Go Fund Me

Because of the illegal breach I have no privacy in putting up go fund me page without the criminals watching, as I try to get justice knowing they are controlling and abusing behind the scenes and preventing justice.  Making a big mess and joke out of our lives.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shSr4i_ZHfI&authuser=0

Please email: joyce4873@outlook.com for any donations and I will give bank details.  

The donations on go fund me is illegal activity do not donate on there, copy cat corrupt officials stealing and controlling my life while I do the work continually.  Corrupt Government New Zealand using my story for their gain again.  Years of Stolen Story for corrupt officials to use and abuse, its over you will go to court I will make sure of it.

This page will be corrected.  The information is not correct Im being beaten up by corrupt Government, Medical, Police, Gang, Corporate.

I will fix this page up by the end of March. All links will be active by the end of March. 

Please go to https://into-style.com/ to donate and for full story (Website has been taken down). Criminal Activity Shopify Violence steeling and frauding and framing me, horrific violence gaslighting lying distortion and corruption from shopify staff.  I have evidence of everything but no lawyer will stop this violence they want me beaten or sex exploited, they play with me sending me here there any everywhere while told no, 3 years of this crime from lawyers and corrupt courts driven by corrupt David Gaskin who needs to be before a judge, he has attempted murder on all my family and also stolen finances, home, businesses etc continually for years uses me for online media game and frauds my family every day of life and money anything that is normal.  It is corrupt officials because we are talking about the top in New Zealand they think they can abuse destroy use and harm decent woman with talent, most them don't have talent they just hold a position.

They have been abusing me because go fund me page, shows that police are not acting for me so they think they can abuse me too, and they tried arrange marriages through my store it is illegal corruption and gender violence.  

 My life is in danger Im being beaten by corrupt officials.  I have no security. They have stolen 2.5 years of thousands of hours creating over 50 stores on my business into-style.com and thousands of dollars.  Beaten up by corrupt Muslims Singh violence.  TGM236 Tim Is a criminal cop who beats me up daily too with Mark Raymond Offen.  This crime is run by corrupt cops, then medical involved on the account of corrupt cops to cover up a crime scene dating back to 1998.  Im threatened and abused down the street by gang which is also caused by corporate corruption who get people to abuse me if I speak.

Sadly I have started up another website and again being harmed by corruption in the store, preventing me from working on it.  Once again another round of violence taking my freedom and stealing my financial freedom.  I live in poverty with not enough to eat at times, they have tried selling me to rich men and arranged marriages, Im exploited by NZ Government Police.  Beaten because i'm a victim of rape and attempted murder, children stolen and beaten up brainwashed and all isolated.  No Christmas or birthday or anything for over 8 years.  We are victims of a serious Morgan crime and David Linda Gaskin Crime from Timaru New Zealand.   Lawyers are playing with me and abusing my welfare, corruption everywhere no human rights just crime where I sit as a hostage in my own country in a room with nothing.  Dirty Government fraud and stealing my talent, dirty media all over the world stealing and using me for TV Entertainment, using my family children too for a dirty Muslim crime exploiting them on TV with an association game.  Andrew Coster is exploiting me and my family and preventing justice.  He is protecting corrupt government medical media and police who are criminals rapist and murderers.

 

Hi my name is Sandra Morgan, I am a victim of crime and so is my family, my children and I had our lives stolen from us in New Zealand through organised Crime in 2014, which continued into Australia, corrupt lawyers, court, police, medical, religious, attempted murders, rape, fraud, stolen identity online, charity corruption, media, entertainment industry, medical negligence, torture plus so much more. I will get into this crime on the site when I write the story and what has happened here. I will be using people's names and they will be exposed just as I was exposed and defamed all through communities and across the world illegally framed and abused while media edited to defame victims in the worst possible way driven by corrupt police. This all driven by violent ex family members, rapists and false records violent police. My children and I all with high standards, did not do drugs or addictions, nothing.

 

I have been forced to talk expose crimes, I hate it, its stolen years off my life, other peoples crimes done to my family, I am a private person and hate being in the lime light I was forced into it. I enjoy having a voice when I can but I don't enjoy the violence and corruption and stolen identity fraud. I don't gossip, now i'm painted as a person who talks about everyone because I have been isolated and forced into entertainment with breaches out in a room and beaten up by media daily.  my life is no ones business, I have had my hand forced into speaking while breaches and beaten. This is not my doing and wish perpetrators would leave victims alone, let them live and systems were accountable to victims having a voice and justice.  But corporate white blue collar are completely corrupt government police medical media they just use people for their entertainment they don't care about distruction to them there families it community it's irrelevant because they can't be stopped especially once they take victims financial freedom. 

 

I am wanting only enough money for survival at this point, meaning I can access gym equipment, the food I need for my body to function well, as I am no good to this crime scene if I'm not well and healthy. I'm wanting $10,000 for each of my children x3 so they have back up money should anything happen and they need it, i.e. broken down car or medical help etc. Which will be documented when I write the full details of where the monies will go. I need safety and security, safe accomdoation, standing up against officials in high places causes the victim to be in danger. Any person standing up to bully's puts themselves in very dangerous positions especially when Im going to stand against those professionals. This is not for a house or a boat or anything like that, just what I need until this crime can be resolved. Most the money is for law changes and putting people before the courts making judges and lawyers accountable at the same time taking the criminals through the court system. The justice system is set up for criminals to walk free and victims to be retraumised and beaten until dead. I have been a subject of an illegal breach and online crime where millions infact billions are still rising made out of my story all over the world, my money not there's, which I intend to put before the courts also. The breaches are in radio, singing, entertainment industry, tv, media in all forms, police, fire, medical, lawyers, courts, all over the world.  I need $100,000 for security as my life is in danger of corrupt officials who continually play and abuse me neglect and take all rights preventing justice.  I need money for accomodation safe that is not breached, so I can have security outside, I need money for gym equipment because my body has been badly harmed by the corrupt crime medical attempted murder I need to get my muscles back working and my system back working.  I need money for food that is beneficial to my body not live in poverty while i'm beaten up by corruption.  Serious Fraud Office are also harming me and threatening me that they will be a witness against me, standing for corruption David Gaskin, Mark Offen, Tim Badge 301, Morgans, Corey Reid, Janine Reid, Olly Wilson, Bharthan these people are criminals and have committed serious offences.  Muslims beat me up all the time throughout the system, false records and beatings everywhere because i'm standing, every time I stand they harm me more.  Its criminal cruelty and driven by corrupt police medical government and media distortion.  Im threatened by gang members down street caused by these corrupt officials and corporate trying to scare me and threatening to beat me up.  Violently harmed in accommodation gaslighted by management if I speak I'm just to take the control and corruption.  It's dirty Muslims Greg. Exploitation.  They lie cheat fraud violate intimidate and play games especially Bree playing 3 violence.  Cruel breach and disturbing people not nice people but part of a dirty game driven by the perpetrators. Prime investigations crime corrupt cop Mark Raymond Offen.  They lace food when they feel to cause health problems making it look like it's part of my physical illness, most illnesses are caused by violence and this accomodation is Violence and cruelty.  This hotel has all sorts ffrim gang members to corrupt officials police medical all sorts I here.  Grey gas lights me in emails and insults my honourability and my financial situation.  He's a cruel vindictive Muslim. Woman beater he gets away with it because of the group of corrupt officials controlling me in entertainment industry and corrupt medical and police. I haven't done anything to deserve this breach and violence but continually harmed and abused by men. 

I have an online business and cannot run that at this time, I can continue to add to it but I cannot run it. (This was taken off me on the 13 January Jacinda Ardern violence). Grant Robertson and Tim violence.  The online breach and violence prevents freedom, I have been subjected to this for years and years now, this stops me from any financial freedom. I am horrifically controlled. Like I said everything stolen. Stolen Life. Everything I do these online criminals and corrupt officials take, they use me for my experience and want me to be a slave to them a public servant living a life that is not on my bucket list. Playing a violence Muslim Catholic Religious game. A rose game from hell. Violently beaten up on media and on MacBook, phones tapped full control illegal police corporate violence. Victim of Blue and White Collar crime for over 10 years.

 

I have not had any family since 2016 pretty much, in different countries now, by this time my family already been seriously psychologically abused, groomed and by the end of 2017 family pretty much gone. No Birthdays, no Christmas's, nothing completely stolen life. It's now 2023 nearly 2024 and still a victim of horrific Muslim and Catholic religious violence trying to get rid of me to shut me up over their illegal activity and attempted murders. Children are under the corrupt violent offenders and can't get out otherwise will be homeless with nothing completely isolated. Brain washed so much that they cant see what's being done and who the criminals are.

