13. I have always conducted myself appropriately, when dealing with services, lawyers, or any organization, even though being severely mistreated.
14. Breach of my human rights, through illegal violations and violence which I did not start or ask for, this is a miscarriage of justice.
15. All information regarding tenancy has been forwarded to Dr Andrew Russell to show this is an injustice
16. There is no grounds to take my rights and harm my body by forcing medication for conditions I do not have and never did.
17. I am a victim of illegal violations online, which should be put before the courts and put right, that is defamation of character and a criminal offence. It is also illegal to write false records and lie to the judge. Using this power to control and harm over the victim.
18. It is inappropriate knowing family/domestic violence has taken place, to involve family and use that to cause more friction between parties when asked not to.
19. Dr Pal’s behaviors has not always been appropriate and neither has Richard YU acted appropriately. In fact, I had Adrienne and Richard stand in my room telling me I’m a liar, then forcing medication on me.  That is abuse and unacceptable behavior.
20. It is not acceptable to use previous records that are debatable to taint me with when that has nothing to do with this case.
21. I was under duress to sign section 59, my choices even with a second opinion would not of allowed me off the medication immediately which leaves me to be continually harmed.
22. Medications have side effects which are ignored – Depression, muscle problems and memory loss are serious problems, which I did not have prior to medication. Weight gain leaving me a target for diabetes and other health conditions.
23. Medication side effects were not present beforehand they are detrimental to my preexisting physical conditions, health, extremely disempowering, not to mention emotional pain from this injustice.
24. Lisa Searle had 3, 15-minute appointments, not enough time for her to know her patient and make those statements. Lisa had medical negligence cases put in front of her so she could understand her patient, not use to harm.
25. Lisa Searle used prehistoric claims I gave her to form an assessment for mental health, not acceptable, Lisa had not investigated the truth before assessment done, Lisa passed the buck and took the opinion of the medical negligence.
26. Lisa Searle knew I was being harmed by welfare Winz, choose to believe I was the problem when it couldn’t be further from the truth and Lisa knew I had problems with physical health, couldn’t even get Lisa’s forms actioned by Winz plus Winz ignoring Lisa too.
27. Lisa Searle Assessment response has been forwarded to Dr Andrew Russell, this response states very clearly the truth. Evidence Based
28. No advocate to support me while going through mental health services
29. No section 59 being sent to me even though requested on more than one occasion, this injustice of rights is not acceptable.
30. Conservatorship type control over my life needs to stop
31. I am a victim of illegal breaches, violations, and defamation of character, I’m not the mental one but those who attempt on my life are or neglect a decent person who suffers with some physical health, battles that most would not understand and cannot see.
32. Signed Section 59 on the conditions the doses will decrease, and I get off this.
33. Email sent to Dr Andrew Russell, 19 October 2022, requesting again he lower the dose that is due next time on the 27^th October 2022 instead of waiting, there is no reason to wait another month before lowering it, when it is detrimental to my wellbeing and already agreed to start reducing it. DR Declined
34. Dr Andrew Russell has been offered, along with Amber to get to know me, and see me as often as they want to ascertain that they are doing the right thing by reducing medication. There are no grounds to not start reducing this immediately when I am happy to meet/talk as often as they would like. I do not have those conditions.  And this medication is detrimental to my wellbeing.
35. I have no voice; I also have my singing voice taken where I can’t even hit notes because my brain is so slowed down and vacant. Clarity problem.
36. Big muscle problems when I already had problems before medicated, now I have no muscle mass left, tired muscles that don’t work properly a jaw cracking, body, still got lump from injection 3 weeks ago in my muscle. It took years building my muscles, Face worse, loss of muscle control on whole body.
37. Memory problems, which I only just got back before this medication attempt on September 2022. Vacant, can’t think or focus properly.
38. Losing my confidence and very sad, waves of anxiety which I never ever had before
39. No motivation, affecting my ability to function, metabolism slowed right down on a person who spent years trying to get fit and build my energy levels.
40. Detrimental to my wellbeing and health, dangerous.
41. Dr Pal gaslighted me and I have had to put up with psychological abuse in the system with patients to, because of the breach. Not acceptable.

 

18 October 2022, Dr Andrew Russell says I seem normal with no signs of mental illness today, using the medication as the reason.  Dr Andrew Russell did not know me beforehand to make that judgement. 

 

Dr Pal had a homeless woman put in front of him on the 3rd September 2022, that had just been forced into homelessness, you can’t expect me not to be affected by this.  I was always reasonable and appropriate.  This is not grounds for medication, and it is not grounds to take my rights, nor hold me as a hostage in a mental facility with druggies and mentally ill people, this is in just.   This is also defamation of character, by treating me this way Dr Pal and Lisa Searle have Defamed me and has stolen precious life from me. 

 

I could have been there voluntarily, but this was refused.  I did not give any signs of any behavior’s to be concerned and I was homeless and needed to seek accommodation before I could go anyway.  Unreasonable treatment when there were no grounds.  Control over my life.

 

At what point is this fair? At what point should a woman be subjected to such violence and illegal breaches?  At what point will this be put right, especially the illegal court processes?  Lack of information and rights, lies, corruption and gaslighting.

 

Sticking together with colleagues within the system to be right, is wrong, this is an injustice.  I would like compensation for this violence caused by mental health.   This has gone too far.  I deserve life and freedoms, free from financial conservatorship control over my life.  Where’s my money from all the breaches, stolen identity, illegal media, charities, and the likes.  Defrauding me of life and financial freedom.

 

All documents that I have asked lawyers to forward to courts has been dismissed, I have no rights at all.  This is unethical and unacceptable.

 

A few examples of the apartment I lived in Grey’s Ave with videos, photos, sms and emails.

Dirty items put in room I had to get rid of

Video of broken toilet, blocked shower/bath which I had to bathe in when showering for 6 months.

TV not working through interference

No Sky that I paid for, landlord lied

Microwave only worked sometimes, 10% of the time

Washing machine dirty, no dryer

Fridge Freezer not working properly

I looked after the property for 6 months, kept it clean and cleaned before I left.  Not once was I nasty, like the behaviors I received. Neglect.

 

Dan sent me a letter letting me know Landlord is selling and I had 3 months to leave, and to use Dan as reference.  This is a serious problem when you apply for properties you must have a reference and Dan was nasty to me, driven by this internal problem, that reference was not in my favor.  It is not normal to be treated this way, and I find it very out of character of people. 6 months of not acceptable grievances where I was neglected and mistreated, then forced into homelessness.

Winz had no right preventing me from emergency housing when Dan was tainting my character in getting suitable accommodation.

 

This is not grounds for mental health, this is a housing and internal problem with misinformation to harm victim. 

 

Dr Pal made a lot of disturbing accusations about me, like I was found lurking around the streets, how insulting, not true I spent all day and days on the phone trying to get Winz to help, they lied and neglected my welfare, I was proactive asking everywhere I could to get help. I called the Wardens over to see if they could help me, what was I supposed to do? I had nothing, but abuse thrown at me.  And still I was decent honorable and appropriate.  This is not how you treat a woman.  And this is not paranoia.  I will not take this; I want this put right thank you.

 

My daughter was used to hurt me, knowing how I felt about this, my daughter is mentally unwell caused by her father’s behavior’s that sadly she was victim of.   Cassandra has trouble believing her mother is on her team, believes no one cares, when it couldn’t be further from the truth, Cassandra has severely harmed me through her illness and beliefs, Cassandra has been on drugs and very paranoid, heartbreaking for me to witness.  Dr Pal took all my rights and refused to give me any rights, would ask me questions then disrespect my requests.  It was detrimental to my relationship with my daughter and caused undue pain.  My daughter has been in a very low place, and this is not good to use her when there is already tension, detrimental to both myself and her mental state.  Giving power to an ill daughter is detrimental to my relationship with her, her mother the only rock she has ever had, that she cannot see.

 

There is a big difference between paranoia and protecting yourself from harm when I was targeted. 

 

As for anxiety, only when medicated do I get rushes of this, I did not have this before.  Anxiety and nervousness need to not be taken out of context.  I do not suffer with anything out of the normal.

 

Depression, I have never suffered from this or ever had moments to be concerned about that mental health would need to intervene.  Only medication makes me feel depression.  It is very easy to use the word depression on so many health problems, but many times it is not anything to do with depression.

 

Then schizophrenia, out of touch with reality, disorganized speech, decreased participation in daily activities, mental confusion, plus so much more. Interesting as that is what this medication does to a person, don’t want to do anything, lose confidence is a major problem.  I live in reality, more than most people I know.

 

Speech, I have medical problems caused by medical negligence example Frey’s syndrome, permanent damage, damaged nerves in face.  Decreased daily activities caused by medication that slows my metabolism down and puts on weight.   This is disturbing. 

 

Just like in 2018, when I was so busy, and fit yet badly harmed and diagnosed with schizophrenia, it was school holidays, I had been in table tennis, badminton up to 4 times a week, 2 coaching, 1 maintaining the sports facility and opening up for games, and 1 playing socially, including learning, continuing advancement and upgrading qualifications, about to start a new job coaching, on 2 boards, Secretary, part time at council, volunteer work, dancing all over Gippsland, had a child in my care, had been joining the police force, was at the gym everyday where it took me years to get to a reasonable standard of physical health.  False records put down at hospital when attempt on my life.  This is not good enough; this injustice has gone on for too long and is absolutely disgusting. 

 

Since 2018 I have been so badly harmed, I’m unfit, more muscle problems, it took me a couple of years just to do 5 push-ups, and to harm me with forced medication for conditions I do not have, after everything I’ve been through is so wrong.  A body can only take so much.

I had people like Helen, and Rudy all talking about schizophrenia to me all the time, using that to harm me, Helen telling me I won’t be joining the police, even though I was going through the process and had passed the exam.  I had so many people interfering.  I had Jen and Mavis who talked about autism and all sorts, implying I have that to, all sorts of people saying comments to me that are not true and couldn’t be further from the truth, these people defaming me.   I thought at the start they were all just making comments because they are making conversation, but they were not.  My question is, why are these uneducated people having so much power over my life.  They don’t know my history.

 

The truth is my first schooling years were at a small school with 11 students at times over the whole primary school where I missed out on learning. Got to Springston School and Mrs Cooling was trying to understand why we had such a gap in our learning, including my brothers.  By the way, one of my brothers is a doctor in philosophy, lectured at university and has met Bill Gates.   Then I got an ovarian cyst first year of High School, off school most of the year, months and months before diagnosed with cyst, months of medications which were not the problem.  Next year broke my arm fell off horse, still recovering from cyst that took a massive toll, especially my fitness.  That was another gap in my learning, was put into a low dessile class where I was at the top of the class in some subjects, even had a project put in the principal’s office. Then left high school and go to start a clerical course, to end up with glandular fever very bad which took my education, the list goes on, it has been the health and misdiagnose that has been the problem here not my abilities. Yet I’m still being harmed and tainted with all sorts from learning disabilities to mental health.  Very disempowering. Breaches were everywhere, especially in Australia, media, radio etc., I wasn’t doing anything inappropriate, I was a victim of illegal media and violations, persuading public opinion.  In my young years I then door knocked and walked streets to get a job, day after day as I had no other way of getting employment as my education had gone and I was left with not too many options.

 

What is there to gain from this medication control?  Except take my quality of life, can’t move forward.  If this is about me working? Well firstly, I’m a victim of crime and this injustice needs put right before I can move on with my life, I have been doing everything I can to try get this put right and it is time it was.  I have a right to justice.  To take a person who suffers with physical health and harm her more is not acceptable.  The last time I was forced this medication by Bharthan I did some hours work which was physical work, and I ended up on 2 occasions being off work because of muscle problems and calcification that formed in my shoulder which was caused by the medication slowing my metabolism down and taking the strength out of my muscles, not to mention other disempowering mind problems.  I had to do a job that did not use my brain, as it was medicated and not working. 

 

Recently can’t run my business I created properly can’t think to do anything since medication, except list some things, it is like being under the influence.  No clarity, concentration problem now. Financial control continues.  Can’t do a job that uses my brain, because I can’t concentrate, can’t do a physical job because of the muscle problems harming my preexisting physical problems more.  How is this ok?  This is wrong, leave me alone and put this injustice right. 

 

I have enough physical health to live with, without this disempowering situation.  I did not ask for this breach on my life, nor did I ask for anything I am a victim of illegal practices that have harmed my welfare and my families, there is no grounds for this.  I have not committed a crime but a victim of crime. 

 

I did a course last time on this medication too, and once again memory problems remembering what I learnt, not good enough.  Countdown nonsense from Harry Singh, Harpreet too, insulting me as if I can’t do a course. Same as the Spanish/Greek/Muslim violence from Australia regarding a course, insulting me treating me like I am dumb.  Why are these people even allowed to poke their noise into my life. Internal violence has gone too far.  Let’s look at it, Navin R Singh attempted on my life and harmed my welfare in medical in Australia, 2018, then Bharthan in New Zealand, the judge is Singh, Harry (Muslim) from countdown looking for an arranged marriage also went by the name of Singh, my medication I got from pharmacy had Singh, Deep on it also from IT breaches, Countdown and Muslim violence.  Getting phone call at countdown while on duty at midnight from India telling me to change my password, handed work phone to Sharon, this is harassment.  Now a review at Winz a year later, happening next month after so much inappropriate violence from Winz, and what do you know, who’s at the top of the review Singh.

 

I’m not traumatized by Muslims as I was told by one nurse I was, I am a victim of some behind the scenes illegal violations, violence in my life. I used to coach many from the Muslims faith and I am not racist either.  All these people have something in common and that is their Muslim faith that abuses woman.  This is a gender and religious crime against my welfare, and it is time it stopped. Thank you.  Who was the badminton coach in Australia, Rudy, Muslim as well, and he harmed me, was inappropriate and liked to talk about drug world, which is not part of my life and never has been.  I am a victim of Muslim violence, and it is a fact not made up.  I have a long list of Muslims, faith-based people who have entered my life and threatened it. 

 

How dare my own citizen country allow a white woman who has not committed a crime and is not delusional or paranoid be harmed like this and still controlled by those of the Muslim faith, breaching and stealing my freedom in my own country.  I have been around many cultures and religions in the past years and never have I had so much harassment and violence as what I have had from the Muslim faith.   I have never done anything to these people and object to their religious faith being used to harm a woman, my faith is my business.

 

I do not smoke, never done drugs and rarely drink, a perfect candidate for an arranged Muslim marriage.  This is not paranoia, but these conversations have taken place and I have been part of the harassment, I have a right to be free from harassment from people’s beliefs that are not in line with my life.  I’ve been on Illegal dating sites I’m told.  I encourage people to be who they are including their religion, culture, race etc. and embrace people’s cultures, but I object to gender violence and conservatorship type control.

A small insight to my physical health which is being very badly harmed by this forced medication.  Operations….. Ovarian Cyst, 1 and a bit ovaries left, Emergency C Section, Gallbladder removed, full clearance of teeth, x2 Submandibular Gland operations, endometrial ablation, Shoulder operation, past history IBS, Live with permanent damage caused by medical negligence, live with gastritis, hiatus hernia, have had many procedures from ….. gastroscopies, colonoscopy, Beremeal, Botox, Tubes lied, aclasta infusion, plus so much more, plus horrific muscle problems that I took years to build muscle mass only to have it all taken by forced medication from an injustice in 2018 Australia, causing me serious problems which makes my body not function property leaving me in harms way of more medical problems.  I am not mental I have fort battles most would not have survived.  I live with disempowerment because of this, and this is not mental but an injustice right now. 

 

This has got to stop when I have a lot I want to do with my life, but prevented financially controlled, and had everything taken from myself and family, there is no grounds for this injustice.  It is an offense to breach a person’s rights, make money out of them, and leave them to be harmed.  This medication needs to stop immediately, and this injustice put right.

Remember all these medical conditions aren’t straight cut, meaning the lead up to getting diagnosis and treatments took weeks, months before diagnosed with years and years of life being given medications for conditions I did not have and some which have caused more problems.  I still got up, got dressed and lived as I battled these medical conditions, I’m still getting up getting dressed while my body struggling so badly right now by this injustice.  STOP.

 

I have never been suicidal in my entire life, only medication has made me feel that in 2018 that is the truth and should not have happened to start with.  It’s time to put this right.  No person who left her country for freedom from violence leaving her life behind arriving in a new country with nothing, gives up so much, then tries to commit suicide, that does not make sense to go to such lengths to get freedom and save my children from violence, it was organized crime.

 

I am a survivor of domestic and family violence which took its toll too, but never grounds for mental health involvement, I am not the sick one, the perpetrators are.   I was married to a monster with a depraved mind who still walks free.  That is disturbing. I do not commit violence against my children and never have unlike the false records in Australia.   This violence against me and false records from ACC to Medical/Police need put right.  People that know me in Australia know I do not commit violence and never have they witnessed it, I was there for years while I was used serving a country that failed me.

 

As for media, (in the last couple of years), the only reason I ever went to media is because I had all my rights taken and no justice, my last resort.  Not only that, I have stopped putting so much material up because I was threatened by Dr Pal he will take my phone, devices, again stealing from a victim of crime.  It is not the medication that has me off media, it is the conservatorship type control.  Theis needs put right, I deserve life and free from violence.  I HAVE A RIGHT TO FREEDOM FROM ABUSE AND CORRUPTION. 

 

I can live a reasonably normal life if this injustice was put right, and I had enough money to live properly making sure my body gets what it needs as it functions differently to others because of the conditions and damage that has been caused.  This all done to someone with a gift and the X Factor is wrong.  I have been so badly harmed in the brain, this is going to take a long time to get over once I finally get off the medication, setting me back months and months. I don’t go around making things up nor hypochondriac, I should not have to explain myself or be in this position.  This is evidence based.

 

 

 

A violent Grant Morgan, Tim, Mark Offen, Peter crime locking me up all the time. Illegal.  Olly Wilson Medical violent offender, Corey and Janine Reid violent offenders, Bharthan too.

 

Conservatorship type violence, I’m not married and have no intentions of being married to him ever again, he has no rights in my life and will never be given rights to my life nor another offender including any family that commit violence on woman.

 

Winz violence, Rose Tusialofa, Neglect of Welfare from internal corruption at Winz. NZ Police violence continues.  It beats me why the NZ Police think they can illegally breach my rights and put me on dating sites when I’m not looking for a partner.  Commit horrific violence on a woman.  That in itself is an illegal offence that needs put right, there is compensation just for that crime let alone all the others.

 

Rose written false records, notes on file, knowing I have phoned many places and followed what she asked me to do.  I told her I am entitled to safety and any door that can be accessed that cannot be blocked will not work for me.  I am not on the market for anything and never was.

 

Rose lies, mistreats me, withholds my welfare.  Violent attack on a perfect person. Who is not mental and never has been, but a victim of a serious disturbing crime, Stolen and frauded life.  Medical corruption including salvation army and some in the mental health services, standing for their closed-door organization.  No one has a right to put me under the act, because I’m being beaten up by all services, forced into homelessness, that’s cruel.

 

I’m not a criminal and should not be locked up like one.  I’m not at harm to myself or anyone, nor any other medical condition, except physical conditions that are caused by neglect of my welfare. 

 

Bond form left for Dan Tuscancity, he even insults my cleaning and says he’s getting cleaners in after my cleaning better than when I arrived.  He is a violent man through internal corruption is prepared to harm someone he does not know, along with be on my media, screwing with me to harm my welfare.   Sounds very much like when I worked at Edinburgh Motel in Australia, run by Joy Williams and Yang, where they insulted my cleaning when I did an excellent job in room 13 the family room, which was left in a disgusting state that I scrubbed head to toe.

 

Selena Doolan ACC Medical negligence case sent through on the 2^nd it will take 4-6 weeks for claim to be accessed now another clinical process that does not need to happen as clearly it has already been before the medical.  This is just holding off on the payout and result, its disturbing and cruel.

 

Violence from Dan Aaron Camille harassing me through texts and phone calls telling me to get out, changing their details continually.

 

Key card was handed to reception, Dan has all details of bond left on the desk 2^nd September.

 

I had an extra night at 100 greys avenue, but the whole process was not acceptable and cruel. ………

 

I’m being lied too continually.

 

Emailed criminal mediatorise@gmail.com from Church St, Australia.  Phone number does not work.

 

Winz’s continually hanging up on me.

 

Made homeless by 10am, which is not inline with their texts.  Violence caused by dirty police. Camille dressed in orange.  She’s waiting out the door telling me to leave, it was violence.  Same as Shane Grey, Joy Williams and Yang violence from Edinburgh Motel, get me to scrub after the Māori’s made a big mess after a cook up in room 13, Tony inspired with Olly Wilson, dirty.

 

Hung up on, lied to, all sorts by Winz.  Went to a few places to ask for help but they refused, because of the corruption online from their phones.  I have hardly eaten for a couple of days because of Winz violence and neglect which is illegal when I am a citizen and entitled to welfare, not eating because spending all my time on the phone trying to get help while they lie and gaslight me.  This was a housing problem not a mental problem and never has been and they know it.  I will not sell my life and body to the sex trade because of nasty people within the services working for the corrupt. 

 

Rose refused emergency housing.  That is not acceptable.

 

My father, Tony and family violence which is over.  Morgan’s are not part of my life and never were, never will be, but they are controlling behind the scenes it is illegal violence.  I scrubbed their son up and made him into a decent human being all the while he beat me down, never again.  I have rights to freedom from abusers, who through their corrupt dictators harming their mother etc.  making money out of her online, illegally.