 

$999,000,000 is funds for Law Changes in both Australia and New Zealand, I cannot get this crime put in court with out money as it needs to go under private prosecutions, this costs a lot of money which I do not have. Right now I just sit in a room with nothing, but a crime scene that has not been dealt with. And my family has been destroyed through the crime. I am recovering from horrific medical violence at present and recovery very slow. I have many medical negligence cases which I also cannot do anything with unless I have money. I will get into the in's and out's when I write the law changes I am fighting for peoples rights and to help stop gender inequalities and internal violence. I have had many offers where I could take hush money or marriage to shut me up, this is not an option too much has been destroyed and I want justice for myself, my family and 2 countries that have serious problems in the system. Im not for sale. I have been throughout the system and understand it very well. I am not prepared to do civil prosecutions because that's a pay out and I want changes and accountability not money so they get off Scott free. Once you read my story you will get a good understanding of what every part of the money is for, why I am having to turn to Gofundme Pages etc. I do intend on taking this breach to court and getting what's mine financially in the end.

 

Family, Domestic, Community, Gender Violence will stop if I have anything to say about it. Illegal Breaches and arranged marriage violence, IT violence horrific within the system. Corrupt cops and coverups.

 

The highest death rate is through family violence in both countries! It's time for change and that is exactly what I intended on doing. I am going to explain and show how family violence doesn't stay in the home but it extends to friends, communities, systems and false records corruption which harms the victims.  The more people who climb on board the more complicated it gets and harder to expose, making victim look mental at times, which is part of the plan especially in family court system corrupt lawyers and judges.  Unfortunately people don't like taking accountability so they are more likely to turn into a perpetrator as their positions could be in question.  They know its wrong but stay back as don't want to be harmed by these criminals, that's how these despicable people isolate people, they only allow the victim to associate with certain people in my case mental's, druggies and criminals, they dirty you and your name, they defame you and beat you up everywhere so when you react you look like you have the problem when you are just reacting to situations.  If you don't open your legs to corporate they throw you into gang violence its criminal illegal and disturbing Luxon and Nicola are part of this violence. The corporates don't care because they are all getting off on the beatings and because so many of their colleagues it's kinda like a cruel game and entertainment for their sick minds.  They are very sick individuals who are not good to run the country or be in high positions because they are prepared to abuse and have a world watch on while the beatings happen taking all rights and freedoms.  They are murderers of life family and will steal from you.  This government frauds families and beats them on a daily basis.  Medical are the mafia to get rid of their problem once they have used them in the system and made the money from them breaching them Police breach and grooming, Scientology.   Police are scientology and so are many in high places like medical media etc entertainment industry.

 

I am also wanting to set up independent advocacy organisations throughout both countries, as it stands advocacy is not available to some people and left to be under full conservatorship control, state control, with no rights. There is advocacy services but they only ever give you some information after the violence has occurred in the system. That is not good enough and they don't represent a person, only give the info. In my case they refuse to tell me who's behind the control, every time I ask I am stoned walled, with an advocate who is working for the client, this information can be given. Can't deal with an injustice if you cant name the people behind it, very clever way of controlling the victim, and very disturbing. Full control of every part of your life. First Responders can take your human rights and that needs to stop also. You don't want to be under state control when the perpetrators are in those places. There is no help for woman of violence within police, government, medical and fire. When a victim of family violence there is no one to turn to, no one to help when they use the system also to control you, you're pretty much dead.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Clth5kpkiJc

 

The crime within the system is enormous and out of control. I will document very clearly everything I intend to do with the money and the crime in another part of this post. Money will be dealt with through legal channels so accountability is available to all those who support this cause.

 

I want this dealt with asap and I want my freedom to live, I want my life given back to me, it is no body's right to take and control my life. I want peace where I can have all the things I love and enjoy in life again. I want people and all the people I have met which is hundreds to have their lives put back to normal, since covid life has been very cruel and I do not accept what has been done to so many innocent people. I want change so no body ever has to go through what I have been subjected to ever, and I sure don't want children to continue to be harmed through out the system. As it stands children throughout the system are very vulnerable and a lot of serious bad outcomes still continuing, the only way for change is to stand. I want to stand for a while until I can set up new pathways for better outcomes, then I want my time to rest and recover from this ordeal, run my business get the home I want and live a full life free from this crime.

 

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Private Advocacy and accountability for corrupt government is what I want to set up, that is the only was we as a country can be transparent, as it stands they the corporate or those in high places can corrupt the course of justice when ever they want and the victim has no voice.  Its time advocacy privately run who are trained in law are put along side these victims so when dealing in the system they will never been harmed, it is also for those who are convicted of crimes they did not commit and left to rot, too many planted evidence by police and people locked up for other peoples injustices, its time this changed.  Governments cant change this as they are the problem, Winston Peters and others think they can steal my go fund me and implement all sorts of nonsense in the system, absolute waste of tax payers money.  This service has to be independent of government and funded by the public, it is a must if we want change, people filling in complaints is a waste of time the whole system is corrupt.  Only those they feel like acknowledging do they acknowledge the rest are taken for a ride, especially when they do not know their rights.  All victims are on the back foot when they do not know their rights and are generally severely harmed by the lack of knowledge.   It's not just about the victim being educated its the family too, otherwise what happens is family doesn't believe victim because they don't understand the system or the mental health that the perpetrator has.  Psychopaths and Narcissistic people can be very hard to see, let alone understand when family not educated in looking for traits for understanding and good solid counsel.  This causes family violence which is perfect for the perpetrators controlling the violence to cause friction chaos and violence within the family, none of this is acceptable its moving the crime onto the innocent family, hiding the perpetrators actions and intentions and changing it to look like family violence.  Don't get me wrong the family also then commit crime just like the innocent person down the street that doesn't know the truth who climbs on board the crime scene and takes the wrong side.

I will expose services later on down the page and there corruption and payoffs they do for managers and corporate governments especially.  The abuse government do to victims and the control threats and injustices they inflict on victims in all parts of the system.  The psychological abuse and accusations to scare and control victims is brutal.  My mothers mind was taken years before she died to this crime of mind control run by corrupt David Gaskin.  My mother also was neglected by medical and that is the reason she is dead, she was left in a very cruel condition and beaten up by Muslims, Wilson, Morgans, Reid, Gang and Gaskin.  Gaskin is at the top of the crime looking down watching the violence play out but not acting, he's the one behind the crime while his puppets inflict the violence on victims.  Poisoning was done to my mother on more than one occasion caused by Steve Scotland and Olly Wilson.  These perpetrators put people in your life to control their victims and continue to collect information.  Gaskin didn't have to do anything he just had to sit and watch breached homes, tap phones, internet, computers etc and enjoy the cruelty and control, His wife would turn up to an event my mother was having from time to time to let her know they were still there watching.  I knew exactly what Linda Gaskin was doing, I was ropable but in another country and I couldn't do anything about it, my mother would not believe me anyway because she is nieve and was so badly beaten up in the brain she really choose to block everything out in the end, couldn't handle the crime and the destruction that was done to her grandchildren and daughter.

You have to understand once the perpetrators run you out of community takes your home, your foundations you spent your life building, your business your friends, colleagues etc you reputation, then in comes the destruction and stolen life, you are then mincemeat for government control vote collecting and grooming and horrific violence where the perpetrators use there family members and colleagues to beat and harm throughout the system with defamation and false records to frame destroy and in some cases murder.   I will show the violence and the intention of David Gaskin behind the Breaches Tapping Phones, All Devices, Media Control, Threats, and how my story was a perfect story to make millions out of all over the world, and use this breach exploiting them where victims are puppets on string under horrific control of law enforcement for a seriously sick game and how they twist the truth to always be right, even when exposed they are still squirming with there bullshit.

 

The Morgans are not getting there picture put up on my go fund me because I will not be victim to being re traumatised by such cruelty and I mean cruelty the officials already know what they have done and it is up to them to lock them up.  No child or woman or parent should have to be re trulamistised by such disgusting people ever.  I will not go there.  As for the the illegal breach operation that Gaskin is head of, that is different these are suppose to be people who protect people in communities not fraud beat abuse the crap out of, that is why I am standing for corrupt country to be held to account and show the flaws in the system when victims reach out for help, and how one corrupt person which leads to a domino effect creates hell for innocent people making people who were not corrupt, corrupt and part of a disturbing crime.  One lie after another and action on that lie then implementing the next innocent person to being framed into being an accessory to the crime.

Here is photos of the main offenders that destroyed and violated exploited my family and put most on life lines. This is basically an open court because they have violated me and my family illegally so the nation can watch and learn. 

David Gaskin, Head of South Canterbury Police 45 Years

Corruption, Hiding Crime 1998, Morgan Crime, My Sons Father Crime, Perjury, Distortion, False Records, The Mastermind Behind the Crime.

Stolen our whole life and reputation, family friends, home, business

My Client for many years through my dancing business, stolen business from community, ruined many many lives through removing a successful community event.  Continued the violence in Australia defaming and lying to have me harmed by the next group of perpetrators.  Been to his home and he has been to mine.  Through me out as bait for perpetrators from the past to reenter my life and cause hell.  No privacy.  We went to Australia to get freedom and privacy not more breaches criminal activity.  Entertainment Industry

Illegal Police Activity, was groomed and visited in mufti in 2014, was given Mark Raymond Offen by David Gaskin when I approached David at Dancing because I had just been mistreated by Police in Timaru and wanted to know the name of the police officer, David refused then because I didn't let it rest he decided Mark Offen will visit me, Mark came along to collect information be inappropriate, not offical making out a friend would visit at night, he had control of my phone and was not put in my life for help but to get rid of me. Seduced me on line it was nothing more than one sided game from hell. Illegal criminal and disturbing. Entertainment/Hospitality/Police/Youth/Council/IT/Mental Health

Association game and psychological games  Exploitation Sex

Steve Wills, White Ribbon, Police, Council, Entertainment IT, Mental Health

Another illegal behind the scenes breach and violence, grooming, exerting there title over a woman for control. 

Came to my home

Tigna Payne Constable, dog drip.  He got my computer, got me to sign his diary took it away because I wanted to get a report done on the Toshiba laptop the one Grant used. Because I believed there was material on there that was criminal, and also it was remotely controlled. Big played games with me, then finally when we got the laptop back, my father was given the wrong one and had to go get the right one.  This was the beginning of the psychological violence in community and association game throughout our life, the take down of my family especially me.  Uneducated police who cannot understand the law and tax. Came to my home

Linda Gaskin Married to David Gaskin

A nasty woman who was my client for many years.  Played a dirty Morgan game and dog game very disturbing behaviours, once again using her power and breach to harm me and my family.  While they watch on and controlled cameras etc and was able to watch the destruction outside done by Olly Wilson and Grant Morgan costing thousands of dollars and time at both my home and my parents.  Organised crime and youth violence.

Youth is Sharon Hanson, Leanne Rothwell, Tony Joyce, Mark Offen, Steve Wills, Gordon Roswall, all council.   Full on Morgan corrupt crime and Tim Crime.  TGM236. Came to my home

Olly Wilson No.5 GYE

Registered Nurse, Mike Pero Real Estate, Scientology, Media, Charities, Government, TOP Party, Psychological abuse, In advert Threats, control and violence, Gang organised crime, internal violence, ACC Breach

I told him not to harm my children to get at me and that is what was done for years.  Took Home, Community, Business along with David Gaskin and Mark Offen, John MacGlashion and Morgan's. Mr Knee violence.  Medical cruelty and horrific abuse throughout the system. Tim driven violence.  Took my phone opened it up to be followed and abused full control of music etc Sandy violence fraud, mental health

Corey Reid and Janine Reid.  Sky Media, violations, criminal activity, Plumbing violence, Internal corruption organised crime, countdown, Kiwibank,  tradies, laced my blue berries, turned nasty for no reason, 8 man along with Scotland 8 dollar man.  Full illegal breach done by David Gaskin on behalf of Morgans Tim etc. Entertainment fraud 

Bharthan attempted murder corruption distortion, perjury, detained and hostage, psychological abuser, Rosie C internal corruption and violence, driven by Wilson Graeme, Olly, Lind and David Gaskin and Mark Raymond Offen did this.  Fraud stolen money by detainment and disempowerment and disability, caused by forcing drugs.  Institutional abuse and violence along with others in that facility who committed an offence. Torturer  

John MacGlashion has no actual recent photo on-line he is living in paranoia with cameras at his house to protect him from the community that he destroyed.  Corrupt Lawyer who sent my family to hell and took all rights abused in his care.  Courts refused to change lawyer and had my children called liars, to undermine them take there voices and destroy adult trust in people.  No protection from perpetrator a set up and attempt to mentally destroy me and my family

Leigh Hart

Entertainment Industry Radio, Tv, Reality Programmes, Sports, Breaches Fraud 

 

Along with New Zealand Media corruption, illegal breaches, Australia Media Breaches in all fields 

 

Violent violent offender who seduces woman illegally and then attempts on their life

 

Storage violence to

Carleen Craw-Thomson, Corruption distortion lies manipulation, DHB Ex Police with her husband David Craw Thomson illegally accessing my records.  Client in dancing came along for information and working for Morgans and Carol Hannifin Morgan corrupt lawyer mates, violence Grant Charles Morgan, Barbara Moore Morgan McCaw, Alan Charles Morgan, these criminals will not be having their photos put up as they are dead to me, violent offenders and murderers and have been for over 10 years, they are criminals waiting to be charged and had up for crime locked away fo good.  Criminal Carleen working along side David and Linda Gaskin criminals. Hiding corruption violence and murderer rapes.

 

So for anyone thinking that the photos are an illegal breach to these people, the answer to that is no it is not, I am breached and don't get a choice about my photos my life, illegal criminal activity the the perpetrators will be exposed and will live with that.  Whats good for one is good for all "Grant Morgan".  Will not be putting up any more photos of people from Timaru too many and some are not worth the effort and will only get a smack on the hand so no point putting them up.

Tim no photo he needs to be locked up, he is abusing criminal.  Senior Sargent Mark Raymond Offen criminal. Badge 301 Tim criminal.

Focusing on where the crime came from which is New Zealand.  Australia has just as many people who have entered into harming children and myself, but this page is really about exposing the original people from New Zealand who stole our life and freedoms.  Although will touch on them a little later.  Also this is about showing how corrupt David Gaskin uses his position to harm a family who left the country for privacy in 2014 for freedom from horrific violence in community Timaru,  yet he followed this story and had my family destroyed abused and attempted murderers.  This will go to court and David and Linda Gaskin will be put infront of a judge.  It is also about showing that a rapist from 1986 can destroy a persons life and reputation who can climb into positions to gain control over victim.  Have me looked as as if I lied and was never raped.

https://www.facebook.com/watch/?v=583665088773591. Law Change Needed. 

> Coercive psychiatry a torture system https://www.iaapa.de/zwang2/halmi_english.htm

I have been institutionised on 3 occassions, drugged, and tortureed beaten raped by corrupt government in New Zealand and Corrupt Police and Muslims Medical. Olly Wilson and Morgan Driven too. David and Linda Gaskin head of  the crime.

 

I will touch on this later near the end of February.

Corruption, Mental Health is a criminal institution who kill and murder people play with peoples lives and corruption false records distortion. This done just after they attempted murder on my life, Bharthan Muslim Catholic and David and Linda Gaskin, Graeme and Olly Wilson, Morgans all of them, Carleen Craw Thomson, they are murderers and they murdered this person.

Im threatened all the time by corporate and used and abused because I am exposing.  I am victim to David and Linda's violent crime scene.

Corrupt mental health lawyers in the system too especially Timaru including Rosie C, Kelly, John Macglashion crime.

Threatened at countdown by this corruption, Serious Fraud Office violence organised on the day they declined my complaint.  Police and Muslim internal corruption.   He is a bully and woman and child beater.

Threatening to take me to be a witness against me, I am beaten up by Maori's and gangs, Islanders and Muslims especially at countdown.  Mainly Muslims and Danny violence.

 

Please read serious fraud complaint. 

 

I will also get into joining the police force later (which was not my doing) also the Snow White programme corrupt psychiatry, Exocisim's, grooming and serious police medical violence along with scientology, CIA Experiments, Horrific Medical and Charity violence.  Fraud Exploitation. Religious control, breaches gang.

STOP!

 

GONE TOO FAR

LOCKING YOU UP SOON CRIMINAL

 

HE HAS NO NAME - JUST A NUMBER (your number is up) Jail

Stolen Children and their minds.  These children are very sick and have been severely psychologically abused and isolated from family, their beliefs distortion is a serious condition.  The people who have entered their life are groomers and controlling welfare caused by violent crime scene.