 

This is a violent medical corruption caused by Lisa Searle who is working for corruption by Olly Wilson Morgan’s Corey Janine Reid, Bharthan etc.  Lisa only got 2 or 3 calls because I was being neglected and the doctor was supposed to sort, she said on the second to last appointment I had with her, she would get Winz to call her and get the shoes etc. sorted, she also said she would try get Winz to help me.  This did not happen, instead I was left with no accommodation and being harmed by neglect of welfare, I am a NZ citizen and entitled to housing and not put in jail cells or the likes, this is inhuman and violence. 

 

This is a gender violence crime, 100%, if I had a home this would not be happening, but because they took everything, then did defamation of character, they controlled my whole family through this community violence and corrupt government first responders, preventing life.  My children may be doing what they say with employment, but these corrupt police and courts are the reason we have nothing.  They stole everything for no reason, it was a malicious attack on an innocent family.  I am the only person to stand as I am the only stable one and the one that does not do drugs etc., but they sure did try remove me by drugging/mediating me.  Preventing all rights, from financial freedom and estates stealing the whole time.

 

About 100kg to push all around Auckland, violence Government Jacinda and Luxon.  Purple violence. 

 

I then got approached by 2 Māori’s at the viaduct outside Hyatt, they said they would help, and I was to go to the kiosk by the Hyatt. They weren’t keen on helping but made out they were.  I had Tony who is dealing with this along with Amy.  They played a nasty game with me.  Tony calling me Angela when he called to get accommodation, continued to make out he was helping but it was a lie.  He gained my trust to abuse and neglect, lie same with Amy, who hugged me, discussing, not good enough.  Then I was made to go to Police Station where I was harmed again at the Hub, College Hill Police Station.  A very smart game that was played, they brought KFC for Amy and I, but not Tony.  It was dirty, we were on camera police getting off on their little game.  Then mental health turned up, a Sonali Jain type woman in purple and another woman, who saw the truth that I showed her, yet they did not care, they dismissed the emergency housing problem and took a woman against her will to be assessed to be harmed again in services.  The police screwed with us, they held me there for a few hours while they put the air conditioning on, to be bitches.  Tony thought it was great, he is an abusive male who had no intention on following through.  Tony then goes to make out he is going to help with accommodation regarding Winz, which he just played a game, violence never followed through like he said at all.  This is all to do with Australia sports violence, Tim and Mark, its over move on, go abuse someone else.  These people are all committing violence against a woman for now reason.  Male police officer said obey, he has no idea what that means, it does not mean commit a violent act on a woman.  Just like, do what you are told, who do you think you are talking to any person like that especially someone that is doing everything asked of her.  I have spent my life doing what I’m told.  What they are saying is shut up, have no voice, no rights and we will abuse you every time you move speak etc.  That is an illegal offence being committed by police.  Massive coughing nonsense which was caused by NZ police air conditioning. Also, mafia bull crap.

 

Mental health once again held me hostage for no reason FACT.  I am not married and not interested in any form of a relationship at this time, this is my business and nobody else’s.  Then this arrogant male cop, who drove the car, when we got to the hospital, told me to take the blame for violence committed on an innocent woman, all because I won’t go to Australia and open my legs.  Dirty men.  The male police officer has committed an offense against a woman by judging her without facts, and insulting her, taking her voice.  In the car he put it on silence too, messages to be smart.  A blonde woman came also but she has no regard for the victim as she never stood for me.  Who told me I was resilient, just like dirty Debbie Stoll, cowboy medical violence.  Then a female cop who looks like Camille stood there with her legs apart.  Once again smart-ass crap. Nurse tells me it is loud in here at nights, rubbish. Then she takes down every bank card etc. and breaches all my personal details again controlling my welfare illegally.

 

Sonali Jain is about an arranged marriage with a Muslim, and this will not be happening, nor me going to Australia when I am a NZ citizen who deserves to be treated with respect and her rights upheld.

 

These people can’t keep using mental health as the reason when it is internal violence from accommodation and services for no reason.  Nothing to do with work at all.  I have every right to be on the benefit with a medical certificate considering I have been so harmed in the system and my welfare neglected.  Medical negligence claims still not actioned preventing my rights again.  Stealing my freedoms and rights illegally.  I have physical health problem and they know this yet refuse to acknowledge when they have watched me for months knowing the truth.  It is not depression or any mental condition, it is caused by medical negligence and domestic family and internal violence to start with.  I should not have to keep spilling my life story so they can mock, neglect and harm a person.

 

I did work, I created a business that was stonewalled, I have worked very hard at documenting evidence for lawyers who are neglecting my welfare for no reason, it’s a very emotionally draining thing for a victim to stand, I will not be stopping after this absolute injustice has gone too far.  I am entitled to justice for a crime I did not commit.   I have work it’s called a business that I spent hours and hours making 8-10 hours a day yet can’t run it because of IT Media corruption. 

 

Right now, due to the violence from homeless that was a premediated attack on a person, my body is not very well, they have harmed my food, gastritis, burning, through violence and lack of food, using my media again to captivate the audience for shaming and mocking a person, a very disturbing act.  My life is not for sale where people can treat me like a puppet on a string, how would you feel, if that was your spouse or daughter.  Enough.

 

Lactic acid problem right now, bruises on arms from pushing belongings, calcification in shoulder which will be getting worse due to the body is not treated with respect.  Blood sugar will be affected right now also, due to food and lack of it because I was too busy pushing a trolly and can’t take that into shop easily. This is a Jacinda Ardern Crime and a very nasty one at that.  You won’t get anything on me, I’m squeaky clean, yet look what you have done to an innocent family.

 

Went to museum at viaduct where the next round happened.  My milk was laced by Muslim. Through it out and purchased a smaller bottle which was taken by either the Maori’s at the viaduct or here at Mental health Auckland.  Absolute violence.  I should not be here, I’m not mental and they know it.  I have every right to type until I’m 100 years old if I want, I also have the right to a voice and justice if that is what I choose to do, it is actually no one’s business and not grounds to beat a high moral woman.

 

Swelling and stiff joints because of this violence, which I do not and did not need.  Stomach problems all caused because you are beating up a woman.  Then kept her up for hours and removed all her rights, tried to freeze her.  Did covid test to be smart, even though it is procedure, you all have covid and delta all mixed into one.

 

This is not acceptable and straight-out violence.  I am finished with any family member and any person who thinks they can continue to abuse a decent woman. Your loss not mine.

 

3 September

 

Josh as nurse, seems nice enough.  Then Jo as nurse.  

 

The nurse and other medic have been informed what I need for breakfast and cannot guarantee I can have a banana on toast.    Once again violence on a woman.  Illegal violations and watching my journey, learning from me, as they put medical throughout the process for the last 10 years that continued to get it wrong, including nutritionist Zoe, I know my body because it’s been through hell and I had it down to a fine art where it functions well, but these vindictive people for years now are purposely taking everything I need to be healthy.  This is not acceptable to continue to make money out of me on the media then harm me as the draw card, while people get off violence against a woman.

 

My nose completely blocked because of the police nonsense air con then coming into heat.  Nasty attack.  Leigh hart violence here too.

 

In this room it says “smoke” on the left-hand side of wardrobe, just nonsense, next to bed it says “never admit to being suicidal,” Then “IAM”,  “Mercy” on Desk, catholic violence, dirty walls that have not been washed.  Dirty Morgan violence.  A jail cell.  Sick malicious people Bharathan is still harming for no grounds, he’s the problem to begin with.   It doesn’t matter what people said back years ago, defamation of character etc., it’s about what he’s prepared to be accountable for.  Which clearly is lacking here.  My life is not a game nor a joke it’s a serious matter and no one gets to continue sick violence. 

 

I’m not reliving anything that they may make out, I’m documenting violence.  But I sure am living what people are purposely doing, to play through illegal breaches.

 

It’s interesting as the health like to say I’m complicated and too complex, when the truth is they are making a mountain out of nothing and, instead of just getting the correct notes which can all be documented in one paragraph they are playing a dirty game making out once again that I’m the problem, rubbish, violence, creating books.   My life is very straight forward and could be all written down in 2-3 paragraphs, but they can’t make money out of that, or document rubbish if the make it a mess, never being responsible, using false records to hide the truth.  Creating storms just because they can.

 

Told I’m not having any medication, yet I’m treated like a criminal hostage.  I have no privacy, I am not allowed all my belongings, I’m being looked at all through the night, I’m having my needs neglected food especially, trying to push me to Timaru, not allowed out, no air in room, dirty room, Timaru Never, Mark nailed that coffin shut.  Disgusting, writing notes whether I’m asleep or not, finding any reason to try medicating. I will not sleep without the light on while in here, as no privacy and being looked at all through the night, by different people, if they are prepared to stare at me then I will stare back, I have the right to know who’s staring at me. It’s not like you have just had an operation etc. and you need nursing care, it’s just control, they know I should not be in here. Then a dark Bryan Woodard type lady standing at the door steering at me holding a sheet through the night. Disgusting.  Then when they want to control over you through the day, they then come into room and say “checking”, then they may do your heart rate just to piss you off.  Not because of any other reason than they are being smart, as it is inconsistent.  They are behaving like Australia Medical did, when they abused patients, it was disgusting.  None of these people who enter into such control are good, that is why New Zealand has the highest rate of violence, I have a right to privacy along with decent accommodation away from this violent setting.  This is violence Jacinda Ardern, you need to stand down, you have committed violence on an innocent woman and children.  They did the same at Sandra Ottrey’s when I had needle marks on my body, and they pulled out hair and put it in the sink a hunk of it. They have cancer.

 

I was then told to phone Rosemary Thomson a lawyer, district inspector, she said she can’t do anything until after Monday and I must fill in 16 forms, I do hope they do right by me this time and start to put this right.  Yet I can’t answer questions because they have purposely been made homeless with no address.  I will not be changing my identity, I am not doing anything, I expect honesty, and the given accommodation immediately that is honorable not violence.  Rosemary Caruthers from Timaru neglected my rights and welfare when she knew the truth. She is the district inspector for Timaru.

 

All I ask is for upfront conversations, total transparency, given my rights and stop with the lies holding me against my will and get this housing problem sorted. 

 

There are some nice staff here and I do hope they are going to treat me respectfully by giving me my rights.

 

My life right now should read, in decent accommodation, working hard at getting a lawyer to represent this case so I can move on.  Having normal food and staying well best I can with living in hard times, being away from violent people who play games with people’s lives.  Free to be myself and choose what I choose to do with my day as I am exempt from work at the moment due to recovering from medical violence committed by corrupt people within the system. 

 

How it should of read is running my business, get up in the morning, have breakfast, do exercise, run my business, conversate with people all around the world, market my business keeps up grading it, heading out for coffee, tea, had a productive day, go to bed and repeat until I make enough money then move on from this whole situation.  But that is not happening because of your corruption, control over my every move which is illegal.

 

No person with the battles I have fort should have to be pushed around, harmed in the system, neglected by what entitlements are because of this corruption.  Gender violence one hundred percent.  If I had gone off with MR rich the this would not be happening, I will not sell my life short and this is no reason to beat someone up and prevent welfare, purposely harming their body.

 

 

 

This is my diary of bullshit that takes place, it called the criminals cause chaos keeping the victim busy.  It is straight out violence.  They want me to go be a slave at work for pittance with psychical health problems and not talk about the injustice let them get away with it.  Drop it, they have been wanting me to drop it from the moment John MacGlashion in 2013 got away with taking human rights and my children's voices and Said to Marita Bool that is not going to happen, to drop it because of who John is.  I said never.  Thats the truth.  Over my dead body.  This crime had so many people on the train wreck now it's more than disturbing.   I will not stop until all the main perpetrators are behind bars.

 

Dr Lisa Searle

8 Albert St

Auckland

 

15 June 2022.   $75

6 July 2022.       $75

3 August 2022. $35

3 August City Med Tweezers stolen from apartment; maintenance had access to my room that day.  I had to get new ones, more financial violence.

August phone consult not paid as I was not informed how much owing; it was rushed and less than 10 mins.

 

13 June in hotel, water turned off for the day, ever since that day, my water changes, when showering, the plumbing that was already a problem in my apartment, blocked since before I arrived in early March, still a problem, then on the 13 June the shower now fills up again and water coming up from drain, and bathing in dirty bacteria, as the water will not drain properly from being blocked.  The landlord knows this problem and has had 2 plumbers out yet never fixed the problem only for a short period.  Whatever they did on the 13th made the drain badly blocked again.  So, I emailed Landlord to get a plunger so I could try fix the problem, which it does for a few days, what comes up from drain is not acceptable.

 

This is caused by internal corruption and violence; my room has been entered many times illegally when I’m out.  There is no CCTV in hallways which is not acceptable.  My 3.6kg of laundry detergent was touched when I went out and chemical put in it too, which ruins your clothes for smell.  This is illegal to enter my room.  Property manager “Hans” doesn’t care.  Violence against woman and gender violence.

 

I went to see Lisa Searle for the first time on 15 June 2022, because Winz was not treating me correctly, Winz was changing records online, regarding medical certificate and the day it runs out, continual changing it.  Not acceptable knowing I’m waiting on ACC claim, and they are supposed to be supporting me. The last time they changed it was to run out on the 22 June 2022 when it should be May 2023, this (22nd) the very day my life was attacked again.  Very disturbed that medical stand on perpetrators team, standing for criminals and those who harm people’s welfare, these are the people we are supposed to trust, this visit should not of had any bearing of previous medical considering I’m a victim of an attempted murder by medical providers and Lisa had the evidence handed to her.

 

I asked for some amoxicillin for a standby for urine infection etc., my urine was acyclic, and the PH level was out, and I know amoxicillin fixes it, urial sachets does not fix the problem.  It is not a full-on urine infection but just a change in urine which needed reset, caused by lacing of my food, illegally from entering my room.  A very disturbing act to do to anybody.

 

Isn’t it interesting if I was not being financially abused none of this would have taken place, not even the doctor’s visit.  This is not acceptable.  It’s all framed to discredit a person stability, which is done by the welfare system.

 

I got this medication and started to take it, I only took if for 3 days before I couldn’t take another tablet, because whatever it was the City Med chemist gave me was not Amoxicillin, in fact it was something to stuff up my muscles, violence against woman.  I had just handed Lisa a claim with ACC regarding serious medical condition that I’m left with due to medical negligence, this medicine attacked my right side of my face, where I have had 2 operations, Botox, all teeth removed.  This was a violent act. This lasted for days of face ache and pain all sorts of symptoms.   Since seeing Lisa, she had my address it was on the papers she was given to do with a very serious crime within the medical, which is ignored but tried to harm me.  Corruption and violence on an innocent person.  This is a breach of my rights and her behavior to harm a patient is not good practices and an offense against a decent woman trying to get help, being a victim of a government crime.

 

My reason for going to doctor was firstly to get the medical certificate sorted, because they were playing with Dr Morris medical certificate at Winz, so I thought I should get another one to confirm the situation. 

 

What ended up happening is that medicine I took, then attacked my right shoulder, freezing it and making life hell for days where I couldn’t do anything I was in serious pain.  This is not acceptable and happened on 22 June 2022 the day the medical certificate run out, which was a lie, but Winz did this on purpose, to try push me into hospital, it is inhuman act and not acceptable.  I will not be having any operation on my shoulder thankyou but no thankyou Australia Drouin Badminton, my problem with my shoulder is caused prior to this violent attack by corrupt medical and lacing of one’s food to harm, is caused by lack of nutrients, exercise which has been taken from me by a corrupt government and system. My shoulder happened in 2009 and was rejected by ACC claim, ever since had problems that they refuse to take responsibility for.  I am a victim of a serious crime where these corrupt officials had made millions and billions and of me and frauded me of money and life all over the world, media, film, tv etc.  Trying to arrange marriage me to a Muslim etc.  You don’t make someone famous and defame them all at the same time through lies to destroy victim and take her money that you are making out of her.

 

There is no other reason for this to happen to my body, except that medicine is to attack muscles, any muscle, nerve etc. that has been damaged in the past.  It is 100% fact; this should not have happened to my face or shoulder.  It took about 6 weeks to come right from this nasty attack.  Lisa is part of this, and it is not acceptable, Lisa has a license to practice yet purposely through corruption harmed a patient knowing what she was doing.

 

26 June, 4 days later the first bit of relief from this shoulder, and face in serious pain still, that’s 4 days of no movement in shoulder, pain that did not rest at all.  Pain killers every 4 hours for days, not acceptable. This is violence and illegal.  No one has a right to harm a person welfare.

 

I have put up with so much violence in accommodation through Winz it needs to stop.  I will not be going to hospital; I am entitled to see a doctor and be free from violence and illegal medications to harm victim.   I have had amoxicillin for years and never every had a problem with it.

 

 I am being harming by Dee St medical as well, the place where more corruption caused by corrupt Temuka Dr Vara’s started this cruel crime on my family.  Dee St Morris was removed from my care, saying he’s now retired, every health provider that helps me is removed and they retire, how convenient.  Not acceptable.  Some providers like to make out I don’t trust, which is not true, every time I trust them with my details they harm me, trying to take power over my welfare.  This is illegal and a crime, I’m owed millions of dollars yet stuck in a system who is trying to silence me for their crimes.  Winz has harmed my welfare and continue to play with me, which I find disturbing, this needs to stop.  No one has a right to take someone’s rights, I’m not a criminal.

 

20^th June Chris McAuslin Geraldine violence, this is once again to do with ACC from 1990 Mark Aaron Buckley, Grant Perry McGowan and Lee Mariner violence, Geraldine is the place these violent people have threatened and harmed my family.  Organized crime that controlled my family Mafia for years beating us up when they feel like it, taking our home, business etc. corruption in courts, lawyers, Medical and Police.

 

Earlier Hepburn from Dee st, refused to sort the certificate that Winz was playing with.  I have the evidence these guys are just playing. A dirty game with an innocent person, knowing I have had my life stolen, using my identity to harm and commit inhuman acts.  Muslim, Harry Singh, Deep violence connected to Countdown, Muslim violence.  Tarsh violence Corey and Janine Reid.  Amy violence Warragal Gym nursing again, just violence, then the Chris violence again.  As I’m typing someone is outside taking about someone committing suicide in room 909.  I won’t take these violations and violence from communities it is absolutely a disgraceful crime by IT, POLICE, MEDICAL. 

 

BY THE WAY IT IS ILLEGAL TO WATCH ME IN MY PRIVATE ACCOMODATION, IN MY BATHROOM, BED ETC, I HAVE NOT GIVEN PERMISSION, AND YOU ARE BREACHING MY RIGHTS.  ITS NOT FOR SAFETY, ATTEMPTED MURDER AND RAPE IN THE SYSTEM DIDN’T CARE ABOUT MY LIFE OR MY RIGHTS IN AUSTRALIA WHICH IS STILL THE PROBLEM IM FACING IN NEW ZEALAND EXCEPT I HAVE NEW ZEALAND VIOLENCE AS WELL AS AUSTRALIA VIOLENCE IN MY ACCOMODATION.  DIRTY CRIME.  ISNT IT INTERESTING THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE WHO WILL CLIMB ON BOARD WITH THE CRIMINALS TO HARM THEIR VICTIM.

 

No one has a right to take my rights, arrange marriage me or steal my identity, make millions out of me which is my money and then try to commit or attempt murder.

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On the 21^st June TV with Dirty Penis program’s, murders, sexual dirty religion, these people have full control of my media too, it is violence and illegal dirty degrading violence. The same day I go to 16 Gore St, Police no.5 drive past which is violence, the person never shows to show me apartment, plays with me instead. Violence. Lucy Li/Warhurst rubbish.  Police hanging around.

 

22 June 2022, countdown through the illegal watching of my grocery list, took items I needed off shelf so I couldn’t purchase them, ambulance downstairs with their lights on, playing games, it was after I came back from shopping that my arm will now freeze up for 4 days.  Remember the medication I was given on the 15 June was also part of this attack on my body.  Then weeks of terrible problems with muscles, nerves etc., aches, caused by this cruel attack.  Remember I didn’t take the course of anti-biotics only 3 days.  Australia does not own me nor does anyone else, I am not married nor am I in a relationship, nor has anyone the right over my welfare, managing me affairs is illegal, where I have nothing, and the criminals made millions.

Remember I worked for countdown and I know how they work and what they do to people.  I also know that there is a breach and people are being prompted all the time.

 

Human rights then finally email on the 22 June 2022 as if they are going to do something, when I have tried for a whole year to get them to act for a victim of crime.  This is dirty and you are all sick.  Gender violence.

 

I tried to use the microwave that doesn’t work most the time on the 22^nd also and when I pushed the button it sparked, like fireworks, this is violence.

 

IBAC and IPCA ignoring horrific violence from these corrupt officials, complaints still dismissed.

 

Then they put Kirk Cameron (fireproof) violence and disability violence over my media, religious violence.

 

23 June

Alix form ACC now writing incorrect notes leaving on my file.

Tracey Barnard Counsellor now saying I have to see a psychiatrist, which is lies, I am allowed to have a counsellor from a sensitive claim I have with ACC, but they changed the rules, the very people who attempted murder on my life, i.e. psychiatrist, here I am in horrific pain from the next attack on my muscles etc. that the corrupt did to me, preventing any help from any service, they have not stopped doing this since 2012/2013 court corruption.  I have the recordings to prove everything, these are my personal details.

 

Tim from Timaru Police hangs up on me, another crime scene caused by conservatorship over my life, illegal.  Timaru Police harmed my welfare and destroyed my whole family.

 

Lawyers still preventing justice in the system.