A family who lived a quiet life in the South Island, New Zealand. I was married to a man who lived a double life, obviously I did not know about this until the later years. As a loyal wife I never spoke about the problems that I faced with my ex husband always hoping things would get better. By 2009 or around about then, the marriage was in a serious condition, my ex was being exposed and his illness very disturbing, very hard to deal with. It involves an unsolved murder, bestiality, rape, child interference, child porn, drugged me and had me raped by a cop who has a child, that has stolen my children and tried to get rid of me, he has addictions and a psychopath. He is a very dangerous man a person who in the community appears to be the perfect husband but they do not know him like his family does especially me. He has committed illegal offences and has been protected by corruption and payoffs. My family including my parents were targets of a very disturbing crime dating back to 1998. I have never committed defamation regarding anybody throughout my life, until after IBAC neglect and all the rights taken in Australia and attempted murder took place, corrupt records, I knew then I had a serious problem and not talking got my whole family abused and stolen life and by talking this was the only way to get this put right, this why the medical and corrupt officials have attempted murder on 3 occasions, made me homeless twice in both countries and tried to sell me, abuse beyond measure knowing I've had many operations and physical problems, very cruel and extremely sick people. This is not acceptable. I have never done anything to deserve this kind of horrific violence. I tried to get help in Australia when we arrived by investigator and lawyer, I was prevented from any help and knew I was in a danger knowing I now had no home and had physical health challenges. Very disturbing crime committed by New Zealand Police.

 

In 2012 the top cop in Timaru said I needed to get custody of the children after I told him ex husbands illness. The top cop was a client of mine for many years and I knew him very well along with his wife also ex police.  David and Linda Gaskin, I never ever thought that the top cop would be part of hiding a crime scene which goes back to the year 1998, who would be part of harming my families welfare through lack of protection due to violent ex family and a Police crime from 2000. Which I found out around 2016 when living in Australia. The top cop knew what the court process was and that victims get retraumitised in the system and the corruption. Yet sent me there anyway. I already had custody of the children they were in my care, I did not need legal custody as Morgan did not have a leg to stand on in getting them, my children older children, not small children. All I had to do is wait until they both turned 16 and there would be no need for legal guardian other than what was already in place which was me, but that was not to be as I was advised to go for custody by top cop. I should of done nothing as my children have been badly harmed and so have I. Continued abuse outside, with full neglect of safety in the community, in fact being pushed out of community and financially ruined, threatened.

 

 

Heres a picture of my sons certificate, this is the top of the class merit award

for the year, 6 years old, he was then offered a chance to go to a gifted school

which we could not afford. Now this child went from the top of his class

to sitting in the toilets by the time the court process had finished with him,

the psychological abuse, the taking of his rights and voice by telling him he is

a liar, destroyed the most innocent charismatic well liked child.

 

 

To top if off, there was a child at the school who had serious mental

health problems, caused by abuse, and was beaten up by grandfather on many occasions

he had behaviour and sexual problems, he would harass my son in the toilets

and always trying to go for his privates, my son got to the point he didn't want to go

to the toilets at school because he was not safe. So I spoke to a professional regarding

this and told them, I also notified the principal he ignored the complaint and refused to put my son in a different class to the perpetrator, and I was left to remove my children from that school to keep them safe. The sad part of protecting my children is Morgan did not have the same standards, you see a perpetrator who interferes with children will always stand with the perpetrators. Morgan stood with the perpetrators mother and would put me down as if I was over protective to people, and I was paranoid and pretty much making it up. Now what's disturbing is when you enter the court process they investigate the mother and they look into all records from schools etc, this principal did not like me because I stood up and removed children, but he liked Morgan the coffee maker who drugs his ex wife's drinks. Not only that I put on a performance free of charge, where I gave the children free dance lessons, at school, which the school refused to give me one plug for my dancing tution at the event. The principal, as I said did not like me, he was sucked in by Morgan, not only that the woman of the child with sexual problems also is a person who was liked by the principal even though I could give you graphic details of disturbing behaviours from that child.  Since speaking out, I am abused in Hospitality in my coffee where they drug them, in Auckland Muslims.

Its called defaming a decent honourable woman and children.

 

 

Once again I have no voice if I say anything Morgan will tell the community I am paranoid and this did not happen. Now this principal has put his 2 cents worth in to hide his neglect of a family and now this against my name, more defamation. I am a public figure in the community and this is not good for my business, I have done nothing and every single person who ever came to my dancing will vouch for a professional community group, I have given to children free lessons at events all sorts, I will not take this Morgan violence. So the children go to a new school and the religious crazies play out what took place at the last school, by getting a boy to touch Tristan on the school bus on purpose, I have to tell Tristan this was an accident and unless it happens again we cant do anything, because I had just changed schools and it was a set up. Then what took place is these religious nutters at the school got one of the boys to start a game of let's see who's dick they can grab, so now all the boys are playing this stupid game. It's actually disturbing. There is a breach on our lives at this point.

Then to top it off, I have gone to all the trouble to change schools to protect my son, and Morgan has the perpetrator on the trampoline with him when I was out getting groceries, I came back and couldn't believe he was left alone like that. Now this woman plays a part to in this violence, I know her quite well and she is a nasty piece of work, once again Morgans mate, he would befriend all my friends I made through the children, he would come over top of me and be the hero. That religious school TCS Timaru Christian School also stole my sons new present, watch, it was reported to principal. Funny enough we got a letter of i'm sorry, but we were not allowed to know who stole it. Interesting my son also had his Christmas present scooter taken from him, it was left outside our home in our property and someone stole it, it is all connected to a violent crime against my family, it was not random but organised crime. It was great for everyone else because scooters were put in communities for the whole country to use, once again religious scientology illegal violations and violence.  It's where they use people good people take from them and then give to others.  Violent psychological religious and government crime.  Morgan kept his wife sick so he could use that as he's the hero, the carer when I am behind absolute everything doing the work he's not, he's just the front man bullshitting people. It didn't matter how sick I was I got up got dressed and continued to be mum 90% of the time except when coming out from operations.

 

I went to Timaru Court and filed for custody. My children were neglected and seriously psychologically harmed at the hands of a corrupt lawyer for child who was engaging with ex family Morgan's, and refused to engage with my parents or myself. This lawyer took all human rights from children, he abused them in his care. I went to court and asked for another lawyer, because of the lawyers lack of respect for children's needs or wants, I was refused, also another right that was refused. The Morgan's had defamed me and my family in the court system, with payoffs to the lawyer. False reports and defamation being forwarded to court thanks to corrupt lawyer. The children had their voice taken from them and called liars. My children's mental states started to deteriorate. We were being abused outside our property by ex husband scaring children and vandalising property. Police ignoring all complaints, a serious breach on my computer, emails, media etc, remotely accessed and controlled by corrupt Morgan's. Absolute neglect from court process, refused protection order. Lawyer even playing psychiatrist in court diagnoses me with paranoia because I put camera's in our home, saying "Ms Morgan's fears are unfounded and Morgan does not pose a threat to his family". Lawyer for child has camera's at his house, I do wonder why he has them, is he paranoid? because he should be for all the families he has destroyed.

 

Australia and New Zealand Court System are as bad as each other. The sad thing about these court systems is they have no regard for life, for families, for children's welfare and woman. It's a power game of who has the most money. Rape does not happen when married it's a mans right thinking which is disturbing. Men generally get away with inflicting horrific violence on innocent people, the lawyers, judges etc don't care, they get paid.



Corrupt Courts Lawyers Role in Family Court - Disturbing but true

My story is used by corrupt governments its actually fraud and organisations get more funding for the corrupt governments dysfunctional family court and systems, especially in Children's Care Organisations.  You see government and corrupt officials purposely use people to collect votes so they cause hell chaos for them on purpose knowing it is wrong and that they are not the perpetrators.  Fact 100%

David Gaskin Crime 

They feed the victim through media its about bringing you up in front of the nation, it is a lie, its about using you and controlling you then attempting murder to get rid of their problem that they created.  Medical use and do the same to people, use peoples stories and illness to use as trials illegally.  No consent. 

I eventually after months of community nonsense got custody of the children, sole custody with no rights to Morgan, because of Morgans illness. If you think that is the end of violence, it is only about to start, the violence is beyond anything. Defamation of character against me in the community. Morgan slowly chiselling away at my character behind the scenes. A man who is driven by jealousy and disturbing retaliations. The children and I just trying to heal from a terrible ordeal caused by corruption and false records.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3fnvO8398c

 

I was a professional dance teacher in the community and had been for many years on a social basis. I have been part of bringing people together, giving people self esteem, helping co ordination, watching relationships grow and marriages take place from my meeting place. This where top cop came into my life. I have barbecued with this man, I have also had many police who entered my home, unfortunately all they did was play games, psychologically abuse, neglect welfare, refuse to protect, insult, accusations, told I'm a liar, sat back and allowed crime to take place ignoring all complaints. Refusing complaints being put forward. False records once again through Morgan corruption. Whats really interesting is that it just goes to show that police are not trained, nor are courts, lawyers or services to see violence, they have shutters on and do not understand the basic's especially when internal corruption hiding a crime scene, its called internal violence and corruption which they all knew what they were part of yet continued to harm innocent family. Morgan was being protected by corrupt police, the medical were being forced into our life to try commit me to get rid of me. The Morgan's next step, his parents had been trying to frame me since they found out Morgan had a big record with mental health services in Timaru, it was about winning, not about the children's welfare that they were never part of anyway, or about my welfare but trying to save face for their Morgan name. Not once did a Morgan member give one cent to the bringing up of the children. Morgan's parents knew exactly what Morgan was capable of. All of Morgan's family connected to police, medical, government, the list goes on. Morgans hiding their little secrets. Internal using their colleagues and family members to gain information illegally and also use against victims which were false records and creating false records for the framing for when innocent person picks up a file then can in turn harm the victim believing the file.

 

What it was and felt like, was a game from hell from the police. There was a letter put into the courts from my mother showing Morgans behaviours that she witnessed, it spoke about Morgan playing a role as if in a movie. This is what the court system police and medical have done to my life, entertainment illegal violence and breaches. The police played this game of ignoring my complaints, coming to my home and playing with me to watch me solve crime after crime, knowing the Morgan was abusing us and that nurse was also Olly Wilson Barbara Morgan and Alan Morgan, this is the hallmark of the police and their disturbing entertainment they get from abusing woman and children. It's the most disempowering position a woman or family can be in as there is no where for help.  Corrupt Carol Hannifin Morgan Lawyer too.



By the way when we left New Zealand in 2014, my business was removed from the internet all my media and newspaper clipping removed as if it never existed, once again corruption control over my life. No one has a right to do this. Hospice violence corporate. When a corrupt corporate which Morgans are, they kill their wives with corrupt records and tests in the medical and put them through cancer treatments. 100% I know of one member who had died as if they had cancer when the cancer is the Morgan. How dare you try erase my life when I have beaten obstacles beyond measure and was creating myself.  No one has aright to destroy someone's life over defamation and lies. 

Any person who is in a violent setting should be allowed to be set free, without judgement or any conversation of who did what, you should be allowed to walk free and get freedom, to go backwards and forwards with rubbish is the crime and this corrupt court system does exactly that.  It should be if you don't want to be together then end of story, No male has a right to harass abuse intimidate defame torture put hits on your ex or anything else, but corrupt courts in Timaru say men rule the world and woman are liars sand children's are also liars.  That is what covid 19 looks like.

 

Example of how corporate work, when I was young I was given a pet animal, my parents were told they had to put it down it had tested positive for a disease, so I lost my animal the interesting thing is not long after they called to say sorry we got the test wrong. A bit late once the animal dead. This is exactly what medical do through internal corruption, it does happen and it is disturbing, forge records to harm victims. I will expose medical they have attempted murder on me too many times and corrupt notes everywhere which I will get into shortly, Morgans. Medical have groomed and destroyed my whole family all put on life lines.

 

I will never be quiet on a subject that destroys children and woman.  The very people men cant live without. 

 

The destruction that my family were victims of when we finally got out from domestic violence in February 2012, where Woman's Refuge refused to help,  was now outside our new home, from rotten fish thrown at house new carport, to contaminated water, to harassment outside to scare children, to killing children's fish outside, to Morgan playing mailman in early hours of the morning would rides past our home and on camera,  to drugging our dogs with catnip type nonsense, police ignore all complaints. They treat me like i'm stupid, trying to push me over the edge. To animals being tortured, to cat being shaved on one side, to killing the plants, spraying them, smashing new water tank by stabbing it, police lies and corruption, tampering with vehicles, letting down tyres all the time putting nails in them, blowing up radiator draining water and playing with oil, putting nails in tyres continually, our vehicles lived out side, to cutting wires to camera's to damaging chorus wires outside continually, its called organised crime and part of this was police and medical driven by people who are working for the Morgans, to harm my parents at their farmlet, and at my home. The list goes on, it went on for months it cost too much, the breach and defamation ended up going into my dancing business with defamation and nasty behaviours started, defamation everywhere especially medical driven by a corrupt nurse and his narcissist behaviours, who is connected to medical, government, religious, violence that also took place, charity violence illegal breaches, real estate violence, gang black power was put into my life to cause hell, he psychologically abused me and played a very nasty game with police listening into our home illegally, violations on phone computers and in home, have a dripping tap outside my window, Morgan use to say that's how you torture someone back in hitlers day. A big story here but Im sure you get the picture. This person Wilson took my phone and then had me harassed when I would walk my dogs, I was now a victim of organised crime and a horrific takedown in the community by corrupt police, Reid, tradies,  and nurse working for Morgans. illegal music violence control on my phone, no privacy. Not once did I lower my standards and behave like this nor did my family. Dirty. TGM236 is a murderer and a rapist. The reason the police protecting Morgan is my sons father a corrupt cop who raped me in 2000 which was so the cop could control over family hiding a crime Morgan had committed, top cop knew this, I didn't know this until 2016.  Police watched on and through cameras etc while we are beaten up getting off on harming ad family, they are every sick people.  It's not the movies its real life.  How dare you insult my mother.  All this organised crime from 2012 to 2014 before we left New Zealand continued in Australia the same violence caused by the same people using look alike in Australia.  Your fucking sick.

 

Heres some photos of the violence we put up with continually, police ignored all cries for help.

Chorus wires that were continually played with to stop internet etc

Morgan on bike harassing us most mornings this photo on boxing day

when there is no mail delivery. This violence continued into

Australia using a guy with rotten teeth to play this game.  Grant Game everywhere, all my ex boyfriends everywhere dirty cruel crime.  All computers etc had to be wired in because the organised crime was so bad.  It then goes into phone calls with services which becomes more written down notes to defame and harm through while collar and blue collar still getting off the the cruelty.

my sons cat had been shaved just on one side, harrassent



Water tank that was near new, stabled then split, cost

hundreds to replace this at my parents farmlet, at my place

I had chemicals put in water that the police ignored. Sent for

testing at laboratory hills, cost money but they never tested it, we were being ripped

off by white collar and blue collar. Weren't sure if that water

was reaching inside too. Health concerns. Morgan worked with chemicals.



Plants sprayed fish killed

Breach on Toshiba Laptop and social media website business

now full of violence, police Morgan nurse violence

 

This just a few things that took place, but it was a continued ruining of my family in the community my business and at our homes.

 

Between the threats and violence outside, the neglect and mocking from the police we had no where to go, we were being severely harmed. So much more happened but will keep it brief so you can get an idea of internal violence in the system. Police quite happy to come to my home to ignore complaints and play with me like this was somehow funny. Very cruel behaviours.

 

We gave up our home, our security, our friends, business, parents all for freedom. The children and I left New Zealand with 5 suitcases and nothing else, no money, nothing to get freedom from harassment and abuse. It really is a very disturbing story when the whole picture is told. Timaru is not our home it is a place that stole so much its disturbing to think about.

A few of My sons birds hand raised birds and talking birds

all gone, he had many more

 



We had 3 Maltese dogs, all gone along with our cats and

fish in an inside tank as well. Gold fish outside killed



Corruption starts with Mike Bernie, rejected dancer, Morgan violence, now taking photos of snowman and my children, Grant has defamed me and the community are believing his lies.  VIOLENCE VIOLENCE VIOLENCE See Below.

 

Olly Wilson on the right, wanting to come dancing, turns up once then lies and talks shit, from the day forward my dancing business turned to hell and the corruption estimated, he took everything with corrupt David Gaskin and Mark Offen.

This is the religious violence that Olly Wilson set onto our family, He lived just a few doors for Olly.  He would stand at the corner with a bible, playing a dirty game and online all dressed in black like a priest.

My dancing business online and webpages are now full of this nonsense

Abide with me.  Religious violence.

 

You have no idea of just how bad and violent this became.

I go to dentist and now they have changed all the pictures on the wall with quotes of bullshit, this is organised crime corporates.  And bibles. Fucking Crazies.  Corruption within a community and this story I am telling you is only a small part of it just enough for you to see just how cruel and violent this dirty court system and corrupt police media media are.

Contaminated water that smelt bad of chemicals and was fluffy, harmed at police station, this when Gaskin refused at dancing to tell me who the cop was that held me in a room for bringing in contained water, as if I was crazy criminal.  