 

Days of neglect by system continues taking my rights.

 

30 June phone Lisa Searle to get results, instead I get a text saying I need to have a smear, this is inappropriate and the very violence that was done to me in 2014 by Olly Wilson corruption, when I had a smear, and they played with me telling me to have another one. Olly Wilson medical had just finished telling me he just wants sex after asking about me being raped etc.  It is a type of raping a person’s privacy.  It is highly cruel and illegal, when you know what it means.  Remember Lisa is harming my welfare because of the internal corruption.  When I signed up with Lisa she did not ask me any questions regarding a smear or when my last one was, it was not an automatic text, its rubbish, I had come from Australia, they know nothing.

 

Then on 4 July I tried to get Knee results from an accident in 2013 which the results are not correct, another round of nonsense.  I spent years in Australia trying to get knee to work properly, this is medical violence FACT.  Lies and corruption preventing my rights.  I had private insurance, and this should have been sorted in 2013 with operation fixing the loose fragment etc.  Instead, I was harmed by medical for months and months, just like my shoulder violence and my face violence.  This is a crime and illegal.

 

Winz still lying through there teeth to me, harming my welfare.  Ryan and Misery psychological violence.  This is not a movie, nasty criminals this is my life you are fucking with.

 

July 6^th they changed the locks on the doors, in apartment, playing the game from when I changed the locks in Boronia St, because of illegal entering my home.  Everything done in Australia they keep playing out in New Zealand, this is dirty and a breach once again of my rights, violations of my life.

 

I visit Lisa Searle again, appointment still trying to get medical certificate sorted so Winz stop harming me in system.  I give her paper copies of some of the violence, when I send to her email someone on server bounces them back.  Winz certificate was filled out for 2 years.

Winz Medical Certificate uploaded.

 

7 July shoulder still having problems as is my face, muscles, tendons, glands.  Violence.  Massive farming violence throughout these months still continue. 

 

9 July now correcting the incorrect notes held with ACC that have been used to harm myself and family.

 

10 July Countdown put a large round circle on floor for someone to slip, which happened, this looked like it was fixed to the floor, countdown violence again.  More violence organized crime MUSLIMS, OLLY WILSON

 

12 July horrific violence from call Centre Muslims etc. because of Corey Reid etc. at Winz.

 

I then tried to make something special for my son on computer as he is about to turn 21 and no family to celebrate etc because of this dirty crime.  What happened as corruption in IT who is controlling my computer shut it down and I had no computer for days, until I got it fixed.  This so the Police and corruption bitches could get a copy of my computer.  Darcel case manager still nasty.

 

Now I’m prevented again from counselling from ACC when I am entitled to it by law, unless I go to one of the violent psychiatrists who destroyed my life.  I have a lot of rapes and inhuman violence to get documented as no woman or person should have to put up with this and neglected by government corruption.  Me documenting it means it’s there for courts seen they have trouble treating a woman of high morals correctly.

 

13 July my corrupt Brothers Tony gang bitch birthday, I get computer booked in to be fixed.  Now the police will have my crimes documented etc.  Andrew Coster now shows his face on TV when he refuses to talk to me and puts up a 100,000 reward for any evidence regarding Kirsty Bentleys murder investigation case it is now reopened. 20 July. I’m very disturbed considering they just read the Kirsty Bentley crime on my computer, and they knew it all along but attempted on my family to hide this crime.  13 July He fronts media regarding gangs when he knows Olly Wilson, Corey Reid etc. is the gang, one of his colleagues who should be locked up.

 

My computer now being violated again by police etc.  Violence continues every day.

 

19 July spoke to my son for his 21^st.  On my media, it comes up with GOD is at work, dirty bitches fuck off, you are not God you have stolen our lives.  Devil is at work being a controlling bitch, bugger off.

 

20 July woman on tv is tied up at Asians’ who has my computer.  Games and violence of rubbish.  It is pretty much a hostage situation that needs to stop.

 

3 August visit Lisa Searle again, because Winz is still neglecting my welfare, and has not actioned the shoes or anything.  This time I’m getting a different medical certificate, seen Winz have trouble with the other ones.   This time it’s for violence against a woman, victim of crime.  Lisa insults me and wants to put “having trouble adjusting to her new life”, which is lies and a disgusting comment to say to her client.  I’m being beaten up in a system and neglected and I’m having trouble adjusting, how rude.  Lisa doesn’t want to touch the crime or be part of it, which is understandable except a victim of government neglect is sitting in front of her while she has been frauded of money and life.  I have no other place to go, to get help, family action did not help in fact try to put you back with violence.  I should not of needed to go to doctor but my lease running out and I need to know what I can get from Winz, who are disrespecting me and my rights as a citizen.    Lisa may not like being part of this problem, but I was going to pay for her time to sort this problem so I could get some clarity regarding my accommodation.  I was charged less money for this visit as she said you shouldn’t have to pay, the truth is, yes, I’m a paying customer and should pay, I pay for a service and except the service free from any internal corruption. 

 

When I signed up with Lisa Searles medical rooms, I used their address for the reason of one, was moving from where I was shortly and didn’t see the point and two, it is not anyone’s business where I live, as internal corruption can access where I reside which I was not happy about, nothing to do with hiding from Lisa my address.

 

Nothing has been actioned, Lisa said Winz did not contact her and that she can’t do anything, so I made a couple of calls to reception trying to find out what to do know.  I should not be in this position to continually go to doctors or call, but if no one is acting for me on behalf of a victim then I am left with not many choices. 

 

Having major problems with Winz still, and about to be homeless if I can’t find an apartment and get Winz to give me options which they refuse to do, leaving me in a predicament.  Not fair on me to do this, also still no action of doctor’s requests.

 

19 August 2022 I phoned again for Lisa as Winz has not actioned or giving me my rights.  Emails that had been sent a month ago were being bounced back, yet I was told to email, knowing this.  I had a phone appointment, and it was rushed as it always is with Lisa, Lisa doesn’t seem to want to take a quiet approach to conversations which is not acceptable, rushing someone is causing a person to talk fast to try get in what they are saying, then that’s being documented, which is not acceptable.  Lisa didn’t want the appointment, that was the actual problem, because of the internal corruption which I find neglectful on a paying client.

 

Lawyers still preventing my rights, Corey, Janine, Tim, Mark, Olly, Bill Joyce nasty games still continue.

 

23 August 2022 I decide to go to reception at city med to get a resolve with this Winz problem and Lisa’s email letter she sent Rose at Winz.  This was read out to me by Rose and not good enough, it is gaslighting rubbish.  So decided to get a copy of letter from doctors, well this read very different to what I was handed from reception, this is violence against a woman.  This whole situation is inappropriate and should not be happening.  I was forced to leave by nurses telling me to leave or they will call the cops.  This is a breach of all rights; I had done nothing to anyone I was asking for this to be put right and options which they refused to give me anything.  Straight out Abuse

 

Lisa Searles sends a form to Winz stating Acute Admission, knowing I’m a victim of attempted murder by medical violence and corruption, disturbing, what is it again that I have done?  At what point did I say or do anything that is not acceptable?  I didn’t. 

Lisa Searle has the truth about a very disturbing crime and medical negligence put in front of her, its black and white and fact.  She goes on to diagnosis me with psychotic. Schizophrenic paranoid, this is absolutely violence and not true, I do not and never have had those conditions and she knows it.  Even if I did no one will touch me, I have not committed a crime nor am I at risk to anyone or myself.  Plus, I’m a victim of Winz violence waiting for this crime to be put right.  I don’t have a choice but to stand.  This is about me not having a sexual relationship with arranged marriages and she knows it.  Lisa is also again wearing a bandage on her wrist same as Simon Cowell, this the second time with her, it is violence, she plays the silver white Tim game. Sex industry has been put in front of me in hotel and that too is not acceptable, FACT, people have tried to enter my room while I’m in bed, not paranoid but FACT.  I have even been injected while at last hotel which I will attach photo with 3 holes in my side, this is violence.  A. violence.  Just like the lacing of food in my apartment, I should know if I have been drugged, how dare you treat a victim of such a crime with mental health, when it is those who are harming with mental health.  Corruption.  Constant phone messages, not true 2 or 3 because I could not get anywhere with Winz trying to find out what to do and I was making an appointment.  I left her one voice message which was not rushed like she does to me, but very to the point and not happy with the lack of action from this doctor. ”Under Extreme stress”. No very frustrated and disappointed with the lack of accountability and help from people I ask it from who are paid to look after welfare. I have a right that when I approach a doctor or person that this be followed through if they say they will, not all these days of violence causing trouble everywhere.  Then Lisa goes onto say “I am being kicked out of my accommodation” lies my lease runs out and as it is I was given an extra week.  If she took the time to listen and not rush the conversation, she would get the true facts.  “Assess her”, well I called for Scott to have this conversation and put the truth to this situation but no response.  Then Andrea from DHB called to have a conversation regarding my state of mind, with no need for a further consultation, firstly because this was lies and secondly, they cannot help with the housing problem and Lisa knows this, as the footwear is not their problem but a Winz government Grant Robertson problem.  “Won’t disclose her address to me”. Lies she has plenty of documents that have my address on them, she has also attached my NHI number to my file with all false records.  How dare Lisa state that Mental health will most likely know her.  What a violent cruel vindictive crime against a person who does not and never did suffer with mental health.  This is rude and insensitive, and a very threatening thing for Lisa to do when she has the evidence put in front of her, she refused to take all the evidence as she already knew this is an absolute injustice and 100% lies.  Horrific Muslim arranged marriage violence, Tim, Grant Morgan, Olly Wilson.  “She has no family’. When Lisa asks me that question, she should let me finish what that means, I have no family in this country that have not committed family violence on me.  This a very dirty Albert Bateson, Peter Schellekens, Peter Houlahan, Cowboy Albany boy, crime from Australia where through corruption Police medical attempted on my life Mafia.  FACT.  NO paranoia here sorry. This is not acceptable behaviors, if Lisa did not want to deal with this through Winz all she had to say is she won’t be helping and I would not of wasted my time paying for a visit for no reason, considering the doctor is the one to write out the medical certificates and help people it seems rather strange this is not actioned.

 

I have records of all interactions and these paper records are not true.  My paper records she was given regarding a crime are 100% true, not my truth but the truth.  FACT.

 

Thanks to the inappropriate handling of my life, I must find another doctor now, this is violence standing for corrupt medical.  Lisa’s behavior is not acceptable to write false records is perjury.

 

I have a right to record, any part of my personal details as it is my details not anybody else’s, if I’m a target of illegal violence, corruption and false records I have a right to record.  Wouldn’t have to record if this crime was put right by Andrew Coster.

I am still to document in detail Rudy Batholmomesz, Muslim violence beyond measure, Albert Bateson, Peter Schellekens violence against a woman.  It’s amazing what people will do through one lie, that become a train wreck to harm victim.  Religious violence

 

Attached

 

Drug holes in right side while at Quest on Eden Hotel Emergency Housing another round of abuse where I was forced into hospital by corrupt doctor on Shortland St.  Disa Family action is part of this. Orange nonsense.  When I asked for Disa’s help the other day she refused saying she’s just a social worker and can only have you examined for sexual violence.  That is fucking disturbing.

 

The other picture of needle who happened end of 2021 at Sandra Ottrey’s Labatouche violence from same corrupt people, hiding a serious crime of murder, attempted murder and rapes.  Pretty disturbing to make out my friend the commit violence.

 

I phoned for Scott and made it clear I was happy to meet in a public place over coffee if they wish to conversate with me regarding any matter that is presented to health services, I will never be fooled again and trust a service that has no regard for human life who takes rights to commit an act on an innocent person and harm a family.  I will meet with Police, medical, anybody but it will be in a public setting.  All these meetings and nonsense has gone too far, assessing me all the time, it is out of hand and not in the best interests of a person’s wellbeing.  Being done by uneducated people who hold a piece of paper but have no skills in actual assessments, in seeing the truth or too quickly, prepared to stand with perpetrators as it could impact their life if they don’t.

 

It is spoken by police and others to change my name, when this will not be happening, my name stays, my name has had millions made from it, which is mine, by changing my name I will never get justice.  Lisa Searle by committing perjury can declare a person dead in services, and new identity given, which is what she has tried to do.  This is NOT going to happen.  My name is Sandra Margaret Morgan I have never committed a crime, never suffered with mental illness and a victim of horrific violence, who has records against her name that are lies, a framing caused by internal corruption, actioned by perpetrators.  A woman who has stood in a storm when I could have easily lost my life years ago, more than once, money beyond measure has been made out of my name and I will have what is mine thank you, including incorrect files put right and justice through the very system that took my rights and decided to conservatorship over my life for no reason but an inhuman act. 

 

The police had the opportunity to protect my family in 2013 but choose to harm instead, this was their choice, and my children and I wanted a new identity before we left in 2014 so we could move on, but this was never going to happen as police had decided they were getting rid of the problem, which is me, why me, because I’m the rape victim with a child to a police officer, I’m the one who was married to a murderer, all of which I did not know until after we left New Zealand in 2014 this is disturbing and authorises should be not only be ashamed of their actions, but putting this injustice right immediately, by giving me my rights and my money to make decisions for myself, knowing I always made the decisions and darn good ones that were always well thought through, not like they made out, (that I was incapable of making decisions) that is the delusion in the media and through the services to harm the victim and cripple of all rights.  Psychological violence.  Don’t think you can use my singing as a reason for anything, you have no right breaching my privacy to start with ever.  You don’t see other singers being violated and critiqued in their private life or vehicle by communities who stand for perpetrators or don’t like a well-presented woman who is not interested in men who are not up to my standard, who use their mates to harm victim and family.  NO one should be made a celebrity when they don’t even get any money, you are leaving them in danger and this is disgusting, one of the worst acts on a X Factor family I have ever heard of. Violating any person’s rights in media is defamation of character and it prevents life, it is illegal with permission.  It’s very invasive to do this to anyone, it’s a feeling of share hell.  My private life should be exactly that.  Making out I was too shy to come out in public etc. is complete rubbish and you know it, I had my own dancing business, and I was in the public all the time.  Your media have tried to make people believe absolute lies to corner the victim into a hell on earth life, this is not ok and never will be, to watch a person and family illegally and then put people in their lives to collect evidence/information to play to make money all around the world is a disturbing and inhuman act on a family’s life.  Especially when the threats and intimidations and violence come with the celebrity status for free. The information that was gained was to harm all members of the family in the public, have them followed, abused at times by people, all sorts, its corruption at the highest level and it’s over, playing the Marilyn Munroe game, violence and violations.  I want my privacy and my life; It is driven by Police; I want the Police who have made millions out of me through media to hand over what’s mine and let my family be.  This illegal spying was to find out everything about how we felt about certain family members and when I did not do or my family did not do what you said, while we were slaves in community, you used that or those people to try harm victim knowing the traumas or events they had gone through to control the victim.  What that means is, if someone in the community says I’m to do something and I don’t, they report that back start to defame and spread lies to harm victim, then getting people to look at you sideways. Creating a mental picture to be harmed in medical.  A very big operation but a true account of this despicable situation.  This is Covid19, Delta and Omicron and its disturbing.  To many people suffer for the actions of this stupid media tv film nonsense, this is my life not a movie.  And yes, it should be put into a movie but not years of making a live movie to purposely destroy family like hunger games. 

 

Example, one person makes a comment about a person that is not true, that spreads like wildfire, the people then see them through those eyes and that starts to form a false profile of a person.  Its damaging and discussing.  While this happens to everyone at times in our lives and we move on from it.  When you are violated online, media, tv radio and film you can’t escape you have no money you are trapped, and it is inhuman.  It’s not like a normal life a someone is nasty towards you, it’s a whole entire community controlling your welfare and harming the hell out of you.

 

It is no different than when I left New Zealand in 2021 when I had been severely harmed in the health system, and isolated to continue to harm victim. Including taking my business preventing me from engaging with people.  I got on a plane and there was no evidence of me arriving in Australia, no stamped passport nothing, leaving me to be harmed, no safety but harm.  This is not protection; this is another injustice that needs sorted.  I should have freedom to go about my life without violence or incorrect records, these TV Film and Radio made this public now put it right publicly and give me what is mine, not what is not mine, but what is mine the millions that is my money that these officials made from my life.

 

The estates that were my families but taken too by corruption over a family’s life.

 

Knowing how much money in the media that it has generated I am thinking the 1% of the richest will be the figure that I am waiting to receive, I’m serious.  I have a right to what’s mine and I have a right to life, and express myself, run businesses or whatever I like without this violence.  I have not committed a crime.

 

TV at computer shop

Worn shoes they won’t replace for me

I HAVE EVIDENCE OF EVERYTHING FROM PICTURES, LEGAL AND PAPER COPY OF CRIME

20^th February 2023

 

Had appointment with Amber Davis and Jane Pathways at taylor centre 11am.  Co op taxi was ordered by Amber before 10.30am which never showed.  I then had to call taxi, they said taxi on Anzac St and on way now, still never turned up.  Good chance Amber behind this, Amber then rings, which she never does and tells me to call again and book taxi.  I then ring again and taxi rebooks, I finally get picked up and head into Taylor Centre.  I meet with Amber and Jane.  The original information was correct, yet I was told by Jane it wasn’t and she will not drive me anywhere.  Now I’m told she will ring later in the day to make a plan to meet for coffee and discuss where to from here.  It’s now 4.45pm and still no call.  Jane is Amber friend from school.

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Amber, please forward this to Dr Russell.  I had a phone conversation with doctor on Sunday the 22 January 2023, this when I was taken off the act and put informal.  I agreed to have a reduced injection of 50mg the next day, to reduce slowly as the plan is to come of medication, confirmed by doctor.  It was made very clear to me 50mg is a low dose.  Doctor wanted to keep me on 50mg for 2 months, I was not happy with that, I wanted a further reduction on the next one, as I want the medication out of my system as soon as possible, it is hindering my wellbeing, taken all my confidence and as it is, it takes weeks and weeks for it to be fully out of my system. My arm is full of lumps caused by the injections.   Depression and anxiety have lessened thank goodness as I didn’t know what I was going to do, I have been in a very bad way.

 

Doctors’ response was to make an appointment face to face to discuss before injection due.  I have been trying to contact Amber to organize but unavailable, off work or busy.  I finally got hold of Amber on Friday 19^th and asked about having a phone appointment with doctor regarding medication, Amber informs me he does not do phone appointments, I thought as it was left to the last minute it may have been a better option to make contact.  If doctor would like to discuss medication with me, I am more than happy to. Doctor was away until Monday 20^th February and it has been hard to get an appointment to discuss medication. 

 

 

 

My symptoms have improved since the reduced amount of medication @ 50mg.  The depression is lessoned, the anxiety still present but better.  Burning feet and peeling feet better but still problems.  Plus, other side effects are better but still not back to myself where depression and anxiety are not present.  I have made a lot of progress in the past week where I’m feeling better, have been out without feeling trapped in my mind, anxiety lessoned etc.  energy levels low but better than that last few months. Because of this, I would prefer no more medication be put into my system as it is not beneficial, and I am on a low dose anyway.  I need the rest of the side effects to go and the only way that will happen is to remove the medication from my system.  I have been in a such a bad place caused by the medication that I find this whole situation a cruel experience.  I NEVER had depression or anxiety along with other side effects before this medication and the sooner this is out of my system the sooner, I can be free from all the side effects.  Then I will be left with my pre-existing physical health conditions.  My muscles have been through hell from this medication, and it will take some time to come right, even then I will be left with my pre-existing physical conditions which have been dismissed.  Shaking has eased but not completely gone.

 

If doctor wants to discuss I am more than happy, I have always done as asked and been polite and obliging, respectful and honest and I expect to be treated with this same treatment.  I need some power over my own life, this should not hinder any social services help that I might need especially since being through such an ordeal. 

 

16 February 2023

 

Formal complaint

Doctor Andrew Russell – Psychiatrist

Amber Davis – Social Worker

Taylor Centre, 308 Ponsonby Road, Auckland

 

This is regarding a compulsory treatment order which was put in place by Dr Pal, a formal complaint will be laid against Dr Pal in a separate complaint.  Compulsory Order was made on 23 September 2022.

 

I was released to Taylor Centre and had an appointment with Dr Russell and Amber Davis on the 18 October 2022.  At this meeting, Dr Russell persuaded me to sign the Section 59, Dr Russell in his handwriting put a note that there was to be a review to further reduce.  This did not happen at that time.

 

Dr Russell was to file a s76 at 3 months, this never took place either.  I emailed Amber on the 7/12/2022 to ask for s76 to be filed. Ignored.  My lawyer had requested a court hearing which never went ahead. 

 

Dr Russell then went on holiday just after 3 months and I never got my review to further reduce as discussed, instead I was left to continue to be forced injections at 75mg.  This is not what I signed, and I have rights to a review at 3 months.  All rights have been ignored.

 

All side effects dismissed; all correspondence ignored. I was left in a dangerous place.  I was dealing with horrific depression and anxiety along with other health problems, this all caused by the forced medication.  No empathy, no caring, and no checking up on me.

 

It is now 4 months down track my lawyer filed again for court hearing, as I am in a very serious mental state caused by medication.  Dr Russell then calls me on Sunday 22 January 2023 to let me know he is going to take me off the act and I am now informal.  This is not acceptable I have had all my rights breached throughout the past few months, Dr Russell did not follow through at his end, from a legal point of view or a verbal agreement.  This is the hallmark of my dealings with the Taylor Centre.  Dr Russell knew of all my serious symptoms and just how detrimental to my wellbeing for months, Dr Russell dismissed everything until the last court hearing was filed by my lawyer for February when he chooses to take me off act. 

 

Amber Davis’s behaviors towards me has been nothing more than lying and gaslighting.  I show up, chase for appointments even for medication, I am respectful, I do as I’m told and yet I’m being lied too and gaslighted.  There are no grounds for this.  This is a cruel experience with no help.  This could of easily taken my life, this is not acceptable, this was through forced medication that they know makes me depressed, anxiety and not want to be around, I did not know how I was going to get through it at one stage.  None of which I had before forced medication.  This is an attempt on my life and a cruel one at that.  That is an offence.

 

An example of Ambers behavior, Amber was informed of all my symptom’s, and she was to talk to doctor about getting my injection reduced, I was to turn up for my next 75mg injection which should have been reduced, I was left with a nurse and a note on file, Doctor left for holiday without following legal process.  Amber tells me she will get it sorted with doctor and talk to me about it when I show up for the injection.  Amber conveniently is out of office when she made an appointment with me leaving me with no one to discuss the seriousness of the situation or reduction.  She behaves like this all the time, says one thing, and never follows through, makes herself out of office, away or busy.

 

Amber does not follow up with me, check on me, even with cyclone Gabrielle not one call knowing I’m in Auckland, to check up on me. 

 

When Dr Russell Called on the 22^nd January, he offered services which Amber was to follow up on.  Once again no follow through, a lengthy process with no help.

 

Amber contacted pathways. Jane from pathways called me more than a couple of weeks ago now.  Jane’s English not very easy to understand, this is the person that is supposed to help me.  Jane then goes onto say that Amber wants to be there, Amber for the past 2 weeks has been unavailable leaving me with no help once again.  Jane tried to make appointments but Amber unavailable all the time. I asked Amber over a couple of weeks ago what Pathways can do for me, her response is, take me out, take me for coffee, take me to appointments or anything I need, help to become independent, show me around, Dr Russell said similar, and that I’m entitled to 4 hours a week with Jane.

 

I talk with Jane, and she tells me this is not her role at all, she will only WALK around with me to show me around.  Then when I talk to Amber about what she organized she tells me they are not a taxi service, which I find rude, knowing I have a walking problem at the moment.  Amber is not doing anything to work with me on getting help.  Weeks go by with nothing.  Amber always has a reason for why she does not follow through.  Amber’s behavior from the first day I met her is not acceptable.  She is not trying to help me, she clearly sabotages everything, says one thing, then changes it and insults me.  When I told Amber how bad I was with medication and how depressed, her response is, you need more medication, this is a form of violence.  What is this all over to start with? This is an injustice.

 

Both Jane, Amber and Dr Russell are aware of my health problem burning feet and inflammation that I have been suffering with.  For Amber to tell me that Jane can take me around and show me Auckland seen I have no way of getting out and about, then to gaslight me and say they are not a taxi service is not acceptable, expecting me to walk around with burning feet and inflammation.  This is just a small example of the way I am treated by Amber.  I have done nothing to deserve such behaviors.  I can’t work with this as it goes nowhere.    I am not treated with respect, no accountability, and no honesty, yet I give it and get mucked around.  It’s not like it’s just one incident but continual with Amber.  Amber is not working for my best interests, and I find her neglect very cruel at times.  This should be straight forward situation, but Amber drags it out for weeks, with still no help.

 

 

It take all sorts to make the world go around and my god is it going around, sickness of these people and amber and her art bullshit.

 

20 February 2023

 

Met with Amber and Jane at Taylor Centre. Pathways.  Jane telling me for the past 2 weeks that I cannot have any transport, walking only, and no meeting for coffee, when Amber said the opposite. Then when I tell Amber about Jane she says they are not a transport service. How rude and disgusting. I was told they help to get you involved in community and can support you at gym, etc which has been a load of rubbish.

 

Injection Due on the 20 February which I didn’t have as I am now “informal”.  Doctor Russell did not make an appointment to discuss medication and slowly coming off it.  Neglected. I tried on many occasions to organize something, Amber always away to did not answer phone, and Amber says no to a phone appointment Friday before injection due as Russell does not do phone appointments, which is not entirely true as he had a phone appointment when he took me off the ACT, this done end January just before court hearing in early February.  Which did not go ahead. Russell did a smart move.  I was in such a bad state caused by this violence and medication in the mental health system, none of which I had prior to being medicated.  Nearly took me life.

 

Was told by Russell last month he would organize Pathways to get me support.  Amber organized with Jane (her friend from school), first contact with Jane was on the 1^st February. Amber told me this service can take me out for coffee, take me to gym, help with appointments.  Drive me around to see Auckland, when I spoke to Jane she told me she does not drive me anywhere, she will only walk with me knowing I have inflammation and having trouble walking anywhere, the medication completely crippling me.  Burning feet and burning up, like a temperature sweating.  Met with Amber after 2 weeks on the 20^th February where I am told now I can go for coffee.  Gaslighting behaviors from both Amber and Jane, one lie after another. Jane said she will get to know me and what I need help with over coffee.  She will contact me later in the day to organize a time.  Jane did not call.  I had to chase her, then appointment made at 11am on the 22^nd Feb Jane to pick me up and take me to Silvia Park for coffee, miles away, Jane late, wearing a mask waste of time, then she takes it off ages later, what was the point of the mask. Jane gets to know a little about what I am needing help with.  Which was getting to know my whereabouts in CBD where I live not miles away where I have no car to get to, let alone afford. Told me they are not a taxi service by Amber. Has had 3 weeks to organize me getting to know my community but Jane has done nothing.  I told Jane I am looking for a coffee group near where I live so I can get to know people as I am isolated.  Jane was to investigate this but did not. 

 

1^st March 23

Jane to pick me up 10am, Jane late again, has a terrible job of time management not sure how she got the job.  Jane still has not organized anything.  Jane picks me up has face mask on again just nonsense then mirror down shade in car, plus wearing a band like I use to wear, on her wrist, just nonsense.  Then says she will take me to the same place as last time and meet a group of nice ladies.  I told her that was pointless when they are miles away from where I live.  Jane set this up with her colleague Tini, 2 mentally ill woman with boundary problems turn up.  This is disgusting and disturbing.  Absolute insult to injury.

 

Once again I am neglected and isolated by internal corruption violence.

 

I asked Jane about meeting people that are like minded and decent, and this is what she comes up with. Disgusting.

 

Heaps of cyclists at coffee shop too.  Jane spent half her time on her phone and didn’t have much to say except wanted to talk about mental health system. It was just violence. Janes behaviour has been lying and gaslighting, just like Amber fucking with me.  Janes driving is not acceptable either, Jane from Kenya I think.  Sent Jane an email letting her know I have had enough and she has not done any of what was discussed.   This woman comes into out country brings her family then treats a NZ citizen like shit. Dirty.

 

Jane continues to talk about signing forms so she can talk to Amber and other Services, not once does she bring them for signing, so I can write down what I am happy with then sign. Makes a big deal out of everything, not a nice person at all. Internal violence.

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 2 March 2023 at 1:48:23 pm NZDT
To: jane.kiprotich@pathways.co.nz
Subject: Sandra Morgan

Greetings Jane, 

I’m fine thank you.  You have been engaged with me for over 5 weeks now during this time I have been told one thing then another no consistency.  I have been very patient just doing what you say.  From I will not drive you anywhere to, you do drive me places. 

You have not shown or connected me in MY community to any group or any people. No plan nothing.  You tell me to google it. 

I have put up with excuses and behaviours that are not acceptable, for this reason I will have to find an alternative way to meet like minded people which empower and are good for my well-being.   Being taken away from where I live does not benefit me when I have to live in the cbd and find a way to engage with people in the cbd.  I do not have transport as you know.  

You have made your views clear regarding the cbd which makes me wonder why you were put with me from the beginning.

One example Yesterday you spent half the time on your phone, wasn’t really wanting to conversate unless about the mental health system which is not empowering at all.  

It was nice meeting you and I wish you all the best in your career.  Not once have I mistreated you.  No forms in 5 weeks regarding privacy signed either nothing. 

Goodbye
Sandra Morgan 




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7 March 2023

Jane texted me, women’s internal day, trying to get me to meet her.  She obviously didn’t read me email, let alone comprehend Goodbye. I will not engage with her anymore, she has and did not engage in community in cbd and did not follow through on anything, just nonsense which I do not want toxic peoples behaviours in my life.

 

 

 

The stupid bitch can’t drive and I so wanted to hand brake her so many times, it’s amazing she can even see out the window screen, because she is an incompetent driver and my god we need to get rid of the brakes because she fucking lives on them.  She sits up like she’s nearly in the window.  Hard to watch.

FULL CORRUPTION AND I DO NOT GET RELEASE OF INFORMATION BECAUSE IT IS ALL CORRUPT

 

 

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 21 February 2023 at 3:46:46 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Fwd: Attention: Amber Davis

Subject: Attention: Amber Davis

 

Amber, please forward this to Dr Russell.  I had a phone conversation with doctor on Sunday the 22 January 2023, this when I was taken off the act and put informal.  I agreed to have a reduced injection of 50mg the next day, to reduce slowly as the plan is to come of medication, confirmed by doctor.  It was made very clear to me 50mg is a low dose.  Doctor wanted to keep me on 50mg for 2 months, I was not happy with that, I wanted a further reduction on the next one, it is hindering my wellbeing, taken all my confidence and as it is, it takes weeks and weeks for it to be fully out of my system.  Depression and anxiety have lessened thank goodness as I didn’t know what I was going to do, I have been in a very bad way.

 

Doctors’ response was to make an appointment face to face to discuss before injection due.  I have been trying to contact Amber to organize but unavailable, off work or busy.  I finally got hold of Amber on Friday 19^thand asked about having a phone appointment with doctor regarding medication, Amber informs me he does not do phone appointments, I thought as it was left to the last minute it may have been a better option to make contact.  If doctor would like to discuss medication with me, I am more than happy to. Doctor was away until Monday 20^th February and it has been hard to get an appointment to discuss medication.  

 

Regards

Sandra Morgan

 

Sandra

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 19 February 2023 at 3:23:43 pm NZDT
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Fwd: Taylor Centre Complaint

Hi Beatrix 

 

I have attached a document and would like to know your thoughts if you have a spare moment. 

 

I am considering putting this into health and disability complaints as I was left with no help throughout the past months and still being mucked around. 

 

Even release of information was never sent to me or actioned as requested over 2 months ago.   Too much power over my life in all medical social services taking rights and neglect. 

 

Kind regards 

Sandra 

 

16 February 2023

Formal complaint

Doctor Andrew Russell – Psychiatrist

Amber Davis – Social Worker

Taylor Centre, 308 Ponsonby Road, Auckland

This is regarding a compulsory treatment order which was put in place by Dr Pal, a formal

complaint will be laid against Dr Pal in a separate complaint. Compulsory Order was made

on 23 September 2022.

I was released to Taylor Centre and had an appointment with Dr Russell and Amber Davis on

the 18 October 2022. At this meeting, Dr Russell persuaded me to sign the Section 59, Dr

Russell in his handwriting put a note that there was to be a review to further reduce. This

did not happen at that time.

Dr Russell was to file a s76 at 3 months, this never took place either. I emailed Amber on

the 7/12/2022 to ask for s76 to be filed. Ignored. My lawyer had requested a court hearing

which never went ahead.

Dr Russell then went on holiday just after 3 months and I never got my review to further

reduce as discussed, instead I was left to continue to be forced injections at 75mg. This is

not what I signed, and I have rights to a review at 3 months. All rights have been ignored.

All side effects dismissed; all correspondence ignored. I was left in a dangerous place. I was

dealing with horrific depression and anxiety along with other health problems, this all

caused by the forced medication. No empathy, no caring, and no checking up on me.

It is now 4 months down track my lawyer filed again for court hearing, as I am in a very

serious mental state caused by medication. Dr Russell then calls me on Sunday 22 January

2023 to let me know he is going to take me off the act and I am now informal. This is not

acceptable I have had all my rights breached throughout the past few months, Dr Russell did

not follow through at his end, from a legal point of view or a verbal agreement. This is the

hallmark of my dealings with the Taylor Centre. Dr Russell knew of all my serious symptoms

and just how detrimental to my wellbeing for months, Dr Russell dismissed everything until

the last court hearing was filed by my lawyer for February when he chooses to take me off

act.

Amber Davis’s behaviors towards me has been nothing more than lying and gaslighting. I

show up, chase for appointments even for medication, I am respectful, I do as I’m told and

yet I’m being lied too and gaslighted. There are no grounds for this. This is a cruel

experience with no help. This could of easily taken my life, this is not acceptable, this was

through forced medication that they know makes me depressed, anxiety and not want to be

around, I did not know how I was going to get through it at one stage. None of which I had

before forced medication. This is an attempt on my life and a cruel one at that. That is an

offence.

 

An example of Ambers behavior, Amber was informed of all my symptom’s, and she was to

talk to doctor about getting my injection reduced, I was to turn up for my next 75mg

injection which should have been reduced, I was left with a nurse and a note on file, Doctor

left for holiday without following legal process. Amber tells me she will get it sorted with

doctor and talk to me about it when I show up for the injection. Amber conveniently is out

of office when she made an appointment with me leaving me with no one to discuss the

seriousness of the situation or reduction. She behaves like this all the time, says one thing,

and never follows through, makes herself out of office, away or busy.

Amber does not follow up with me, check on me, even with cyclone Gabrielle not one call

knowing I’m in Auckland, to check up on me.

When Dr Russell Called on the 22 nd January, he offered services which Amber was to follow

up on. Once again no follow through, a lengthy process with no help.

Amber contacted pathways. Jane from pathways called me more than a couple of weeks

ago now. Jane’s English not very easy to understand, this is the person that is supposed to

help me. Jane then goes onto say that Amber wants to be there, Amber for the past 2

weeks has been unavailable leaving me with no help once again. Jane tried to make

appointments but Amber unavailable all the time. I asked Amber over a couple of weeks ago

what Pathways can do for me, her response is, take me out, take me for coffee, take me to

appointments or anything I need, help to become independent, show me around, Dr Russell

said similar, and that I’m entitled to 4 hours a week with Jane.

I talk with Jane, and she tells me this is not her role at all, she will only WALK around with

me to show me around. Then when I talk to Amber about what she organized she tells me

they are not a taxi service, which I find rude, knowing I have a walking problem at the

moment. Amber is not doing anything to work with me on getting help. Weeks go by with

nothing. Amber always has a reason for why she does not follow through. Amber’s

behavior from the first day I met her is not acceptable. She is not trying to help me, she

clearly sabotages everything, says one thing, then changes it and insults me. When I told

Amber how bad I was with medication and how depressed, her response is, you need more

medication, this is a form of violence. What is this all over to start with? This is an injustice.

Both Jane, Amber and Dr Russell are aware of my health problem burning feet and

inflammation that I have been suffering with. For Amber to tell me that Jane can take me

around and show me Auckland seen I have no way of getting out and about, then to gaslight

me and say they are not a taxi service is not acceptable, expecting me to walk around with

burning feet and inflammation. This is just a small example of the way I am treated by

Amber. I have done nothing to deserve such behaviors. I can’t work with this as it goes

nowhere. I am not treated with respect, no accountability, and no honesty, yet I give it and

get mucked around. It’s not like it’s just one incident but continual with Amber. Amber is

not working for my best interests, and I find her neglect very cruel at times. This should be

straight forward situation, but Amber drags it out for weeks, with still no help.

 

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 17 January 2023 at 4:07:17 pm NZDT
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re:

Hi Beatrix 

 

Phone call got cut off yesterday somehow.

 

Could you please call me as I need advice.  Amber from Taylor centre is away today and she was to catch up regarding injection due tomorrow.   I already said I was happy to have it in Timaru or when I get back in a few days.  I am needing your advice as to what to do, as Amber has not instructed me. 

 

Regards 

Sandra 

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On 11 Jan 2023, at 4:08 pm, Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> wrote:

She is not picking up anymore clients and away on leave. 

 

No luck there

 

Sandra 

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On 10 Jan 2023, at 5:39 pm, Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz> wrote:

 

Hi Sandra,

 

Are they going to be giving you the injection while you are in Timaru?

 

I haven’t been able to locate anyone I know in Timaru – but this counsellor seems good from what I read on her website:https://suemccoy.co.nz/

 

 

Beatrix Woodhouse 
Barrister | Rōia tūtahi

 

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> 
Sent: Tuesday, 10 January 2023 4:45 pm
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re: 

 

Greetings Beatrix 

 

Any chance you got Hold of some people for me to contact in Timaru for help support etc? Counselling etc

 

My father is 83 just had a stroke and suffers with depression big time yet is in better health than me since the mental health act, and trust me he’s not well and very difficult to work with. I am very concerned about my situation and do not know how to get my head back to a normal state free from depression etc.  I don’t want another injection but can’t stop them. 

 

I need mental health help now, not put under the act forced medication but mental health to help me in other ways to get me back to normal. Do right by me. 

 

This has all been over money and it is inhuman. 

 

Sandra 

 

 

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On 9 Jan 2023, at 10:11 am, Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz> wrote:

 

Hi Sandra,

 

I have tried to call you a few times on your cellphone. Please let me know if you are around today to have a call?

 

 

Beatrix Woodhouse 
Barrister | Rōia tūtahi

 

'        04-6502250
È          0275113232

*          b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz

ý           https://www.bcomm.nz

Level 7 Legal House, 101 Lambton Quay
PO Box 5577, Wellington 6145, New Zealand​ | Pouaka Poutāpeta 5577, Te Whanganui-a-Tara 6145, Aotearoa

 

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> 
Sent: Tuesday, 3 January 2023 5:42 pm
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re: 

 

I never got release of information which was requested over a month ago.  20 days it is suppose to take. 

 

ACC permanent damage freys syndrome that was signed by doctor nearly 2 months ago was to be actioned last month this appointment did not happen to access for compensation either.  

 

Like you said it’s staked against me.  This is cruel and wrong.  A woman standing on her own while neglected and harmed is inhuman.   I do not deserve this and never did. 

 

What’s your suggestion? My hands are tired.

 

Sandra 

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On 3 Jan 2023, at 5:29 pm, Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> wrote:

Not the best with this mental health injustice. I’m trapped. Dr Tan report is not really in my favour it’s just another diagnosis which I am not happy about and he states he may change his view once read the notes from other clinicians anyway.   A lot of information written that was misconstrued from our conversation. Not sure how that happened.  

 

I’m suppose to have a review at 3 months doctor Russell went away on holiday until end of this month making it 4 months.  He left me on 75mg for 3 months when I was suppose to have a review to further decrease injection that was the only grounds I signed the piece of paper.

 

  It is as you said, it’s staked against me and I have no voice just depression and anxiety to deal with. 

 

I don’t know how I can get off this medication and get back to normal life now.  I’m in a very bad situation financially and mentally.  

I needed real support from mental health helping me not forced medication with horrific side effects.  

 

Can’t function properly, I need a friend or two but I’m in Auckland knowing no one with this to deal with, can’t go out and meet people as I’m sick with stomach problems inflammation anxiety and depression. 

 

I don’t know of any easy way to get a resolve. I have no rights.

 

 

Sandra 

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On 3 Jan 2023, at 4:54 pm, Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz> wrote:

 

Hi Sandra,

 

Happy new year - just checking in to see how you are doing?

 

Regards,

 

Beatrix 

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 13 January 2023 at 1:57:33 pm NZDT
To: Prudence Free <prufree@gmail.com>
Subject: Fwd: Attention Amber

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 11 January 2023 at 2:16:50 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Attention Amber

As I was saying to you regarding my father he is 83 just had a stroke who suffers with severe depression and he is in a better place than me. 

I was living in a room isolated for months while having depression and anxiety caused by the medication.   This is no way to live.  Along with inflammation and burning feet. Just because I get up get dressed try to look presentable does not make me ok mentally or physically. 

I had no problem with self care before I was forced under the act. 

I’m living with burning feet and inflammation which is causing big problems also.  As I said on phone when I was in emergency housing the cleaners and their chemicals affected me to the point even the bench surface lifted up and I had to move rooms, that when I first had inflammation problems.  Then I went to an apartment where I pretty much bathed in blocked drains shower over bath. Bacteria. Where my feet would burn more, made me sick.

 Overheating body problems too when moving or  exercising in the last few months. Big concern. 

So between this problem and the mental health problem I have a serious health problem now. 

Not to mention financial problem to top it off. 

I’m in Timaru my father not fully capable of looking after himself and me where I should be able to be carer, struggle, having enough problems just looking after me let alone the mess I walked into and his difficult behaviours. 

3 months ago I never had this mental health just the inflammation.  Now I’m completely destroyed.  This is cruel. 

Don’t want to go out, shaking, to cope with the agitation from anxiety caused by medication.  

I don’t want any more injections it’s killing me it’s not beneficial at all. 

This is not living, there is no future in what I’m living right now.  I need my mental state back so I can cope with everything else. 

I do not know what to do.  Maybe you do. 

Sandra 


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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 7 December 2022 at 2:06:45 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Attention Amber

Hi Amber 

According to my lawyer doctor has to file s76 from review which has not be done.  Can you please advise when this will be filed.  

Regards 
Sandra 
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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 5 December 2022 at 2:42:03 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Attention Amber

Greetings Amber 

Just an update on my side effects.  The nausea anxiety in the last few days is not as bad as it was since reducing to 75.  The depression is still bad the anxiety comes and goes.  I get if I’m lucky by the end of the day a couple of hours where I don’t feel so depressed and lethargic, my breathing and panic feeling is still there.   I feel trapped. I had a fitness problem and inflammation problem before medicated, medication has worsened my problem.  This Is disempowering.  This medication does not empower my life and I still ask for the act to be dropped. 