Then my children were neglected in car for about an hour left on their own while cops are holding me for taking in water that clearly was not water.  That water was sent to hills laboratory where they took over $200 and then said we cant test it without knowing what it is, well how are we suppose to know what it is.

Then I am held for about an hour while they bring in mental health services to see if I am mental.  It went in my favour and Gaskin said you should be pleased with that result.  That man is a fucking criminal who murders woman just because he can.  And abuses children just because he can.  He is sick and he is going to jail along with his corrupt wife Linda Gaskin.

We then had fish rotten fish thrown over my new car port, and then that rotten fish was thrown down at gleniti school by my sons classroom.  It is stuck.  You will pay for this violence Gaskin. Wilson, Reid, Morgans, Tim

Our home, vehicles all gone, we have nothing and are about to be homeless to get away from a disturbing violent crime

medical violence abusive neighbours. We had great neighbours for over a year or so where I would take them food and we

would have cuppa's together, then once nurse came in and police violence it was all over, the neighbours daughter a

nurse working with violent nurse who was behind all the violence and set mental health onto me trying to commit me, I was

being harassed everywhere. Im not mental but a decent active community member with a jealous ex family violently beating up on

children and my parents and me. This is what happens when criminals have family members in the system, they can use them to do their dirty work. Morgan lost the court case so needed to attack from a different angle using his corrupt officials.

I had just finished putting up a new bird aviary, landscaping the back yard, Putting up new carport, Putting in new garden out the front and sides Painting and decorating inside, Tint on my windows, put up new fence which neighbours did not pay a cent for but had a lot of nasty remarks to make because of this crime.  From nice neighbours to a crime scene created by Gaskin, Reid, Wilson, Morgans, Offen. Corrupt Council, Life Church, the list goes on. Corrupt Community.  And dog shit left in bags on my property on purpose. Then Muslim Dog violence coming to my door.  

 

They stole from a community, they took many peoples exercise and enjoyment in the community, they took my daughters private school I worked my ass off to keep her at as she did, they took my sons brand new bird aviary, they took every pet and everything we had ever known. Lawyer stole the children's voices, so lack of trust with adults now. Whos got the mental health? exactly the perpetrators. This is a crime from hell and only the beginning haven't even got into the horrific violence caused by this corruption that follows us to Australia where we are groomed and the family destroyed. Attempted murder and homelessness. Phones controlled and we are subjected to children help line on phone all sorts of insults and violence caused by corrupt police. The whole point of mental health is to discredit the victim and show as unfit mother, they will beat her up until they can send her over the edge. Top cop behind this, no protection.

 

My life should read in 2014.  Get up, Get Dressed, make Bed, Get Kids to School, Get son to Work, Fill my day in by housework, organising business, advertising etc, then making meals, walking dogs, doing fundraisers, picking up kids for school, looking after children's needs and emotional welfare, having conversations then going to fucking bed.  That is productive, my life looked like a fucking crime scene from hell caused by these assholes instead, which I still did all of the above but just had to fit in all the violence and work around that also.  Who's got the mental health, who's unbalanced and unfit mother, who's abusing again?  This is to go to court.  This is corrupt courts another problem where all records are corrupt even the judge is the not the correct judge on paper a bike game from hell.  Corrupt courts played with complaint and held onto it and never forward to Wellington and then waited up the right amount of time within the legal system then gave it back saying its to late outside the time frame,  Marita Bool.  Then told by do not fight MacgLashion because of who he is, I said he destroyed my family and he is not getting away.  Martia said you should be happy with the result you won, no I didn't win, my family just got abused for months on end of games and I lost a husband and my children lost a father, that is not a win.  Then said never has anyone got a order like you before you should be over the moon as he has no rights, interesting because they refused to give me the last page with my obligation to the courts.  And the whole thing was lies and a set up that is why Morgans could abuse us outside and no one acted because they lost in court but organised crime can take over and destroy while MacGlashion gets off on lying regarding complaints, then when I put the next one in to prove his bullshit, he then puts in another response of rubbish.  If you think any of this is acceptable it isn't.  MacGlashion will be before a judge he will not be getting away with such a crime scene.    Don't threaten me to hush me for your violence on an innocent family.  This taking of rights is absolutely cruelty and I want answers as to how they are allowed to do this to woman and children and my parents.  The person who is behind this crime needs to be dealt with.  Accused of being a liar, no one tells us what the lie is?  I cant think of any lie that could possible be acceptable that such violence done to my children parents and myself.

 

When I was 16, 1986 I was raped and this perpetrator is mates with the perpetrators and officials he has kept me close for years and refuses to let me go, has beaten me up through the Morgan violence too. Rapists will always keep an eye on their victims, the rape was never reported to police as I just wanted it to go away, it was documented with ACC where my record was illegally accessed by the criminals like lawyer, corrupt cops.

 

I will document Australia crime after I have covered changes I am wanting in New Zealand and Australia. The Australian crime is nothing more than a violent breach of rights illegal online, millions made out of our story, corrupt police, medical, Scientology, police recordings and editing to persuade public, council a slavery using my talents to insult mock and beat me up. Refusing financial help at Centrelink, playing a tax game and harming in employment through defamation, one beating after another for my oldest son and myself. I stayed and took the beatings, my son continually moved, which was not good but you can only take so much violence and lies and corruption. Police behind this with gang organised crime. Horrific violence in dancing in Australia, coaching badminton and table tennis. I knew exactly what was driving this but had no voice as I was being labeled as disabled and stupid by the corruption, next minute i'm to be a cop or leader.

 

My daughter had a hiatus hernia which was caused by stress, and all my children on losec because of the violence we were subjected to by Morgan. The interesting thing is once again Morgan on perpetrators team at school regarding my daughter, which he set up to have her friends turn on her, friends she had for years, he had a habit of defaming his daughter and wife.

 

Here's an innocent little girl under going an operation, reconstruction of her stomach, while Morgan even insults nurses to cause more stress. Violence creates illness this nothing to the illness I suffered.

This is a medical negligence case and is caused by violence. a big case here that involves a dentist who is 100% at fault

for lack of care neglect, and bad decision making, lack of judgement and ignores patients cry for help. 2 operations later

nearly died, and removal of all teeth and botox to try help the problem a case that is being mocked and treated like it is

nothing when I have all the evidence that contradicts medicals lack of insight into a very serious medical negligence case. This

case against dentist needs to go to court through private prosecution because ACC is full of false records and corruption.

that was my diet for weeks because I couldn't eat anything that

got my saliva moving as it blew my face up and blocked the duct. after operation couldn't

eat properly for a long time either and that was it, that's my food.



that is the stone that formed inside my saliva duct, it is big for the size of a salvia duct, I nearly died, it was horrific

I have plenty of nerve damage and assorts that I have had to fight through while being mistreated by Mr Botox who injected

the nerve to shut my mouth down when I was a dance teacher on a microphone, internal violence. The botox was to help the

sweating problem caused by nerve damage when I eat. Anyway big story there too but you get an idea. The lead up to this and the violence

by Morgan and TGM236. The fact that these formed to block off the duct yet dentist couldn't diagnose to send me on to get help when all the evidence was there is disturbing my God have I been through pain with many operations and injustices in the medical another reason they have attempted murder, perpetrators never like to take accountability.

This taken a few days ago, this is what I live with since operations etc. I have serious nerve damage, when I came out of operation my tongue was to one side all the nerves had been damaged and I had to retrain my brain and nerves to work again, I then had to remove teeth because I could not put pressure on the affected area and removal of teeth gave me some relief. I have terrible sweating under my jaw caused by damage when I eat, not always just certain foods that are sweet or high acid like fruits. I have very bad pain when sick in right side of face right the way up my jaw to my ear, an ache that no medication stops. I have a damaged saliva duct which is narrow for salvia to get through, if I don't look after my body it will start forming thick salvia, so when living in poverty and cant get food etc that I need it starts to flair up, if I don't drink enough water the thick saliva starts. The acid problem that I have in my body is caused by medical negilgence from many years of medications and misdiagnosis which I will give another example shortly which shows what happens to bodies that are fed medications that affect the working of the body. When fit and healthy most of these problems are not there, it is the poverty the abuse that causes illness. Then if stressed from let's say domestic violence it makes it worse. I live with blockages if I get over tired or sick, can't do anything about it. Cant get the salvia duct to be normal as it's too late. I live with the chance a stone can form due to how my body functions when being abused. What happens to people that are either abused or fed medications for years or both their bodies start to break down and internally get sick, this why many cancers. Cancers can be caused by violence because it's how the body changes how it responds to chemicals being released from the brain, body. I also live with pain drawing pain in the salvia duct and it can bleed when the salvia comes through like in the photo, that's the thick salvia and when it pushes through sometimes it bleeds.

 

If this problem was picked up by dentist and sent to be assessed and dealt with properly, this situation and operations may not of occurred, because the stone would not of formed the blockages etc, what happened is I had tooth ache and needed a filling, then it got worse pain as it does, then it started to form an abscess, the stone started to form when the abscess did not get dealt with properly, which was for the dentist to pick up and deal with, the root canal should not of been done while the abscess and swelling so bad, it was one of the worst experiences to date, once I had the root canal I had infections the whole time and the dentist would fill and unfill the tooth, which did not help, there was damage and I mean serious damage from the root canal, it became very infected and pain got worse and worse, it started to form a stone and it grew and grew until it blocked off the salvia duct and blew up my face, I could of died from this, it was that bad that IV antibiotics were hardly touching the infection, trying to get it under control until I could have a operation, that was about 2 weeks of IV. This dentist ignored my concerns the whole way through and should of sent me on and done X-rays etc earlier once he realised he could not control the problem, but he didn't until I was siting in the car outside his rooms with a face blown up, when he gave a letter to say I needed to have it assessed. I am left with a life time of problems now in my face.

 

I have 3 more medical negligence cases to do with mental health that will be listed later on when I get to them where they absolutely abuse me and attempt murder on my life, hiding crime and corruption. Im not the mental one and never was i'm a victim of Medical violence and violent rapists who are connected throughout the system. What on earth could I possibly of done to anyone? nothing.  Horrific ACC Corruption False Records

 

I live with physical health problems and have to look after myself because of medical violence cases backing back years.

 

I want to explain what false records in medical can look like. This is to do with welfare, when a woman with physical health problems walks around looking fine it is very hard to get a sickness benefit because I look fit and healthy teach dance and that must mean i'm fine. what that means is to get the benefit the only way is for a medical provider to write down either a broken leg type injury or mental health, the sickness benefit because there is no benefit for single mums that don't force you to work when you have a family and so much to do, you can't be everywhere at once. The sad thing is there is no benefit for someone like me who has medical problems with out lying to get benefit. My medical provider is not a dishonest person even though it will look like she is, she is not, the guidelines are so narrow they have to write down something from a list, if not on the list you cannot get any money to live on. So she would say to me what shell we tick? anxiety, depression or what? so we would write down every time it had to be renewed some condition, one of those or both of those when that is not the problem at all.

 

So Winz's benefits don't cater for woman of violence, a benefit to give them a rest while bringing up 3 children and still living life best she can. Who suffers with physcial medical conditions like gasritis a condition that can flair up due to lack of good food or foods with acid in them like fruits. This needs changed. There needs to be a benefit for woman leaving violence and recovery giving them the space and time they need to heal. They have children's needs to attend to along with their own, let alone the running of the house, the driving kids here there and everywhere, the meals, the health issues that go with violence, the list goes on. Trying to still have a bit of a social life without be totally isolated.

 

Now if a person looks into your records they will now think i'm some anxious depressed woman when I am not. that creates all sorts of problems. Then theirs the misdiagnosis which are medical negligence cases a different story all together and false notes.

 

Another problem with these records that are being formed throughout my life is this, when a woman is sick lets say gallstones and is having attacks, she has moments in pain and no energy you go to doctor they don't diagnose this condition, and they missed the condition, and write down words to the effect your depressed having a bad day, when that's not true. Every person that has had an operation whether a broken leg or a internal problem knows that the lead up to this and the operation causes many side effects, and you have bad days as you recover and you can have bad days until diagnosis. Your system also could of been filled with all sorts of medications like mine has been which eats away at your stomach and digestive system. Stomach conditions are mainly caused through stress and medications entering your body, these can cause diarrhoea they can cause all sorts of reflux acid problems. When a person is suffering from any stomach problem it makes them remove themselves from society and going out, not because mental conditions but the stress of diarrhoea etc is embarrassing. It starts to make the person look like she's a hermit or mental depressed when that is not the truth. To many times medical get it wrong, in my case most times. I have false records for years and years through ACC, Medical and Police, these people that are supposed to be trained must be getting trained by a duck, because there lack of insight is very disturbing, its a framing on a person life and not an easy one to stand up against. Especially when courts and corrupt officials decided to go through all your information held in your name illegally and start to play out in community defaming the person, which is exactly what was done throughout Australia from people talking to me about me being depressed to all sorts of rubbish. Think about how that looks, if i'm taking on a leadership role, it looks like she's delusional. This is a very cruel and disturbing psychological crime that will be put right. Lets take the gallstones, I was pregnant while having attack had numerous trips to hospital with that pregnancy and not one person picked it up, I also then developed gastritis which is bleeding of the stomach lining and stomach ulcers, I haven't been diagnosed with any of these conditions except pregnant, i'm having assorts of exams done assorts of nonsense and crap to deal with feel like a pin cushion. until right at the end they finally found gallstone and said once your son is born 6 weeks after you will need to operation. I never knew how I got pregnant this goes back to be drugged by Morgan and cop rape in my home, how was I suppose to know this happened, I didn't.



there's the gallstone. now I had months of misdiagnosis and medications to help with all this pain i'm experiencing which is detrimental to my stomach, I am also having gastritis attacks at the same time too. None of this picked up. No wonder my illness is so bad im being drugged by Morgan and didn't even know, I all knew is mum use to say she would ring at nights but no one ever answered phone which she found strange, I never understood as I went to be and sleep, not realising I was being drugged by violent husband. I knew at that time he was having an affair with a kindergarten teacher and was doing some sick things but did not know he was drugging me, it explains so much sickness.

 

I have operation, looks like everything will get better now, no im now in an ambulance on the way to hospital with another attack which didn't make sense, it was a gastritis attack, only then was it picked up. the story here is too many records that state things that are not true too many medications given for conditions I don't have making a body sicker than it needs to be. Now the reason why many people who have money don't have sickness is because life style and good nutrition, education the chances of them having any stone at all is next to none, it is caused by lack of education, violence, when your body is always put into stress mode which gets all the messages in the brains to send off wrong chemicals creating these serious conditions and some life threatening. Domestic violence and family violence is the biggest problem in our health system. Better outcomes means no violence, no poverty and education with out these you are a sitting duck. Sad but true. You will have records after records of all sorts of things that you don't actually have and a system that is being feed all sorts of crap that makes the problems worse. This is not to say healthcare don't do amazing things, they do, they save lives every day, but sadly the local doctors can be old furniture sometimes where they have the text book knowledge and not real lived education, sometimes can know a patient and think oh here she is again she's depressed, full of anxiety and mentally sick, when my life does not show that at all.. a mental sick woman could not do any of what I have done in dancing, running that workshops, class after class, monthly dances and prizes, advertising, pamphlet drops, fundraisers, special events, meals and dinner and dances, organiser and having to educate myself as I go, then in Australia so much activity in coaching for free busy every night and day. I suffer with a lung condition and do not have a lot of energy so I pace myself, I had to learn how to control my breathing to run, but I am not Wonder Woman I can only do so much, I cant be running around all the time, I have medical conditions like calcification in shoulders which is a painful condition at times already had one operation for this which is another story in itself. These once again caused by an injury and then if living in poverty cant get the nutrients which harms the system from working properly then if severely abused by medical and attempted murder can hardly walk or move to top it off, its straight out cruelty and violence knowing they have breached my life and made millions out of my story, who's money is it, mine, greedy people and criminals don't like to pay out. They like to use people for stories. I mean this crime is out of hand. Not to mention I suffer with inflammation especially since being abused in mental health. The last time I had a real problem was before I got free from Morgan in 2012 where my body puffed up with illness, he would drug my drinks etc and got away with that too through his defamation in the community. You can't speak, they will not believe you through the corruption because they are trying to commit using paranoia as the pain mental condition, then making them up as they go. I have done nothing to deserve any of this. Nothing. I am a health miracle and its time I was treated with respect as I give. I tried reaching out to a woman once after my salvia cut operation but was shut down very quickly, I reapplied i'm silenced I can never talk about violence im living. My health is hardly noticeable when not in poverty, or being abused online, able to access essentials and exercise. But when I look healthy I still suffer with energy level problems caused by operations and medications and damage to my system. So I may look perfect when i'm all fit but you cant see gastritis or calcification you cant see stomach problems, inflammation, lung issues. I could give a long list of operations and condition that have been caused by some violence, and some made worse by misdiagnoses. No I don't class myself as disabled I class my self as disempowered by medical, breaches, violations, false records, violence and uneducated people. If I had a broken leg that doesn't make me disabled it makes me disempowered for a while while I recover until I can get back to normal life. No different with my conditions except mine are triggered by violence, because of damage already done to my system, doesn't take much to set it going, I have to look after myself and I have a normalish life, having no money makes me sick and they know that to, this crime from Timaru was to defame, to remove financial security and fed her to the ducks, to watch her die pretty much its very disturbing, as top cop would say I wanted to see if you could swim. How dirty is that, does he do that to all woman or just me? Very violent officials in Timaru, who would not tolerate that being done to their family members or children but it is ok to do it to mine. Top cop wanted me out of community, this is disturbing but true he defamed me all over Australia. Of course they will listen to him over a person with physical health, he's got a badge, he's Mr right and mr knowledgeable. No the truth is he's hiding a crime that I did not commit nor did my children or parents. Disturbing cruelty.