It was discussed and signed that meditation would drop to 75 then a review to further reduce.  A review happened before the 75 instead of after to further reduce due to my side effects.  

Please ask doctor Russell to further reduce for next injection as signed on form seen he will not take me off the act.   The side effects are still bad and reducing will reduce side effects a little, considering I did not have any of the effects prior to engaging with mental health I find it a cruel experience and it is taking its toll on me.   I deserve life and clarity not brain cloud depression anxiety no energy taking precious life from me.  No one can function under these circumstances. 

Please confirm when the next injection is due.  Also please ask to reduce. 

Regards 
Sandra Morgan 

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 1 December 2022 at 6:18:34 pm NZDT
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re: Sandra Morgan Report and Invoice

Thank you. I’m being abused using the act and I need it to stop.  I can’t function and so depressed with anxiety.   

 

Do you know anyone in cbd Auckland that could get to know me so I have someone as backup.  I’m isolated, it’s cruel. 

 

Sandra 

 

 

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On 1 Dec 2022, at 6:07 pm, Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz> wrote:

 

FYI – Dr Tan thinks you should not be on the Mental Health Act.

 

 

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 30 November 2022 at 4:23:36 pm NZDT
To: groi@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Release of information

Sandra Margaret Morgan 
11/06/1970
BGE2506
363 Queen St, Auckland 1010

Please send records via email: corruption9@icloud.com

Attached my drivers licence. 

Please release s29 dated 23 September 2022 responsible Clinian report 

Regards 
Sandra Morgan 

 

 

16 February 2023

 

Formal complaint

Doctor Andrew Russell – Psychiatrist

Amber Davis – Social Worker

Taylor Centre, 308 Ponsonby Road, Auckland

 

This is regarding a compulsory treatment order which was put in place by Dr Pal, a formal complaint will be laid against Dr Pal in a separate complaint.  Compulsory Order was made on 23 September 2022.

 

I was released to Taylor Centre and had an appointment with Dr Russell and Amber Davis on the 18 October 2022.  At this meeting, Dr Russell persuaded me to sign the Section 59, Dr Russell in his handwriting put a note that there was to be a review to further reduce.  This did not happen at that time.

 

Dr Russell was to file a s76 at 3 months, this never took place either.  I emailed Amber on the 7/12/2022 to ask for s76 to be filed. Ignored.  My lawyer had requested a court hearing which never went ahead. 

 

Dr Russell then went on holiday just after 3 months and I never got my review to further reduce as discussed, instead I was left to continue to be forced injections at 75mg.  This is not what I signed, and I have rights to a review at 3 months.  All rights have been ignored.

 

All side effects dismissed; all correspondence ignored. I was left in a dangerous place.  I was dealing with horrific depression and anxiety along with other health problems, this all caused by the forced medication.  No empathy, no caring, and no checking up on me.

 

It is now 4 months down track my lawyer filed again for court hearing, as I am in a very serious mental state caused by medication.  Dr Russell then calls me on Sunday 22 January 2023 to let me know he is going to take me off the act and I am now informal.  This is not acceptable I have had all my rights breached throughout the past few months, Dr Russell did not follow through at his end, from a legal point of view or a verbal agreement.  This is the hallmark of my dealings with the Taylor Centre.  Dr Russell knew of all my serious symptoms and just how detrimental to my wellbeing for months, Dr Russell dismissed everything until the last court hearing was filed by my lawyer for February when he chooses to take me off act. 

 

Amber Davis’s behaviors towards me has been nothing more than lying and gaslighting.  I show up, chase for appointments even for medication, I am respectful, I do as I’m told and yet I’m being lied too and gaslighted.  There are no grounds for this.  This is a cruel experience with no help.  This could of easily taken my life, this is not acceptable, this was through forced medication that they know makes me depressed, anxiety and not want to be around, I did not know how I was going to get through it at one stage.  None of which I had before forced medication.  This is an attempt on my life and a cruel one at that.  That is an offence.

 

An example of Ambers behavior, Amber was informed of all my symptom’s, and she was to talk to doctor about getting my injection reduced, I was to turn up for my next 75mg injection which should have been reduced, I was left with a nurse and a note on file, Doctor left for holiday without following legal process.  Amber tells me she will get it sorted with doctor and talk to me about it when I show up for the injection.  Amber conveniently is out of office when she made an appointment with me leaving me with no one to discuss the seriousness of the situation or reduction.  She behaves like this all the time, says one thing, and never follows through, makes herself out of office, away or busy.

 

Amber does not follow up with me, check on me, even with cyclone Gabrielle not one call knowing I’m in Auckland, to check up on me. 

 

When Dr Russell Called on the 22^nd January, he offered services which Amber was to follow up on.  Once again no follow through, a lengthy process with no help.

 

Amber contacted pathways. Jane from pathways called me more than a couple of weeks ago now.  Jane’s English not very easy to understand, this is the person that is supposed to help me.  Jane then goes onto say that Amber wants to be there, Amber for the past 2 weeks has been unavailable leaving me with no help once again.  Jane tried to make appointments but Amber unavailable all the time. I asked Amber over a couple of weeks ago what Pathways can do for me, her response is, take me out, take me for coffee, take me to appointments or anything I need, help to become independent, show me around, Dr Russell said similar, and that I’m entitled to 4 hours a week with Jane.

 

I talk with Jane, and she tells me this is not her role at all, she will only WALK around with me to show me around.  Then when I talk to Amber about what she organized she tells me they are not a taxi service, which I find rude, knowing I have a walking problem at the moment.  Amber is not doing anything to work with me on getting help.  Weeks go by with nothing.  Amber always has a reason for why she does not follow through.  Amber’s behavior from the first day I met her is not acceptable.  She is not trying to help me, she clearly sabotages everything, says one thing, then changes it and insults me.  When I told Amber how bad I was with medication and how depressed, her response is, you need more medication, this is a form of violence.  What is this all over to start with? This is an injustice.

 

Both Jane, Amber and Dr Russell are aware of my health problem burning feet and inflammation that I have been suffering with.  For Amber to tell me that Jane can take me around and show me Auckland seen I have no way of getting out and about, then to gaslight me and say they are not a taxi service is not acceptable, expecting me to walk around with burning feet and inflammation.  This is just a small example of the way I am treated by Amber.  I have done nothing to deserve such behaviors.  I can’t work with this as it goes nowhere.    I am not treated with respect, no accountability, and no honesty, yet I give it and get mucked around.  It’s not like it’s just one incident but continual with Amber.  Amber is not working for my best interests, and I find her neglect very cruel at times.  This should be straight forward situation, but Amber drags it out for weeks, with still no help.

 

 

Andrew Russell - SAID TO ME BECAUSE I WAS GONG TO TAKE HIM TO COURT THAT HE WILL KEEP ME ON THE MEDICATION AFTER THE 6 MONTHS AND JSUT FILE FOR ANOTHER ORDER, HE WAS GOING TO KILL ME, I WAS HARLF DEAD AS IT WAS. MY ORGANS WERE ALL SHUTTING DOWN AND I COULD HARDLY WALK DOWN TO GET FOOD.  IF I DID NOT GET ON THE PLANE TO SHOW WHAT WAS BEING DONE TO ME EVEN THOUGH IM BEING ABUSED AND NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO TIMARU, THEY SAW THE VIOLENCE AND WHAT WAS ATTEMPTED MURDER, MY FATHER AND OTHER WATCHED A WOMAN SHAKING AND VERY SICK WHO JUST SAT IN A ROOM IN TORTURE.  THIS WHEN I GOT BACK TO AUCKLAND AND ANDREW SAID HE WOULD TAKE ME OFF THE ACT, BECAUSE I HAD A COURT HEARING TO SHOW JUDGE I WAS NEARLY DEAD, HE DID A SMARTY ON ME AND PREVENTED THE COURT HEARING AND JUST TOOK ME OFF THE ACT.  IT IS NOT ACCEPTABLE ONCE AGAIN THEY COMMIT HARM AND VIOLENCE THEN WHEN IT GETS REALLY BAD THEY TAKE ME OFF THE ACT TO GET OFF FROM SHOWING IN THE COURT.  I HAD A LAWYER WHO WOULD OF GOT ME OFF ACT.   THIS CRIME IS DISTURBING AND INHUMAN. THE FACT THAT Andrew Russell ON THE ACCOUNT OF OTHERS WOIULD COMMIT A CRIME AGAINST SOMEONE WHO IS TALENTED IS SOMETHING I DO NOT UNDERSTAND.

3^rd April 2023

 

Neglect of rights and privacy, lies and manipulation by Amber Davis to get to me room.

 

Amber turned up at reception filled reception up with lies to get the receptionist to take her up to my room.  Discussing. Used her position to make out she couldn’t contact me and was concerned.  Lies.  Amber ignores me, she could have emailed me, texted me or called and left a message for me to contact her which she did not do.

 

Amber goes onto say I missed the medical review, lies there was never one organized, I tried to organize one.  No correspondence sent at all.

Amber then tells me she texted me, which is lies. 

 

Amber then goes onto say Jane from pathways couldn’t get me to sign forms and didn’t engage with her when I did on a few occasions. 

 

Amber then tells me she will close the file in 2 weeks as I don’t need the services anymore as I am doing fine.

 

Then Amber goes onto ask me if I’m having any thoughts.  This is disgusting.  What thoughts? the ones that mental health made up and wrote down.

 

Then goes onto talk about my mental state before I came in, rubbish, I was forced into homelessness Dan and Carmel’s violence in accommodation and by winz as they refused to give me emergency accommodation when I had nowhere to live.  Not once did I disrespect, abuse or yell at anyone although they deserved a lot worse. This internal violence.  Cassandra has also caused trouble.  She is used by Dr Pal to harm me.  Dirty.  Cassandra in contact with Grant Morgan violence against her mother.  Cassandra is clearly sick to be engaging with such a person.

 

Amber said the reason she turned up was because she couldn’t get hold of me. Lies never tried in a respectful way.  We have technology these days and she never treated me with any respect as she never does. 

 

I am not under the ACT and it is a breach of my rights and privacy to turn up on my door step unannounced. 

 

Very let down by the help from Taylor Centre, only harmed, forced medication no grounds, false records and lies, made up nonsense.  Harmed my mind body and soul nearly killed me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dr Lisa Searle 11.30am       15^th April 2023

Appointment paid $35

Lisa started by asking if I was still engaged with Taylor Centre.  I said no, she said you need to be on medication because you believe people are following me.  Absolute lies, I never ever implied or said that.  These doctors take what is normal and make it somehow a mental condition, twisting the truth.  Violence internal corruption.  She was threatening me in a roundabout way.  Told me I need to engage with Taylor Centre and was very unhappy with me.  Not nearly as unhappy as what I am with her and what she has done to my life.

 

Then she says you were better on the medication, absolute cruel woman.  Knowing how crippled and sick I was on it.  What a disgusting woman.  Suffered with Depression, anxiety, phobia, crippling health conditions.  Could hardly walk, scared to leave room, in pain, nearly died this is abuse, burning up when moving inflammation real bad. She takes no responsibility for her destructive behaviour. 

 

Taylor Centre break all my human rights and have harmed me, neglected my welfare and side effects, corrupt notes just violence.

 

I went to see Lisa for disability certificate.  I received a text and email from Lisa saying to come in and see her. 

 

They didn’t put on records last disability certificate from 7 months ago into the system stating my muscle problem yet had me injected with medication you don’t give someone with muscle problems let along calcification in her body.  Regardless there is no grounds to force medication or medicate to begin with.

 

Then Lisa wants to do a mammogram, just rubbish, she ignores all my other problems. Yet wants to focus on nonsense.

 

Lisa was told about my muscle’s stiffness, pain, shoulders, hips fatigue.

 

I asked to have ultrasound done on shoulders to show her I now have calcification in 2 shoulders not just one now, since I was forced medication.  This was ignored.

 

Told her about a pain in my back which I spoke about a couple of month prior also to her, a deep pain.  I believe it to be kidney infection, but she just ignored this also.  I am taking antibiotics and already starting to get better.  I told her it affects me in bed on my back also, just dismissed.

 

My problems have always been physical, yet they are trying to make out mental to hide their negligence.  Then Lisa tells me I should go swimming when movement on my shoulders like that causes inflammation caused by the calcification, exercise is not the answer to deposits of calcium when it causes inflammation.

 

Lisa filled in form $82 a month for disability allowance.

 

Winz has not actioned it.

 

 

17^th April. Countdown nonsense from Muslims which has been going on since 2019 when I worked at countdown and had Religious Indian Muslim harassment.  It is racism against a white woman along with gender violence.

 

Indian at countdown just like Muslim Indian in court mental health violence.  Indian to fix price that was wrong.  Putting in $39 when it was $3.80 then pushing pay now, when I was still putting items through.  Muslims always fucking with me at countdowns.

 

A Victoria st countdown, my cooperative card was declined by bank prior, Indian told me to use the counter at the end.  Rubbish money was in account.  Bharthan, Singh, Pal and the likes fucking with me,medical violence, using their position to harm a woman over what? illegal mental health violence.  There has never ever been grounds for this violence.  These dirty bitches illegally in my life then cause chaos to victim to have them occupied with nonsense instead of living, it’s called organized crime.  Breaking of a person and controlling their life using cruelty to control in all parts of the system.

 

Sent email to lawyer Beatrix Woodhouse re Medical mistreatment Lisa Searle.

 

 

 

 

 VICTIMS OF CRIME, DON'T HAVE CHOICES, CANT GET ACCOMODATION EASILY BECAUSE OF THE LIES AND FALSE INFORMATION ON FILE THEY ARE BEATEN AND BEATEN.  WINZ GOVERNMENT DO WHAT EVER THEY WANT AND YOUR ACCOMODATION IS ALWAYS IN JEOPARDY.  WHETHER YOU WILL GET FOOD IS ALSO ALWAYS UP IN THE AIR BECAUSE IT IS GOVERNMENT CONTROLLING THE SITUATION ILLEGALLY.  STOLEN BUSINESS ONLINE INTO-STYLE.COM AND STEELING CONTINUALLY.   

 

I COULD ADD HEAPS MORE BUT THINK I WILL LEAVE IT THERE.  THERE IS PLENTY MORE CORRESPONDENCE I COUILD PUT UP REGARDING HOW SERIOUS THIS INJUSTICE IS REGARDING TAYLOR CENTRE AND MY PHYSICAL INFLAMMATION ON MY ORGANS BUT I WILL LEAVE IT BECAUSE WE ALL CAN SEE THIS IS NOTHING MORE THAN CORRUPTION TRYING TO SHUT SOMEONE UP.

 

 

 

 

 

What an insult to make im delusion of paranoid knowing the crime and that we were beaten up in New Zealand and left our life behind for freedom and the beatings haven't stopped, its not paranoid it reality and abuse exploitation and frauding a person of life.

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 17 April 2023 at 2:21:59 pm NZST
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Sandra Morgan

Greetings Beatrix 

I trust all is well. 

I am hoping you can help me or guide me.  I am a victim of medical and court illegal violence against a woman. False records including police. 

Went to doctor today the very doctor who put referral to mental health stating I think someone is after me.  Lies and corruption. Don’t think that never did.  The only time I’ve been paranoid is medicated, this is violence, Anxiety depression and crippling disability caused by medical 3 attempts now. These needs put right and needs to stop.  Never had any symptoms before medicated and now not medicated no symptoms of mental health but left with my confidence knocked and my physical health worse. Cruelty. I’m a victim of horrific family violence too as you know.  My children have also been badly harmed by this corruption which in turn harmed me.  My children suffer as I do. Horrific power over my life. 

Today dr Lisa Searle tells me I should not be off medication and that I think someone is after me, just rubbish. I Don’t think that.  Don’t think any delusional thinking and never did. Lisa knows how bad I was and how serious the condition I was in and says I’m better on medication when it nearly took my life.  Dr Russell treated me like that too. They write false records and are hiding their violence against an innocent woman.  Even if I want to believe the rubbish, she talks there are no grounds to try take someone’s life and well-being abusing them in the system.  Medicating because I am standing up against medical violence. This is disturbing. Forcing medication that you don’t give someone with muscle problems and calcification in their shoulders.  Now both shoulders badly harmed I offered Dr to get ultrasound to prove it but she ignored my request.  Mental health is medical negligence and an attempt to harm a person is clear to see. 

Then she wants me to have mammogram, no comment 

She says she is not happy I am not engaging with Taylor centre when they took me off act and have never helped me but harmed me anyway. It should have gone to court but Russell did a smart move, Dr Russell badly harmed me continued from Dr Pals harm. In fact, Amber from Taylor centre got through reception at my accommodation and turned up on my doorstep on the 3rd of this month, it is a breach of my rights and privacy and how dare she talk lies to reception to get them to take her up to my room.  She could have left me a message, emailed or texted me if she wanted me to contact or reception could have come up to ask me if I wanted her in my private room which I did not. but she did not treat me with any respect. I don’t have any rights mental health breach all rights. It is massive control, then Amber goes on to say I don’t need the services anymore and she will close the case in 2 weeks, yet Lisa says I should be engaging with them.   Disturbing.  Grant Morgan still walks free violent criminal.   Then Amber goes on to say I didn’t turn up for medical review, lies they never contacted me, yet I was trying to organise an appointment but ignored. 

Then Lisa talks about me going back to Australia to be with my children, when they harmed their mother.  I am a victim of police and medical violence and because I’m trying to stand, I’m being silenced. This is over money illegal breaches and police violence 

I’m not mental I’m a victim of a disturbing breach in my life who suffers with physical health not mental.  I find this a disturbing situation and below the belt.  It is corruption. 

I do not have a personality disorder either, nothing mental about me, but my body sure is taking a hammering from medical violence. 

Health and disability can’t do anything.  How do I get this violence dealt with where those medical involved are put before the courts.  Then how do I get a court to be honourable not corrupt sticking up for the perpetrators.  Muslim Catholic violence from Australia to New Zealand.  Breaches online. Illegal harmful violence on an innocent family. 

Tried to get counselling for about a year now through ACC which also is neglect. 

ACC screwed me over with my teeth claim and they know it.  

Why don’t I get a voice and why are these people allowed to harm a woman.

3 medical providers who have abused a woman plus Searle and Russell, what these medical will do to stand for their mates is disturbing 

Dr navin r singh Muslim catholic Australia 
Dr Bharthan Muslim catholic Timaru 
Dr pal Indian too probably religious too Auckland 
Courts Indian in Auckland disregard for the truth 
Lawyer did not stand for client on evidence right down to accommodation.  Harmed me with using my daughter who is very sick. Just violence. 
Winz harm Indian 
Police harm Australia Indian and Daniels 
Singh muslim violence and IT breaches. 

You see once one medical gets it wrong, they then have to make the call on whether they take responsibility for their fuck up or continue to abuse with their colleagues.  They don’t want to look bad in the profession. They choose to continue the abuse, who also have threatened me. That is illegal violence.  I don’t have a 8mm cyst in my brain either. 

Who can help me so I can get this dealt with so I can move on and live free from violence against woman. 

Regards 
Sandra 

 

 23 November 2022 Review (Dismissed again)

There are no grounds for mental health to intervene into my life to force medication. Counselling, support worker etc. yes but forcing medication not acceptable, I have been asking for support which was dismissed for months now.  I am a NZ citizen and should have rights.  I am not at risk to myself or anybody else.  I have not committed a crime nor mental but a victim of illegal breaches. This is taking my voice and silencing me from standing against an injustice.

 

This medication is detrimental to my wellbeing both physical and mental state.  What is there to gain from this?  It is preventing me from living when I had enough physical health to deal with prior especially heat and inflammation problems.  Now dealing with depression and anxiety, breathing problems which was not present before the Compulsory Order. 

 

My daughter has asked this medication be stopped, she realizes this is not beneficial to my physical or mental state and has asked counselling be offered instead as that is a source of medication in itself.  All this medication does is prevent the brain from functioning which has effects on your whole body which I do not need.  There are no benefits from the Compulsory Order, I am not a criminal.  Can’t run my business when under the influence so to speak as it would be irresponsible while my brain being damaged by this medication and not functioning properly.  This is cruel.

 

I ended up in mental health services because I was forced into homelessness, at no fault of my own, that is not a mental problem but a victim of internal services, through misinformation who have harmed an innocent woman and continue to harm a victim of crime by taking my rights, freedoms and forcing medication that has negative side effects.  Taking my rights to my body, mind, and soul.  Most importantly, being misdiagnosed, using prehistoric notes that are in question, then treated for a condition I do not have.  Taking my spirit, character and numbing it, sending me into depression, anxiety preventing me from happiness and being myself.  Turned my light out so to speak.  THIS IS INJUST.  I feel mentally trapped by this medication and a heavy cloud on my head.

 

Below is a list of reasons in which I have been held against my will and forced medication which is not acceptable.  Evidence based, I can supply anything that is needed to prove I’m telling the truth, and this is an injustice.  I did not have these symptoms before I was medicated, and never ever suffered from depression or anxiety and Definity not paranoia.

 

1. Forced into homelessness at no fault of my own.
2. No Emergency Housing refused by Winz - Case worker Rose has since said it was wrong what has happened, and it should not have happened.
3. Government neglected a decent citizen
4. Had everything I have worked so hard for taken at no fault of my own.
5. Dr Pal used historic records to harm and re traumatize me, by accusing me of lying on many occasions, refused being allowed out, for over a week as if I am a criminal or mentally sick, then only allowed out for a short time, knowing an investigation in progress in Australia where it all started in 2018. By Navin R Singh, it is an offence to purposely hold a woman against her will, take her rights, attempt murder, rape in the system like in Australia, then use that here in New Zealand defaming me, believing a medical person, who got it wrong over the truth.
6. Putting me in front of drug addicts/gang and the likes as if I am like them. Disempowering and detrimental to my life.
7. At no point is my behavior inappropriate, abusive, aggressive or the likes to any person including landlord, medical, courts, services etc.
8. At no point am I at risk to myself or others (the only risk was government forcing me into homelessness) This is not acceptable and was dangerous to my welfare
9. Harm from Tuscancity Rental, Landlord, disrespectful, gaslighting, lying and did not maintain property properly leaving me to bathe in bacteria.
10. Harm from Winz neglect
11. Harm from Winz emergency housing also where I sat in a room like a sauna with a 10cm gap in the window for months with temperatures up to 40 degrees, with the sun heating the room up, for hours a day I just lied on a bed, violence on a person with health problems, inflammation problems, temperature problem now.
12. Accused of being racist at Winz, Hamilton, when that was not the conversation, I asked if I could have a case worker with the same culture as myself, that is a cultural right.
13. I have always conducted myself appropriately, when dealing with services, lawyers, or any organization, even though being severely mistreated.
14. Breach of my human rights, through illegal violations and violence which I did not start or ask for, this is a miscarriage of justice.
15. All information regarding tenancy has been forwarded to Dr Andrew Russell to show this is an injustice
16. There is no grounds to take my rights and harm my body by forcing medication for conditions I do not have and never did.
17. I am a victim of illegal violations online, which should be put before the courts and put right, that is defamation of character and a criminal offence. It is also illegal to write false records and lie to the judge. Using this power to control and harm over the victim.
18. It is inappropriate knowing family/domestic violence has taken place, to involve family and use that to cause more friction between parties when asked not to.
19. Dr Pal’s behaviors has not always been appropriate and neither has Richard YU acted appropriately. In fact, I had Adrienne and Richard stand in my room telling me I’m a liar, then forcing medication on me.  That is abuse and unacceptable behavior.
20. It is not acceptable to use previous records that are debatable to taint me with when that has nothing to do with this case.
21. I was under duress to sign section 59
22. Medications have side effects which are ignored – Depression, muscle problems and memory loss are serious problems, anxiety, vague, head in a cloud, shaking, breathing, rushes of no energy which I did not have prior to medication. Cannot function properly since forced medication.  Weight gain leaving me a target for diabetes and other health conditions.
23. Medication side effects are detrimental to my preexisting physical conditions, health, extremely disempowering, not to mention emotional pain from this injustice.
24. Lisa Searle had 3, 15-minute appointments, not enough time for her to know her patient and make those statements. Lisa had medical negligence cases put in front of her so she could understand her patient, not use to harm.
25. Lisa Searle used prehistoric claims I gave her to form an assessment for mental health, not acceptable, Lisa had not investigated the truth before assessment done, Lisa passed the buck and took the opinion of the medical negligence.
26. Lisa Searle knew I was being harmed by welfare Winz, choose to believe I was the problem when it couldn’t be further from the truth and Lisa knew I had problems with physical health, couldn’t even get Lisa’s forms actioned by Winz plus Winz ignoring Lisa too.
27. Lisa Searle Assessment response has been forwarded to Dr Andrew Russell, this response states very clearly the truth. Evidence Based
28. No advocate to support me while going through mental health services
29. No section 59 being sent to me even though requested on more than one occasion, this injustice of rights is not acceptable.
30. Conservatorship type control over my life needs to stop
31. I am a victim of illegal breaches, violations, and defamation of character, I’m not the mental one but those who attempt on my life are or neglect a decent person who suffers with some physical health, battles that most would not understand and cannot see.
32. Signed Section 59 on the conditions the doses will decrease, and I get off this only.
33. Email sent to Dr Andrew Russell, 19 October 2022, requesting again he lower the dose that is due next time on the 27^th October 2022 instead of waiting, there is no reason to wait another month before lowering it, when it is detrimental to my wellbeing and already agreed to start reducing it. DR Declined
34. Dr Andrew Russell has been offered, along with Amber to get to know me, and see me as often as they want to ascertain that they are doing the right thing by reducing medication. There are no grounds to not start reducing this immediately when I am happy to meet/talk as often as they would like. I do not have those conditions.  And this medication is detrimental to my wellbeing.
35. I have no voice; I also have my singing voice taken where I can’t even hit notes because my brain is so slowed down, and vacant.
36. Big muscle problems when I already had problems before medicated, now I have no muscle mass left, tired muscles that don’t work properly a jaw cracking, body, still got lump from injection 6 weeks ago in my muscle. It took years building my muscles, Face worse where operations and permanent damage is, loss of muscle control on whole body.
37. Slowing my body down, leaves me a sitting duck for more calcification to form in my shoulder which I already have to deal with. Body can’t possibly function properly under this medication.
38. Losing my confidence and very sad, cry, waves of anxiety which I never ever had before.
39. No motivation, metabolism slowed right down on a person who spent years trying to get fit and build my energy levels to a reasonable standard.

 

 

18 October 2022, Dr Andrew Russell says “I seem normal with no signs of mental illness”, using the medication as the reason.  Dr Andrew Russell did not know me beforehand.  He would of come up with the same statement, even more evident, if he met me before medicated, he would of seen my light on and my character, not a woman trying to be strong and confident when feeling the opposite caused by the medication. 

 

I was a very confident, outgoing, personable, proactive person before medicated and mistreated in the system, who struggled with physical health problems, who fought through them daily, in the hope to get a resolve to the illegal breaches which has not happened.

 

Winz benefit should be “Supported Living payment” while I am not fit for work due to medication and physical health.  This needs to be sorted please.  The only kinds of jobs that would work for me would be in an office as it is not physical, but as this medication affects your brain and prevents me from functioning properly this is not possible at this time.

 

I ask this medication to be stopped immediately along with the Compulsory Treatment Order on the grounds there are no benefits from this, it is disempowering me and preventing my functioning of normal daily living, the side effects are detrimental to my pre-existing conditions. 

 

There are other forms of help if you so believe a person needs it, including counselling which is brain medication in itself.  If a psychological problem, then it should be treated with a psychologist or counsellor not medication.  Medication does not change thinking it numbs it, kills of brain cells, I’m not a criminal.  I’m a victim of crime. This needs to stop. 

 

If someone has threatened a life that is not paranoia it is a serious offense and should be treated appropriately, not breach someone’s rights whose been a victim of crime then turn around and make out she is paranoid if she speaks, that’s cruelty and silencing a person.

 

At what point is this fair? At what point should a woman be subjected to such violence and illegal breaches?  At what point will this be put right, especially the illegal court processes?  Lack of information and rights, lies, corruption and gaslighting. What is this over?  What is there to gain when the side effects are far greater than benefits?  Benefits for what condition again? There is no good to come from the Compulsory Order.  I ask this be dropped immediately as this is detrimental to my mental and physical health, preventing freedoms, rights and employment. 

 

I have history in Australia and New Zealand of an honorable, decent, kind and appropriate person who gave to communities, there will be NO ONE in the public that could dispute this in the community, as I only gave and gave and treated people with respect and honorability.  This is an injustice.  I have met hundreds of people and not one of them will say otherwise.

 

All documents that I have asked lawyers to forward to courts has been dismissed, I have no rights at all.  This is unethical and unacceptable.

 

 

A small insight to my physical health which is being very badly harmed by this forced medication.  Operations….. Ovarian Cyst, 1 and a bit ovaries left, Emergency C Section, Gallbladder removed, full clearance of teeth, x2 Submandibular Gland operations, endometrial ablation, Shoulder operation, past history IBS, Live with permanent damage Frey’s syndrome caused by medical negligence, blockages in my face from Negligence, calcification in my shoulder, live with gastritis, hiatus hernia, have had many procedures from ….. gastroscopies, colonoscopy, Beremeal, Botox, Tubes lied, aclasta infusion, plus so much more, plus horrific muscle problems that I took years to build muscle mass only to have it all taken by forced medication from an injustice in 2018 Australia, causing me serious problems which makes my body not function property leaving me in harms way of more medical problems.  I am not mental I have fort battles most would not have survived.  I live with disempowerment because of this, and this is not mental but an injustice right now.  The mental health that I have experienced from the medication on all occasions have harmed my mental physical and financial situation.  Never once been beneficial but an injustice.

 

Just like in 2018, when I was so busy and thriving, and fit yet badly harmed and diagnosed with schizophrenia, it was school holidays, I had been in table tennis, badminton up to 4 times a week, 2 coaching, 1 maintaining the sports facility and opening up for games, and 1 playing socially, including learning, continuing advancement and upgrading qualifications, about to start a new job coaching at a private school, on 2 boards, Secretary, part time at council, volunteer work, dancing all over Gippsland, had a child in my care, had been going through the process in joining the police force, was at the gym everyday where it took me years to get to a reasonable standard of physical health.  False records put down at hospital when attempt on my life.  This is not good enough; this injustice has gone on for too long and is absolutely disgusting.  I don’t have schizophrenia or anything even close.  When I say I was at the gym everyday this does not mean doing workouts as my body cannot do them, I take it easy and do what I can.  My body has been through hell and back.

 

Since 2018 I have been so badly harmed, I’m now physically unfit, more muscle problems, it took me a couple of years just to do 5 push-ups, and to harm me with forced medication for conditions I do not have, after everything I’ve been through is so wrong.  A body can only take so much.

 

This is not grounds for mental health, this is an internal problem with misinformation to harm victim. 

 

Dr Pal made a lot of disturbing accusations about me, like I was found lurking around the streets, how insulting, not true I spent all day and days on the phone trying to get Winz to help, they lied and neglected my welfare, I was proactive asking everywhere I could to get help. I called the Wardens over to see if they could help me, what was I supposed to do? I had nothing, but abuse thrown at me.  And still I was decent honorable and appropriate.  This is not how you treat a woman.  And this is not paranoia.  I will not take this; I want this put right thank you. This is cruelty.

 

 

 

Dr Pal took all my rights, would ask me questions then disrespect my requests.  It was also detrimental to my relationship with my daughter and caused undue pain.  My daughter has been in a very low place, and this is not good to use her when there is already tension, detrimental to both me and her mental state.Cassandra since sees that medication is detrimental to my mental and physical wellbeing and has asked this be stopped, counselling be requested in its place, it is a well-known fact the counselling is medication in itself and has healing powers.

 

2018 when it all started in the mental health.  Matthew my oldest son, goes from job to job, about 8 so far and counting, who suffers with mental illness, which he has done nothing about caused by his father’s behaviors.   Matthew has harmed me beyond measure with his distorted thinking which was not helped by his partner.   The evidence is all there, you only have to ask the other 2 children the right questions and you will see exactly what has happened here.  Cassandra at that time on drugs, had a destructive relationship with a guy who was mentally sick and takes drugs.  Tristan at my place studying at school. When all the children in my care none of this was happening, life was normal considering what we had been through.   I was and am a stable Mum. I won’t take this misinformation.

 

2018 It was said that my mental state had deteriorated by mental health and my children, this couldn’t be further from the truth I was thriving.  Firstly, I didn’t go changing jobs continually, I was stable and gave a stable home to Tristan, regardless of what he believes. This all came to an end very quickly when I was badly harmed in the system through misinformation.  I was thriving and enjoying life before 2018 Navin R Singh experience.  I am a victim of family/domestic violence.  I did everything for my children and when they were in my care all of them in Australia were well, and well taken care of.  The deal was Matthew would go to work and bring in some income to help with the bringing up with the other 2 children. I had 3 children’s emotional welfare to look after and considering in a new country with nothing, I had everything to do and was very busy, I had to be a parent that was there for them, my daughter would be picked up from school sick etc, that was my role, in the meantime I was slowly doing a little bit of work and upgrading my skills that worked in with school. I also had my health to sort and my wellbeing to be looked after.  If mum isn’t healthy then she is no good to her children, so my goal was making sure I was there for their every need.  Sole parent in a country that does not give benefits is very tough.  It did not hurt Matthew to help his family, we all agreed before we left the country that would be the plan. 

 

I have never been suicidal in my entire life, only medication has made me feel that in 2018 that is the truth and should not have happened to start with.  It’s time to put this right.  No person who left her country for freedom from violence leaving her life behind arriving in a new country with nothing but 3 children and 5 suitcases, gives up so much, then tries to commit suicide, that does not make sense to go to such lengths to get freedom and save my children from violence, it was organized crime.  I have the evidence of the violence and tampering with both my parents and my property, animals, IT and vehicles.

 

As for media, (in the last couple of years only, have I been posting this injustice), which I am not in full control of anyway).  For many years now there has been a breach of my life, caused by illegal activity harming my welfare, defamation of character especially while living in Australia, this was not me, it came from New Zealand, I am told about the breaches by many people from Radio to online media, singing and intranet breaches etc.  The only reason I ever went to media in recent times is because I had all my rights taken and no justice, my last resort.  I never wanted to voice my life to anyone ever, I’m actually a private person.  When I stopped putting up media I was not medicated, I stopped on my own accord, This is not paranoia, I stopped when I was made homeless 3 September, if I was paranoid I would not of gone off the media on my own accord.   I had my rights taken leaving me in a bad situation.  That is not paranoia, it was trying to stay positive in a bad situation hoping that a good outcome might happen, I didn’t have many options.   Not only that I liked to record in public in case something exciting happened, its too late once it happens can’t capture that.  I am in the process of removing a lot of my media, this injustice needs put right.

 

I need something good to come my way, it’s been too long with injustices, I did not ask for.

3 Month Court Hearing

23^rd Dec 2022

 

Advice Prudence Free – District Inspector

Lawyer – Rebecca Keenan

Dr Andrew Russell – Meeting with Amber and DR 18 October 2022

 

There are no grounds for mental health to intervene into my life.  I am not at risk to myself or anybody else.  I ended up in mental health because I was forced into homelessness, that is not a mental problem but a victim of internal services who have harmed and innocent woman and continue to harm a victim of crime.

 

These are the grounds I have been held against my will and forced medication which is not acceptable.  Evidence based

 

1. Forced into homelessness
2. No Emergency Housing refused
3. Government neglected a decent citizen
4. Dr Pal used historic records to harm and re traumatize me, by accusing me of lying on many occasions, refused being allowed out, for over a week as if I am a criminal or mentally sick, knowing an investigation in progress in Australia where it all started in 2018. It is an offence to purposely beat up a woman, take her rights, attempt murder, rape in the system like in Australia, then use that here defaming me, believing a medical person over the truth.
5. At no point is my behavior inappropriate, abusive, aggressive or the likes
6. At no point am I at risk to myself or others (the only risk was government forcing me into homelessness) This is not acceptable
7. Harm from Tuscancity Rental Landlord
8. Harm from Winz neglect
9. I have always conducted myself appropriately even though being severely mistreated.
10. All information regarding tenancy has been forwarded to Dr Andrew Russell to show this is an injustice
11. There is no grounds to take my rights and harm my body by forcing medication for conditions I do not have and never did.
12. I am a victim of illegal violations online, which should be put before the courts and put right, that is defamation of character and a criminal offence. It is also illegal to write false records and lie to the judge. Using this power to control and harm over the victim.
13. It is inappropriate knowing family/domestic violence has taken place, to involve family and use that to cause more friction between parties when asked not to.
14. Dr Pal’s behaviors has not always been appropriate and neither has Richard YU acted appropriately. In fact, I had Adrienne and Richard stand in my room telling me I’m a liar, then forcing medication on me.  That is abuse and unacceptable behavior.
15. It is not acceptable to use previous records that are debatable to taint me with when that has nothing to do with it.
16. I was under duress to sign section 59, my choices even with a second opinion would not of been allowed me off the medication immediately which leaves me to be continued harmed.
17. Medications have side effects which are ignored
18. Medication side effects were not present beforehand they are detrimental to my health
19. Medication causing more physical and emotional pain and disempowerment which is not acceptable knowing all my physical health problems.
20. Lisa Searle had 3, 15-minute appointments, not enough time for her to know her patient and make those statements. Lisa had medical negligence cases put in front of her so she could understand her patient, not harm.
21. Lisa Searle Assessment response has been forwarded to Dr Andrew Russell, this response states very clearly the truth. Evidence Based
22. I have the evidence to back up everything I say, yet this is being ignored, no rights
23. No advocate to support me while going through mental health services
24. No section 59 being sent to me even though requested on more than one occasion, this injustice of rights is not acceptable.
25. Conservatorship type control over my life needs to stop
26. I am a victim of illegal breaches, violations, and defamation of character, I’m not the mental one but those who attempt on my life are.
27. Signed Section 59 on the conditions the doses will decrease, and I get off this.
28. Email sent to Dr Andrew Russell, 19 October 2022, requesting again he lower the dose that is due next time on the 27^th October 2022 instead of waiting, there is no reason to wait another month before lowering it, when it is detrimental to my wellbeing.
29. Dr Andrew Russell has been offered, along with Amber to get to know me, and see me as often as they want to ascertain that they are doing to right thing by reducing medication. There are no grounds to not start reducing this immediately when I am happy to meet/talk as often as they would like.

 

Dr Andrew Russell says I seem normal with no signs of mental illness today, using the medication as the reason.  Dr Andrew Russell did not know me beforehand to make that judgement. 

 

Dr Pal had a homeless woman put in front of him on the 3rd September 2022, that had just been forced into homelessness, you can’t expect me not to be affected by this.  I always was reasonable and appropriate.  This is not grounds for medication, and it is not grounds to take my rights and, in an effect, hold me as a hostage in a mental facility with druggies and mentally ill people, this is in just.   This is also defamation of character, by treating me this way Dr Pal is Lisa Searle is Defaming me and has stolen precious life from me.

 

At what point is this fair? At what point should a woman be subjected to such violence and illegal breaches?  At what point will this be put right, especially the illegal court processes?  Lack of information and rights.

 

Sticking together with colleagues within the system to be right is wrong.  I would like compensation for this violence caused by mental health.   This has gone too far.

 

To be continued tomorrow

‘

 

 

 

 

 

 

Side effects from injection

 

16 October 2022

 

Sandra M Morgan BGE2506

 

All these side affects I never had before injection - FACT

 

Low Mood – feel tearful/sad at times (depression)

Lost my motivation, my spirit taken and medicated

Anxiety rush every now and then (rare)

Muscles weak, metabolism slowed down bad news for my physical health problems

Still got small lump from injection

Memory not as good

Numb and vague

NO energy to sing most the time, or do things

Force myself to go for a walk

Lack of confidence

I do not have control of my life

 

This is not good mental health, and I had life before this injustice 2nd September 2022 and never had depression ever except when forced medications.  I am not delusional that is a cop out diagnosis to take my rights and voice.  I am a victim of domestic and family violence. 

I love my children, but they have been very sick, it is detrimental to involve them in my welfare when I have been harmed and they should not be used to cause more friction in my life or theirs, they need to heal as I do.

 

I would appreciate this being put right and being allowed to move on.  Please take me off the act, forcing medication, I am happy to engage with your services.

 

I have sent response to Lisa Searle referral, housing Tuscancity, including videos of the neglect in housing that I lived with for 6 months, while gaslighted, and what this medication is doing to me, which is taking my quality of life.  It was bad enough the injustice in the system let alone being medicated to top it off.  Those who mistreat and abuse another are the sick ones, please read my emails so you can see I was telling the truth.

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 21 February 2023 at 3:46:46 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Fwd: Attention: Amber Davis

Subject: Attention: Amber Davis

 

Amber, please forward this to Dr Russell.  I had a phone conversation with doctor on Sunday the 22 January 2023, this when I was taken off the act and put informal.  I agreed to have a reduced injection of 50mg the next day, to reduce slowly as the plan is to come of medication, confirmed by doctor.  It was made very clear to me 50mg is a low dose.  Doctor wanted to keep me on 50mg for 2 months, I was not happy with that, I wanted a further reduction on the next one, it is hindering my wellbeing, taken all my confidence and as it is, it takes weeks and weeks for it to be fully out of my system.  Depression and anxiety have lessened thank goodness as I didn’t know what I was going to do, I have been in a very bad way.

 

Doctors’ response was to make an appointment face to face to discuss before injection due.  I have been trying to contact Amber to organize but unavailable, off work or busy.  I finally got hold of Amber on Friday 19^thand asked about having a phone appointment with doctor regarding medication, Amber informs me he does not do phone appointments, I thought as it was left to the last minute it may have been a better option to make contact.  If doctor would like to discuss medication with me, I am more than happy to. Doctor was away until Monday 20^th February and it has been hard to get an appointment to discuss medication.  

 

Regards

Sandra Morgan

 

Sandra

1:43 PM (9 minutes ago)

to me

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 19 February 2023 at 3:23:43 pm NZDT
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Fwd: Taylor Centre Complaint

Hi Beatrix 

 

I have attached a document and would like to know your thoughts if you have a spare moment. 

 

I am considering putting this into health and disability complaints as I was left with no help throughout the past months and still being mucked around. 

 

Even release of information was never sent to me or actioned as requested over 2 months ago.   Too much power over my life in all medical social services taking rights and neglect. 

 

Kind regards 

Sandra 

 

16 February 2023

Formal complaint

Doctor Andrew Russell – Psychiatrist

Amber Davis – Social Worker

Taylor Centre, 308 Ponsonby Road, Auckland

This is regarding a compulsory treatment order which was put in place by Dr Pal, a formal

complaint will be laid against Dr Pal in a separate complaint. Compulsory Order was made

on 23 September 2022.

I was released to Taylor Centre and had an appointment with Dr Russell and Amber Davis on

the 18 October 2022. At this meeting, Dr Russell persuaded me to sign the Section 59, Dr

Russell in his handwriting put a note that there was to be a review to further reduce. This

did not happen at that time.

Dr Russell was to file a s76 at 3 months, this never took place either. I emailed Amber on

the 7/12/2022 to ask for s76 to be filed. Ignored. My lawyer had requested a court hearing

which never went ahead.

Dr Russell then went on holiday just after 3 months and I never got my review to further

reduce as discussed, instead I was left to continue to be forced injections at 75mg. This is

not what I signed, and I have rights to a review at 3 months. All rights have been ignored.

All side effects dismissed; all correspondence ignored. I was left in a dangerous place. I was

dealing with horrific depression and anxiety along with other health problems, this all

caused by the forced medication. No empathy, no caring, and no checking up on me.

It is now 4 months down track my lawyer filed again for court hearing, as I am in a very

serious mental state caused by medication. Dr Russell then calls me on Sunday 22 January

2023 to let me know he is going to take me off the act and I am now informal. This is not

acceptable I have had all my rights breached throughout the past few months, Dr Russell did

not follow through at his end, from a legal point of view or a verbal agreement. This is the

hallmark of my dealings with the Taylor Centre. Dr Russell knew of all my serious symptoms

and just how detrimental to my wellbeing for months, Dr Russell dismissed everything until

the last court hearing was filed by my lawyer for February when he chooses to take me off

act.

Amber Davis’s behaviors towards me has been nothing more than lying and gaslighting. I

show up, chase for appointments even for medication, I am respectful, I do as I’m told and

yet I’m being lied too and gaslighted. There are no grounds for this. This is a cruel

experience with no help. This could of easily taken my life, this is not acceptable, this was

through forced medication that they know makes me depressed, anxiety and not want to be

around, I did not know how I was going to get through it at one stage. None of which I had

before forced medication. This is an attempt on my life and a cruel one at that. That is an

offence.

 

An example of Ambers behavior, Amber was informed of all my symptom’s, and she was to

talk to doctor about getting my injection reduced, I was to turn up for my next 75mg

injection which should have been reduced, I was left with a nurse and a note on file, Doctor

left for holiday without following legal process. Amber tells me she will get it sorted with

doctor and talk to me about it when I show up for the injection. Amber conveniently is out

of office when she made an appointment with me leaving me with no one to discuss the

seriousness of the situation or reduction. She behaves like this all the time, says one thing,

and never follows through, makes herself out of office, away or busy.

Amber does not follow up with me, check on me, even with cyclone Gabrielle not one call

knowing I’m in Auckland, to check up on me.

When Dr Russell Called on the 22 nd January, he offered services which Amber was to follow

up on. Once again no follow through, a lengthy process with no help.

Amber contacted pathways. Jane from pathways called me more than a couple of weeks

ago now. Jane’s English not very easy to understand, this is the person that is supposed to

help me. Jane then goes onto say that Amber wants to be there, Amber for the past 2

weeks has been unavailable leaving me with no help once again. Jane tried to make

appointments but Amber unavailable all the time. I asked Amber over a couple of weeks ago

what Pathways can do for me, her response is, take me out, take me for coffee, take me to

appointments or anything I need, help to become independent, show me around, Dr Russell

said similar, and that I’m entitled to 4 hours a week with Jane.

I talk with Jane, and she tells me this is not her role at all, she will only WALK around with

me to show me around. Then when I talk to Amber about what she organized she tells me

they are not a taxi service, which I find rude, knowing I have a walking problem at the

moment. Amber is not doing anything to work with me on getting help. Weeks go by with

nothing. Amber always has a reason for why she does not follow through. Amber’s

behavior from the first day I met her is not acceptable. She is not trying to help me, she

clearly sabotages everything, says one thing, then changes it and insults me. When I told

Amber how bad I was with medication and how depressed, her response is, you need more

medication, this is a form of violence. What is this all over to start with? This is an injustice.

Both Jane, Amber and Dr Russell are aware of my health problem burning feet and

inflammation that I have been suffering with. For Amber to tell me that Jane can take me

around and show me Auckland seen I have no way of getting out and about, then to gaslight

me and say they are not a taxi service is not acceptable, expecting me to walk around with

burning feet and inflammation. This is just a small example of the way I am treated by

Amber. I have done nothing to deserve such behaviors. I can’t work with this as it goes

nowhere. I am not treated with respect, no accountability, and no honesty, yet I give it and

get mucked around. It’s not like it’s just one incident but continual with Amber. Amber is

not working for my best interests, and I find her neglect very cruel at times. This should be

straight forward situation, but Amber drags it out for weeks, with still no help.

 

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 17 January 2023 at 4:07:17 pm NZDT
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re:

Hi Beatrix 

 

Phone call got cut off yesterday somehow.

 

Could you please call me as I need advice.  Amber from Taylor centre is away today and she was to catch up regarding injection due tomorrow.   I already said I was happy to have it in Timaru or when I get back in a few days.  I am needing your advice as to what to do, as Amber has not instructed me. 

 

Regards 

Sandra 

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On 11 Jan 2023, at 4:08 pm, Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> wrote:

She is not picking up anymore clients and away on leave. 

 

No luck there

 

Sandra 

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On 10 Jan 2023, at 5:39 pm, Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz> wrote:

 

Hi Sandra,

 

Are they going to be giving you the injection while you are in Timaru?

 

I haven’t been able to locate anyone I know in Timaru – but this counsellor seems good from what I read on her website:https://suemccoy.co.nz/

 

 

Beatrix Woodhouse 
Barrister | Rōia tūtahi

 

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> 
Sent: Tuesday, 10 January 2023 4:45 pm
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re: 

 

Greetings Beatrix 

 

Any chance you got Hold of some people for me to contact in Timaru for help support etc? Counselling etc

 

My father is 83 just had a stroke and suffers with depression big time yet is in better health than me since the mental health act, and trust me he’s not well and very difficult to work with. I am very concerned about my situation and do not know how to get my head back to a normal state free from depression etc.  I don’t want another injection but can’t stop them. 

 

I need mental health help now, not put under the act forced medication but mental health to help me in other ways to get me back to normal. Do right by me. 

 

This has all been over money and it is inhuman. 

 

Sandra 

 

 

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On 9 Jan 2023, at 10:11 am, Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz> wrote:

 

Hi Sandra,

 

I have tried to call you a few times on your cellphone. Please let me know if you are around today to have a call?

 

 

Beatrix Woodhouse 
Barrister | Rōia tūtahi

 

'        04-6502250
È          0275113232

*          b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz

ý           https://www.bcomm.nz

Level 7 Legal House, 101 Lambton Quay
PO Box 5577, Wellington 6145, New Zealand​ | Pouaka Poutāpeta 5577, Te Whanganui-a-Tara 6145, Aotearoa

 

The information contained in this email message (and any accompanying documents) may be legally privileged and confidential.  The information is intended only for the recipient named in this message. If you are not the intended recipient, you are notified that any use or disclosure of information is prohibited. If you have received this message in error, please notify us immediately and delete these documents. 

 

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> 
Sent: Tuesday, 3 January 2023 5:42 pm
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re: 

 

I never got release of information which was requested over a month ago.  20 days it is suppose to take. 

 

ACC permanent damage freys syndrome that was signed by doctor nearly 2 months ago was to be actioned last month this appointment did not happen to access for compensation either.  

 

Like you said it’s staked against me.  This is cruel and wrong.  A woman standing on her own while neglected and harmed is inhuman.   I do not deserve this and never did. 

 

What’s your suggestion? My hands are tired.

 

Sandra 

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On 3 Jan 2023, at 5:29 pm, Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com> wrote:

Not the best with this mental health injustice. I’m trapped. Dr Tan report is not really in my favour it’s just another diagnosis which I am not happy about and he states he may change his view once read the notes from other clinicians anyway.   A lot of information written that was misconstrued from our conversation. Not sure how that happened.  

 

I’m suppose to have a review at 3 months doctor Russell went away on holiday until end of this month making it 4 months.  He left me on 75mg for 3 months when I was suppose to have a review to further decrease injection that was the only grounds I signed the piece of paper.

 

  It is as you said, it’s staked against me and I have no voice just depression and anxiety to deal with. 

 

I don’t know how I can get off this medication and get back to normal life now.  I’m in a very bad situation financially and mentally.  

I needed real support from mental health helping me not forced medication with horrific side effects.  

 

Can’t function properly, I need a friend or two but I’m in Auckland knowing no one with this to deal with, can’t go out and meet people as I’m sick with stomach problems inflammation anxiety and depression. 

 

I don’t know of any easy way to get a resolve. I have no rights.

 

 

Sandra 

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On 3 Jan 2023, at 4:54 pm, Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz> wrote:

 

Hi Sandra,

 

Happy new year - just checking in to see how you are doing?

 

Regards,

 

Beatrix 

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 13 January 2023 at 1:57:33 pm NZDT
To: Prudence Free <prufree@gmail.com>
Subject: Fwd: Attention Amber

 

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Begin forwarded message:

From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 11 January 2023 at 2:16:50 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Attention Amber

As I was saying to you regarding my father he is 83 just had a stroke who suffers with severe depression and he is in a better place than me. 

I was living in a room isolated for months while having depression and anxiety caused by the medication.   This is no way to live.  Along with inflammation and burning feet. Just because I get up get dressed try to look presentable does not make me ok mentally or physically. 

I had no problem with self care before I was forced under the act. 

I’m living with burning feet and inflammation which is causing big problems also.  As I said on phone when I was in emergency housing the cleaners and their chemicals affected me to the point even the bench surface lifted up and I had to move rooms, that when I first had inflammation problems.  Then I went to an apartment where I pretty much bathed in blocked drains shower over bath. Bacteria. Where my feet would burn more, made me sick.

 Overheating body problems too when moving or  exercising in the last few months. Big concern. 

So between this problem and the mental health problem I have a serious health problem now. 

Not to mention financial problem to top it off. 

I’m in Timaru my father not fully capable of looking after himself and me where I should be able to be carer, struggle, having enough problems just looking after me let alone the mess I walked into and his difficult behaviours. 

3 months ago I never had this mental health just the inflammation.  Now I’m completely destroyed.  This is cruel. 

Don’t want to go out, shaking, to cope with the agitation from anxiety caused by medication.  

I don’t want any more injections it’s killing me it’s not beneficial at all. 

This is not living, there is no future in what I’m living right now.  I need my mental state back so I can cope with everything else. 

I do not know what to do.  Maybe you do. 

Sandra 


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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 7 December 2022 at 2:06:45 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Attention Amber

Hi Amber 

According to my lawyer doctor has to file s76 from review which has not be done.  Can you please advise when this will be filed.  

Regards 
Sandra 
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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 5 December 2022 at 2:42:03 pm NZDT
To: taylorcentreadmin@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Attention Amber

Greetings Amber 

Just an update on my side effects.  The nausea anxiety in the last few days is not as bad as it was since reducing to 75.  The depression is still bad the anxiety comes and goes.  I get if I’m lucky by the end of the day a couple of hours where I don’t feel so depressed and lethargic, my breathing and panic feeling is still there.   I feel trapped. I had a fitness problem and inflammation problem before medicated, medication has worsened my problem.  This Is disempowering.  This medication does not empower my life and I still ask for the act to be dropped. 

It was discussed and signed that meditation would drop to 75 then a review to further reduce.  A review happened before the 75 instead of after to further reduce due to my side effects.  

Please ask doctor Russell to further reduce for next injection as signed on form seen he will not take me off the act.   The side effects are still bad and reducing will reduce side effects a little, considering I did not have any of the effects prior to engaging with mental health I find it a cruel experience and it is taking its toll on me.   I deserve life and clarity not brain cloud depression anxiety no energy taking precious life from me.  No one can function under these circumstances. 

Please confirm when the next injection is due.  Also please ask to reduce. 

Regards 
Sandra Morgan 

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 1 December 2022 at 6:18:34 pm NZDT
To: Beatrix Woodhouse <b.woodhouse@bcomm.nz>
Subject: Re: Sandra Morgan Report and Invoice

Thank you. I’m being abused using the act and I need it to stop.  I can’t function and so depressed with anxiety.   

 

Do you know anyone in cbd Auckland that could get to know me so I have someone as backup.  I’m isolated, it’s cruel. 

 

Sandra 

 

 

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FYI – Dr Tan thinks you should not be on the Mental Health Act.

 

 

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From: Sandra <corruption9@icloud.com>
Date: 30 November 2022 at 4:23:36 pm NZDT
To: groi@adhb.govt.nz
Subject: Release of information

Sandra Margaret Morgan 
11/06/1970
BGE2506
363 Queen St, Auckland 1010

Please send records via email: corruption9@icloud.com

Attached my drivers licence. 

Please release s29 dated 23 September 2022 responsible Clinian report 

Regards 
Sandra Morgan 

 

Section 16 Mental Health Act 7/9/2022. (note when the next hearing took place I had 2 signed places to live in) and holding me and drugging me when I had them in the court room on my lap with me and committing perjury is a criminal offence PAL AND LAWYER. 

 

This is a housing problem not a mental health problem.  My lease ran out after 6 months, then I had to find another place which I had been activity doing.  Unfortunately, I was not able to get a property, there is a problem with my reference Dan Tuscancity who is not telling the truth about his decent honorable tenant, preventing my welfare and sending me into homelessness.  Attached are the problems I had with Dan from the very beginning of the Lease the day I shifted in.  Also, messages at the end of lease and the mistreatment for no reason, I do not know this person and only internal corruption could be behind this. People don’t treat people like this unless someone is behind this, I have a video of blocked drain in shower, bathing in bacteria, I have a video of a microwave which does not go, I have a video of toilet that leaks on the floor and the water in bowl problem, the place was not that clean when I arrived, and I did not even get what I paid for.  I had to use a pot for everything as there was no other way to heat milk etc., couldn’t heat a meal up nothing.  I have had months of his lack to act as a landlord, left it in the end as I had no voice or choice, was stuck in a lease with a gaslighting behavior.  Just because of one bad egg, does not mean I should be penalized, but he is tainting my name.  Dan emails, texts and calls that were lies and abuse.  I have many of these but will just send the beginning and the end as that is pretty much a good guide to what I was dealing with.  Cyber com was also tainted with the same violence, so that was cancelled, couldn’t use the service because someone was preventing it all the time on purpose.  This should not have happened, only someone behind the scenes could cause such cruelty.  My media is controlled, that is a FACT not delusional nor any other disorder, right down to my data can be taken up to 30gb within a couple of hours, just not possible, when the only thing I did was listen to a little You Tube, this also happened on more than one occasion.  I have used data for many years and understand cyber security on a small scale, as I did study this for a while.  Sadly, this was the 6 months at Parkside.

 

Winz, Rose also neglected welfare, I asked her for help, emergency housing while I look which she declined.  I had been looking for a month prior, viewing and then applying for anything that was suitable with in a price range.  I followed all of Rose’s advice in looking into all accommodation she suggested with no luck, even though she will dispute this, I have the evidence to show, if need be, I am telling the truth.  Even on the day I was made homeless sitting at Queen St, with a trolley full of belongings and nowhere to go, I spoke to Winz on more that one occasion while they lied and told me they would escalate this to emergency housing which they did not do.

 

Winz has neglected everything that DR Lisa Searle has asked for the past couple of months.  I asked for shoes which a form was filled in by Lisa and sent to Winz,  Winz ignores all requests from providers.  Winz ignores all MY requests and declines them also.  I have tried reaching out to a Winz advocate with no luck, also Family works which is not able to sort this internal problem.  I should not have to put up with such violence and neglect from my own country.

 

The reason Lisa Searle received a few phone calls is I was about to become homeless, and no one cared, including Lisa.  Lisa was also handed a crime scene along with medical negligence case.  Lisa has no right to judge the crime that has been committed when she did not take the time to ask me questions or ask for evidence etc.  She tried to ignore this whole subject.  Makes it hard for Lisa to look after her client if she does not know her client’s history.

 

Lisa also said I did not give my address, she had my BGE2506 number from the hospital and pages of my history and violence I have been subjected to which had my address on it.  I mentioned when I signed up that I was about to move as lease was running out and that using 8 albert St until I had shifted was a good option, I was planning on being a causal patient, but they insisted on registering which I did.  There were also other accusations that Lisa stated in a referral to mental health, that are not correct.  The fact that Winz left me with no one to help my situation was the problem and sadly I had to phone reception to get Lisa to help act as it is the Doctor at the end of the day that does write referrals and certificates for patients at Winz and a responsibility that this be followed through.  That is why going to the Doctor was what I thought a good option, she should have had some power in that.  I left her a message which was straight to the point, stating exactly the situation, which she interpreted as something quite different, if she bothered to read the paper she was given or get to know me she would have understood the situation. Olly Wilson she is standing with instead of victim’s side.  Also, my mental state was not as she described either; I was frustrated with the lack of support by Winz and letting her know this is not acceptable someone needed to act for me.

 

Lisa’s accusations are not acceptable, and I have the evidence to counteract everything that was put down.  Playing this Boss Mafia is not acceptable I will not take any more threats on my life, it is just a game of nonsense. 

 

I am a NZ Citizen and should be free from abuse in services.  I am entitled to housing, financial help through Winz.  I am also entitled to be treated with respect and Winz should follow through on requests or appointments which they don’t.

 

When a person has no housing, they become homeless, which is not acceptable when Winz had the information days prior knowing I needed help to get into a property.  This is not mental health or anything I have done or not done; this is an internal problem along with an availability problem.  There is no point looking earlier than a month in advance because it is not possible to get something, places are listed generally within a month.

 

This is gender violence, if I had gone off with a man this would not be happening, but I should not have to sell my life to someone I don’t really know just to get a roof over my head, or a perpetrator from the past. It is inappropriate to suggest.   Hotels are full of sex industry, and this is common knowledge. 

 

I am a victim of Gender violence, once a person’s home, business etc. has been taken, defamation of character and prevention from income in communities, this leaves victims with not many choices and very dangerous situations.  This is an unacceptable crime that has been committed on my innocent family and this needs put right.  This is not my mental health but the perpetrators that commit such acts, I could have stayed in that property at greys avenue as no one was booked in for it, but they were nasty and listed it, they told me in an email 3 months prior that the property was being sold, which he tells me three months down track is also a lie,  and that I had to move out by 1 September 2022, even though my lease run out a week prior.  They just did anything they liked with me, and I just took it, I had no choice, while they tainted my name for accommodation preventing safety.  I have the evidence should this need to be forwarded.

 

Next of Kin – I will not have a family member as next of kin as no person will control my welfare again as it has not been in my best interest, my family have been abused and believed the Morgan lies because of this disturbing crime.  There is a couple of other people I could put down as next of kin but there is no need as I should not have my life spoken about to other people, this is a breach of my rights.  It’s not like I’m coming out from an operation or something and I need a carer for a bit, quite the contrary.  I do not have mental health problem but this violence sure is harming my mind body and soul.  Grant Charles Morgan is an ex-husband from 8 years ago and we are divorced, I am not related to any of those Morgan’s Barbara, Alan etc. they are the past and will be left there.  They have nothing to do with my life and they have used their powers in the system from Nursing to Courts, Police, First Responders, to abuse my whole family through there vindictive natures as payback for me getting custody of the children. My father is also someone who has no rights over my life and never will have, I spent many a time resetting him from his depressed states while bringing my mother down.  Done too much for my family while they have harmed me beyond measure.  I am the only stable person yet the one targeted because of my strength to stand.

 

This mental health violence has been used to control and condemn an innocent person who has battled serious physical health problems.  It is an inhuman injustice what has taken place and continuing to take place preventing my freedoms and life.   I have not committed a crime; I am not at harm to myself or anybody else.  I am not suicidal, the only time that occurred is when I was illegally detained in medical and medicated for conditions I do not have and never did. I am not doing anything except standing against violence on an innocent person and family, I have the book thrown at me continually for this, I have a right to justice.  I want my rights in the system so I can get justice for a serious defamation case.

 

Full government control, financial bondage, no rights, no respect, no accountability, conservatorship type control.  Even if I was mentally sick, which I am not, there is no grounds for this injustice that has taken place.

 

Allegations of tax fraud, all sorts for 10 years now when it is a lie and the NZ Police have violated all my rights and held me up against a wall preventing freedoms.  Not acceptable an offence and illegal process.

 

Rape and attempted murder are serious allegations, and this is not the victim with the mental health but the perpetrators, let’s put the truth where it belongs.  To try make out I am not in reality with these accusation’s is pretty much saying victims are liars, which is not the truth and delusional.  That is called gaslighting and putting the blame on the victim for speaking.  That is why being a victim to stand is like hell all over, worse than the actual events sometimes as the force against the victim is horrific and the defamation is beyond measure preventing everything, right down to employment, housing, friendships, freedom etc.  Financial control again, which means homeless, violated, abused and thrown to the wolves pretty much standing in a storm when you had everything, but the perpetrator accuses of everything under the sun to defame and take quality of life.

 

My physical health has been attacked on a large scale, you can see that there have been enormous medications put through my system that have had a major impact to my quality of life, this is not mental it is physical.  My gastritis problem flares up when not the correct food or lack of, and this makes me very sick, this facility is not looking after my wellbeing, and I am prevented from leaving the premises to get the correct food. This is wrong in itself.  I have no gallbladder and My gastritis problem is there when sleep, diet and exercise are not happening, thanks to Tuscancity they made me homeless putting stress levels up on my body, and lack of food to keep body well, as I’m walking around the streets with 100kg pushing a trolley, being made a spectacle of, especially because sadly due to the violence from 2019 in Kensington my health deteriorated as I was forced medication and weight gain is one side effect, putting me in danger zones for other health problems especially with my pre-existing conditions. Now left with a big health problem that I have to deal with, not mental or anxiety but a weight problem which puts extra stress on my problems. 

 

Mental health services are supposed to empower people, but the only interactions I have ever had, is disempowering taking all rights and harming victim.  Giving medications to a person who should not be having those due to her pre-existing conditions. 

 

This whole situation has been set up to control a woman and prevent from living life who has so much she wants to do with her life all over financial control, breaches, violations, removable of rights, these needs changed immediately. 

 

I can’t even run my business for internal corruption preventing me from running ads etc. on social media and internal on my business site.  This is not acceptable.  I deserve to be financially free.  I never ever asked for this exposure, my life and rights were taken leaving me with no other choice but to go public.

 

Paranoid verses cautious, aware, protecting oneself due to violence is very different, this paranoia is not true and that is factual.

 

Schizophrenia – thoughts or experiences that seem out of touch with reality, disorganized speech or behaviors or decreased participation in daily activities. Difficulty with concentration and memory.   This is not true at all.  Any person with a crime story that involves people in high places will be attacked to try shut them up.  “Thoughts and experiences that seem out of touch with reality”, I live in reality, not like most people who like to ignore problems, it’s called denial, I say how it has exactly happened without emotion to make sure it is facts not emotionally driven opinions.  That is not schizophrenia.  Disorganized speech or behaviors, not truth when you are interrogated being neglected and harmed there is always affects from that.  It can make people behave in all sorts of ways, which could be circumstance based not an actual ongoing condition.  Decreased participation in daily activities.  Rubbish again, I am prevented from running my business talking to people all over the world making friends, going out for coffee, talking to people in general or joining anything as finances are dictating my life right now, I have nothing right now except hang around smoke and nonsense, in this facility with people who are not in line with my life, I come from high morals and decency and have been rubbished in a dirty room like a criminal, with no rights or freedoms.  I have spent many years talking to hundreds of people and being a leader and coach, this is true and this violence against a woman needs to stop.

 

To use mental to destroy a reputation and use that to control her is one of the worst crimes to date.  I am absolutely disgraced by such a cruel crime that has been done to me, in turn this shamed my family, put them on lifelines and distorted thinking, children all left homeless and parentless, what a despicable crime done by the very professionals that are supposed to know more than us.  My children and parents would never have harmed me like what has gone down if it wasn’t for the governments interference from Australia and New Zealand grooming and using vulnerabilities to beat up a family.  I am very educated; I may not have the piece of paper, but I know more about some medical than anyone else because I have experience along with knowledge in many fields.  I have a broad understanding of life on many subjects with a deep understanding of peoples cognitive thinking and social environments, in fact I have the X factor in many fields also.  I will not take such violence on an innocent person that battles physical challenges on a daily basis.  Using my story for a media fest of persuasion to harm a person and fraud her life.  Not acceptable.

 

I would appreciate being treated appropriately, support in accommodation, to stay on here voluntarily until I can find accommodation suitable, (last resort), or put into emergency housing that is decent, hopefully within a few days. To be free from any more control in this facility, to be able to leave when I want to.  I have a right to make decisions on my welfare, no one should be dictating my life, no one can live like that, it’s torture and cruel, disempowering and causing undue health problems.  I would like the wrongs to put right, legal matters to be dealt with appropriately. 

 

My life should read, got up, had breakfast, exercised, had enough food, housing, run business, go for coffee, engage with friends all over the world and work colleagues etc., maybe go out for tea, but it consists of conversations over gastritis, begging for a banana or food which they won’t give any way, this feels like a Grant Morgan crime to me and a nasty one at that. Treated like a naughty child. The notes written about how im complaining, absolutely disgrace, I should not have to answer to anybody, when I have looked after many people in my life including my welfare.  This is a form of abuse, preventing nutritional needs.  Then watched, continually checking where I am, all through the night staring at me, lying to me, preventing welfare, preventing nutrition, rights.  I have a right to stand on decency and honorability accountability.  You won’t see me invading people’s privacy or space, “it’s in their job description,” well I’m sorry you know exactly what I am talking about, and this is not right.  I refuse to enter anymore of this nonsense.

 

 

Attached:  ACC claims and correction of some records

Medical history

Ignored medical complaints

Defamation of character

Accommodation neglect and mistreatment

 

Response to Reports filed by Doctor Pal and Nurse.

 

This is a Housing and financial crime – when no money, you are left to be harmed common sense tells us this.  Welfare Control and Gender Violence play a large role.

 

I could of gone with a guy and sold myself short for the rest of my life, which I was not prepared to do.  I value my life and will only accept high standing people in my personal life

 

I would like Discharged from this compulsory order and free to leave, not having to explain myself when this is not called for.  Treated like a normal human being that I am with full respect and responsibility to abide by rules and regulations instead of being treated like a child, a naughty one at that.  I have worked in health facility and many places before and understand right from wrong, I find this whole exercise inexcusable.

 

I don’t even know why I am responding to these false allegations and absolute nonsense, but I suppose I can humor you all.

 

Complaining and having a conversation about concerns are two different things, for a provider or nurse to write down their interpretation is not acceptable.  They should be writing down facts of discussion. Not their feelings about a situation unless I was smashing things and yelling, touching people or swearing at people.  Which I am not and do not.

 

Do you know how media, persuasion, comedy, radio, film, reality tv work and the kinds of people in this world.  Example Big Brother have you seen the behaviors these people display as big brother controls their lives for months, what about dating programmes, and the sleazy behavior’s there, or maybe Leigh Harts media Moon TV etc., how can you condemn me with all these disorders when his media is disturbing and very destructive.  I’m sorry but by me being made homeless is no grounds for all these assessments, questions, interrogations to beat up a woman add more files to her name to discredit her true character which is very high standing.

As for affecting my daily living my mental state, rubbish a financial problem caused by corruption, I will leave that there. Enough said.  No one steals and uses a person then thinks they can detain destroy in the mental health services for more power because she doesn’t have a partner.  I will never volunteer again while I’m used in communities for their gains while my family suffer.  I have trusted the wrong people and I will not make that mistake again.  Not only that I my gender and personal life is no one’s business to be honest.  My income and financial position are also no one’s business yet I’m completing violated with no rights continually.  Doing this to someone who has stood in storms and physical health battles that most people don’t survive is not acceptable. 

 

Regarding medication they are detrimental to my wellbeing, and past proves this to be the case, I have only just recovered from a terrible injustice from Kensington Timaru.  I should not have to be in wheelchair because of this violence, while this government refuses to put this right.  I am owed compensation, and this is attached.  This is not grounds to attempt on someone’s life when I have so many things I want to do in life.  This service is to empower people, not disempower or using false allegations and assessments.

 

I have every right to know who enters my room and if that means keeping alert I will, I have no rights at this time and that is disturbing considering my nature and decency including my mental state which is extremely good thank you, except for the injustices that need put right.  No one should have to be gaslighted in the services harming their welfare wasting hours and days just to get somewhere with a service.  This does not mean there aren’t some nice people here, there is, it’s the nonsense I’m referring to.

 

I am not at risk of deterioration of my mental state, on the contrary, but this continual neglect of my welfare does have effects on my body, mind and soul.  None of which should be happening to start with.

 

I have my system down to a fine art to stay healthy but when financial comes into play this changes everything, this is not acceptable.  A stolen life, home, businesses, animals plus so much more, sorry that is fraud of a life, and quality of life, my wellbeing.  At no fault of my own.

 

I am a perfectionist and an organizer and will not take these comments that are made about my mental state when these are not true. 

Abnormal state of mind, excuse me this is enough.  This whole exercise is to question me, interrogate me then write false records so I can squirm my way out of this injustice.  Psychological abuse, sorry not acceptable, these doctors are to look after one’s wellbeing and not play such cruelty out because a person is standing against violence.

 

Mood Cognitive Disorder – absolute disgusting, I will not enter explaining anything here, my thinking is in line with common sense and honorability, accountability, responsibility and if that is a cognitive problem then I suppose then I have one.  As for mood my mood is very stable.

 

We have a voice box to use according to what we are wanting to deliver to the person or audience.  I will stand and talk in a firm voice when I need to, sorry I don’t agree with Dr Pal, but I do not have to agree with the Doctor, I have that right to think for myself.  What is anyone doing assessing me for anyway.  I do not suffer with anything more than I am a victim of an organized crime that controls my welfare.  It’s not up to me if I’m prevented from housing on purpose, yes purpose.  Lisa Searle made sure of that.  Not acceptable, she does not know me or my case without being prepared to take the time to understand which she has not done.  Which means she has no right to put down these allegations which have harmed my welfare and prevented accommodation and rights within winz.

 

An investigation is the only way that any medical provider can get a true reading of a situation or disorder, this has not been carried in an honorable way, so because of this there is not a diagnosis or any disorder, but an allegation of beliefs.

 

Delusional about what? I am a NZ citizen and entitled to Justice including financial help.  Medical have done so much damage in my life, its time I was set free from this and given life.

 

Even if I want to have delusions or believe the sky will fall in, that is not a reason to medicate or condemn a high standing person.  Yes, that is right high standing.   what about understand how gender violence and internal corruption works, with a domino effect, in turn causes defamation of character, one lie, I perception, which leads to a long line of people believing something that is not true.  Ends up being a framing of information stacked against a person to harm.

 

If I had an apartment this conversation and allegations would not even be present, I would be moving on with my life.

 

Using these disorders because I’m standing against violence is an absolute reckoning of a person’s life.  These are not true.  To believe the world is a just world would be delusional.  To use mental health to take away my quality of life and does need to stop is inhuman. I nearly died because of medical violence and medications as per the claims attached.  To ignore the truth about a person’s whole life and use some incorrect files that the Doctor has written is an injustice and not acceptable.

 

I am a rape victim, and a survivor of domestic and family violence.  Also, white collar crime, along with organized crime.  To use I’m delusional to prevent justice when you do not know this case it not acceptable.  No woman should not have a voice. 

 

Lacks insight and irritable mood.  Absolutely not true. This assessment after assessment to defame a person and her life saving face for perpetrators.  Trying to cause different mood through the questioning, when I disagree get firm with Doctor, he then says I have irritable mood.

 

Allegation that I can’t take care of myself.  Please I have spent my whole life taking care of my family and extended family, people in the community plus leadership roles.  I will not take these allegations they are untrue and very cruel to put down the opposite to the truth.

 

Sandra has been wondering the streets, absolute lies never, I’m not a wonderer but a very stable person.  I was pushed out of accommodation as stated and left with no option but to walk down a street with belongings, then asked hotels etc. for help, as Winz neglected my welfare.  End of story and factual.  I approached the Māori wardens outside Hyatt, and they said they could help, and we went to the Kiosk where I was greeted by Tony and Amy.  Tony then enquired about accommodation to help, but the only option was Police Station, I did not have conversations with the Police at Police Station, these allegations came from Tony and the Police’s perception which is incorrect.  I did not want to go to Police these are the very people who have harmed me and my family beyond measure.  Stealing life and freedoms for 10 years.  Risk of wondering behaviors, if that isn’t an insult, I don’t know what is.  I only have my feet, and that is how I get around, enough of these insulting behaviors.

 

Mental services in Australia are attached and you can read this to see for yourself an injustice that actually happened at Warragal Hospital, Latrobe was the end result and was given false information, using that to have me raped and medicated drugged for days.  Nearly lost my life for a crime I did not commit.  But threats and violence beyond measure, my car was smashed into later and I was telling the truth and Simone Skoop Warragal mental health knows this.  A trainwreck that Australia created while I served their country.  I was a badminton coach, community coach, up to 4 days a week, about to start a new job and still worked for council part time.  Along with on 2 boards and secretary on one, plus many engagements in dancing and volunteer work.   I will not take this anymore, stopping ignoring the truth and look at what I did for an ungrateful community. I gave gifts all sort while I was harmed. All the while defamation of character online, illegal dating sites, radio etc., yes true I was told by many, the internal corruption from NZ is not acceptable. You try stand in that storm while they take everything and prevent financial freedom.  As for being diagnosed with delusional disorder from Latrobe, no that was Warragal after they attempted on my life and medicated me for 2 days, I arrived at Latrobe in a drugged state where I was raped and harmed, then gang members threats etc.  Excuse me, this will never be acceptable.  What grounds will there ever be for this, the answer is none. That is final.

 

This doctor Pal making out I’m calm them my mood changes, what he is saying is I refuse to give him what he wants and refuse to allow him to write lies about me, along with do not agree with him, which I have every right.  This has gone too far.

 

Barbara Morgan and my ex-Husband are very vindictive people, I will not enter this any further they have contacts throughout the services and in high places and do and say whatever they want to harm myself.  It’s called a payback type behavior for the fact I got custody, and they were shamed by their son again.  He did this throughout his childhood as well.   I will not carry these kinds of people any longer and have not for many years. It is an offense what the Morgan’s have done to an innocent family to abuse them everywhere possible.  To hide their sons disturbing behavior’s.  His behavior’s not mine, I scrubbed him up into a normal human being, but unfortunately, I was just a step for him to stand on. The Morgan’s should be in jail, for the violence caused on an innocent family including my parents.  Defamation of character is an offense, which stands for lies that are told about someone, not truths but lies.

 

September 2019, I returned to NZ abruptly, absolute lies, I returned in July.  Left son with no food, lies again.  He was 18 in a matter of days and young men of his age do have time away from their parents, this is not uncommon. 

 

Using false records and a crime from Australia to continue to harm victim is inhuman and needs to stop.

 

While in accommodation it is a well-known fact the sex industry is in hotels etc., common knowledge so my story is not out of place and is true.  No delusions here sorry. I even had a video of a guy in elevator touching himself Infront of me, so enough of this injustice against a high standing woman.  No, I didn’t dream that up, make it up, it’s a fact, plenty of Muslims have done the same in front of me, it is not called for.  This is just how some men behave and we just must look past it.  Can’t put in report to police because they are harming my welfare and it will not be taken seriously, in fact will be used against me, that is not acceptable and shows just how wrong this situation is.  It’s time the NZ Police were accountable for their actions against an innocent family.

 

Housing with Tuscancity did not fix the problems, some a little better but did not fix the problem nor did they give me sky tv I paid for nothing.  Claiming to be a celebrity, did not say that, but any person that has had their life breached online by NZ Police and others through intranet and other platforms is violated against their rights.  It is illegal.

 

I said I have the X Factor and should be standing on the Simon Cowell stage that is all, I can say that if I want to, I can say I want to fly to the moon too if I want to, that is not grounds to medicate of detain harm me, people say all sorts of things, go watch tv, NZ tv get away with some very low grade tv yet they are not medicated with delusions which just goes to show this is an attack on my life.  Gaming spends their lives killing things and people, this nonsense has gone too far.

 

I have evidence to back up everything I say.  This attack on my life needs to end, if people treated me the way I treat people we would have a peaceful and caring environment without all this nonsense, we would all mind our own business and stop with allegations that are unfounded but a doctor’s opinion to defame a person’s credibility.

 

The NZ Police have acted below the belt in my life and that is a fact.  This is not for discussion as to why I was made homeless, but this is a separate case of defamation of character.  I have every right to file reports regarding inappropriate behaviors from Police Officers, this does not make me delusional in any way, in fact courage to stand against such a cruel force of people.  I did not end up at the Police Station I was forced to go there by Māori wardens, I had no choice if I wanted some sort of accommodation.

 

Doctor Pal’s allegations are ridiculous and this needs to stop they are false, not my delusions but factual based if you bothered to see the evidence and true picture.

 

Stating I have a mental illness that I am not prepared to accept, has gone too far, I do not and never have had one.  As for a delusional disorder I take offense to my intelligence on this matter.  I am not delusional about anything, I live in reality and do not cause trouble, but files are created everywhere throughout the services while I’m mistreated, through organized crime this is factual, and I have the evidence.  To imply I have a wondering behavior is below the belt and an insult to my high moral standing.  I’m living reality right now and it is an injustice.  Even if I did suffer with delusional behaviors, which I don’t, no one has a right to harm me, medicate me or detain me unless I am at risk to myself or someone else.  I will quote from what my lawyer has instructed yesterday, from reports that have been filed with Doc Pal and Nurse.  This is inexcusable.

 

 

3^rd April 2023

 

Neglect of rights and privacy, lies and manipulation by Amber Davis to get to me room.

 

Amber turned up at reception filled reception up with lies to get the receptionist to take her up to my room.  Discussing. Used her position to make out she couldn’t contact me and was concerned.  Lies.  Amber ignores me, she could have emailed me, texted me or called and left a message for me to contact her which she did not do.

 

Amber goes onto say I missed the medical review, lies there was never one organized, I tried to organize one.  No correspondence sent at all.

Amber then tells me she texted me, which is lies. 

 

Amber then goes onto say Jane from pathways couldn’t get me to sign forms and didn’t engage with her when I did on a few occasions. 

 

Amber then tells me she will close the file in 2 weeks as I don’t need the services anymore as I am doing fine.

 

Then Amber goes onto ask me if I’m having any thoughts.  This is disgusting.  What thoughts? the ones that mental health made up and wrote down.

 

Then goes onto talk about my mental state before I came in, rubbish, I was forced into homelessness Dan and Carmel’s violence in accommodation and by winz as they refused to give me emergency accommodation when I had nowhere to live.  Not once did I disrespect, abuse or yell at anyone although they deserved a lot worse. This internal violence.  Cassandra has also caused trouble.  She is used by Dr Pal to harm me.  Dirty.  Cassandra in contact with Grant Morgan violence against her mother.  Cassandra is clearly sick to be engaging with such a person.

 

Amber said the reason she turned up was because she couldn’t get hold of me. Lies never tried in a respectful way.  We have technology these days and she never treated me with any respect as she never does. 

 

I am not under the ACT and it is a breach of my rights and privacy to turn up on my door step unannounced. 

 

Very let down by the help from Taylor Centre, only harmed, forced medication no grounds, false records and lies, made up nonsense.  Harmed my mind body and soul nearly killed me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dr Lisa Searle 11.30am       15^th April 2023

Appointment paid $35

Lisa started by asking if I was still engaged with Taylor Centre.  I said no, she said you need to be on medication because you believe people are following me.  Absolute lies, I never ever implied or said that.  These doctors take what is normal and make it somehow a mental condition, twisting the truth.  Violence internal corruption.  She was threatening me in a roundabout way.  Told me I need to engage with Taylor Centre and was very unhappy with me.  Not nearly as unhappy as what I am with her and what she has done to my life.

 

Then she says you were better on the medication, absolute cruel woman.  Knowing how crippled and sick I was on it.  What a disgusting woman.  Suffered with Depression, anxiety, phobia, crippling health conditions.  Could hardly walk, scared to leave room, in pain, nearly died this is abuse, burning up when moving inflammation real bad. She takes no responsibility for her destructive behaviour. 

 

Taylor Centre break all my human rights and have harmed me, neglected my welfare and side effects, corrupt notes just violence.

 

I went to see Lisa for disability certificate.  I received a text and email from Lisa saying to come in and see her. 

 

They didn’t put on records last disability certificate from 7 months ago into the system stating my muscle problem yet had me injected with medication you don’t give someone with muscle problems let along calcification in her body.  Regardless there is no grounds to force medication or medicate to begin with.

 

Then Lisa wants to do a mammogram, just rubbish, she ignores all my other problems. Yet wants to focus on nonsense.

 

Lisa was told about my muscle’s stiffness, pain, shoulders, hips fatigue.

 

I asked to have ultrasound done on shoulders to show her I now have calcification in 2 shoulders not just one now, since I was forced medication.  This was ignored.

 

Told her about a pain in my back which I spoke about a couple of month prior also to her, a deep pain.  I believe it to be kidney infection, but she just ignored this also.  I am taking antibiotics and already starting to get better.  I told her it affects me in bed on my back also, just dismissed.

 

My problems have always been physical, yet they are trying to make out mental to hide their negligence.  Then Lisa tells me I should go swimming when movement on my shoulders like that causes inflammation caused by the calcification, exercise is not the answer to deposits of calcium when it causes inflammation.

 

Lisa filled in form $82 a month for disability allowance.

 

Winz has not actioned it.

 

 

17^th April. Countdown nonsense from Muslims which has been going on since 2019 when I worked at countdown and had Religious Indian Muslim harassment.  It is racism against a white woman along with gender violence.

 

Indian at countdown just like Muslim Indian in court mental health violence.  Indian to fix price that was wrong.  Putting in $39 when it was $3.80 then pushing pay now, when I was still putting items through.  Muslims always fucking with me at countdowns.

 

A Victoria st countdown, my cooperative card was declined by bank prior, Indian told me to use the counter at the end.  Rubbish money was in account.  Bharthan, Singh, Pal and the likes fucking with me,medical violence, using their position to harm a woman over what? illegal mental health violence.  There has never ever been grounds for this violence.  These dirty bitches illegally in my life then cause chaos to victim to have them occupied with nonsense instead of living, it’s called organized crime.  Breaking of a person and controlling their life using cruelty to control in all parts of the system.

 

Sent email to lawyer Beatrix Woodhouse re Medical mistreatment Lisa Searle.

 

 

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