 

Medical and Police are a law unto themselves, take peoples rights when they feel like it, especially if they have already isolated the victim through illegal breaches and had family beat her up making it look like they are behind all of it when its the crime that caused this to begin with. Have my children with mental impairments so they cant see straight, grooming children for information and sucking ass, knowing that the perpetrators know I am unhappy what they are doing. You see a perpetrator grooms, will become friends with the victims family and friends to control them sucking up to the children etc so if victim goes to talk not one person is on victims team, that's how they work, uneducated people will believe anyone that pays them attention, they also use money and finances to keep victim from life, which is what they did to me in Australia through corruption, they also did the same to my son feeding him lie after lie but never actually giving what they offered. My family should be in high places right now as they are good workers honest reliable and got brains but instead they were beaten up and 2 of them nearly died because of this psychological violent crime committed by Morgans nurses and police muslim and religious. Children do not have the knowledge or capability to see the crime that has been committed here, they are vulnerable and in my children's case, once they don't have any family left they are left to fend for themselves with nothing but people who enter their lives, they don't pick these people they don't get choices, and that is where this disturbing crime is right now.

 

What you need to understand is that a perpetrator that is in a powerful position can make help look like caring when its grooming and exploiting violating and mocking of that person to control them and keep them at the bottom. Thats how they work, one person after another all getting together teaming up. In Australia they knew my potential because they had been told but what they did was, I was to be a slave work for free and give a community a service in badminton coaching, teach dancing and even table tennis and I get nothing, hardly living, with my health conditions, everyone poking their noises into my life insulting me when I don't do what they want, including gender violence, community would of got all gains and everything I had to offer, but because I stood up against this violence they mocked me shamed me violated me harmed me tried to kill me, they beat me and my children up beyond any measure. Told im a refuge all sorts of crap. Male violence. This was all from New Zealand violence Police and medical. You see they wanted me to be a cop in Australia yet I couldn't run, haven't for years, yet the community sees I cant run but here's this person going to be a cop, how delusional does that look? exactly. At first I couldn't believe that I was to be a cop after the horrific violence from New Zealand and the stolen life, but this is the power they had over my life, it was about using me for a story illegal online cruel money making rubbish. Well a long story but I did get fit enough to join the police and I did do the exam and pass etc but the abuse and mocking and corruption from the police in baw baw the council and vicpol I realised they were using me for a story of absolute rubbish illegally online making money out of my story. they had all sorts of runs from ptsd all sorts of rubbish, I don't have that but I should for all the violence I have been exposed to. should be so mental you wouldn't recognise me. Although this last mental health attack I certainly aged 10 years. this is to stop. This is nothing more than a violent crime that has been created by corrupt officials and Morgans covering up their crimes from their negligence etc. It makes you wonder why so much violence, but domestic violence and family violence is the killer in communities, it never ends the perpetrators always continue to harm. Like a rapist they know they have done wrong so they keep their victims close, keep tabs on them you never get freedom as they are always watching their back incase it comes back to bit them, so instead they defame there victims. And sadly for me a crime scene I didn't know about.



Do I look sick here, do I look like I have physical health, no and that is the point you can't always tell, and sometimes departments when victim of crime believe you are trying to rip the system off when they have no idea of anything, I could give a list of all health and it would make your hair curl. Does this mean I cant work of course there are things I cant do, but not in this situation I won't be working but I will be running my business when this crime scene is over. I have stories regarding police that are very disturbing that has been done to me.

I am a victim of medical control and violence, people have been controlling me and using me as a toy and a story, saying I need someone to look after me, rubbish it was about full control of all finances and every part of my life harming me along the way and keeping me down. I didn't have anyone looking after me when I left and did everything my self why would I need it now when my life was getting better being away from Morgans. It is implied i'm married when I am not, this where the conservatorship is, i'm being controlled by a violent offender who has no regard for human life or freedom but makes money out of victims.

This kind of abuse happens to anyone who is victim of family violence domestic violence vulnerability disability or elderly and its disturbing. Controllers will always manipulate things for their advantage and will always cover up their violence they cause they will make it look like caring when it is driven by ulterior motives or corruption from perpetrators, they will brain wash family members to, sometimes, to get them to harm to control over victim making out rubbish for that control and support of others backing up their views and violence. These kinds of people will never take accountability for their wrong doings and do not care about the victim they are about what they want people to believe for their control. People with good intentions are not about financial gain or power but they actually give unconditional love to loved ones. They don't breach on line or commit violence.

 

I am a victim of this violence, I have always been self sufficient and never needed anyone to take control over my life for anything ever, i'm not stupid and object to being treated as if I am. As if I cant manage money or my life when i'm the reason for everything in my life and others, I could give example after example. Who actually cares for my welfare meaning just being a friend no ulterior motives, no one, they all got their hand out or want to control me, suck off me or stand on me. This can only be done to people who have no money. It is the worst form of violence because it goes into every part of life. There is no freedom in financial control. Well done Timaru.


Medical Malpractice's example, i will give 1 example, out of many I am a victim of

This is an illegal crime from Christchurch Women's Hospital,  when I gave birth to my daughter 1.1.99 which was an emergency c section and both my daughter and I could of died through neglect of patient my daughter was stuck up under my ribs and i had been in labour for hours when I should of had emergency c section straight away,  midwife bad news, KIRSTY BENTLEY, MURDERED THE DAY BEFORE. Grant Morgan in Ashburton Rakaia Area.  Just before I gave birth a couple of weeks prior my new van purchased from Auto land Ashburton the motor blew up, it was organised crime and rubbish and Geraldine is where we got a replacement from a car wreckers.  This was done on purpose and knowing i was about to give birth and approx. 1 hour from hospital, which would of left me stranded.

 

Firstly the medical are now going to do c section while I am awake, unfortunately the epidural did not work and I was feeling the whole operation as they cut me open from one side to the other, so they had to give me a general.  Then I was left with a cleaner in the recovery room a very unusual story I was told by Grant.  Anyway, what happened after this is I was then told because I was engorged and full breast, I was then told I had an infection and they needed to have a syringe through my nipple everyday to get out the puss from the cyst.  Lies.  This went on for about 2 weeks.  I was breast feeding my daughter just fine.  Yet they said I had a cyst which I didn't and there was no sign of lump or anything.  In fact what they were doing is stealing from me colostrum for another baby I believe, because I never had an ultrasound to prove it was a cyst or anything.  There was no sign of a cyst at all.  They would come at me with needles and take away full tubes, sometimes in the wrong place sucking from my tissue not very nice.  Anyway 2 weeks down track while I am feed lies, I am then called into a room and told I have to have an operation to remove the cyst.   This is lies, I was to wait to see when this was going to be.  I was then told no operation needed just go home.  The funny thing is I went home and there was no problem, which means it was not a cyst and they were using me for something else, i'm thinking colostrum because I cant think of anything else for the reasons they would do this to someone.  There is some sort of medical crime that has been going on in my life for many years I mean many, I know how corrupt medical at Otago are, my Aunty use to work for them in a lab.  Medical are committing horrific crimes and it is very disturbing what they are getting away with.  My family have been getting used for others for a long time, where people take from us and we get nothing for it.  Religious driven Salvation Army, Catholics.  Dirty Morgan's Barbara is connected to neonatal and she hated me jealous as and always taking from me from when I first met her.  A woman hiding Grant's sexual problem and behaviours she only liked her 3 sons all woman a threats to her. 

Religions

I had religious violence put in my life from a nonsense exorcism in Australia and religious violence caused by nurse in New Zealand, these people are in high places within the system, muslims and catholics, they believe they can take people under there wing and can control a persons life, using the exorcism and their mental health beliefs over a judge, courts, etc as if legal guardian type person. They can use this demon business as if it is not mental health but they are possessed and need help, taking all human rights from their victims and controlling there welfare through illegal online phones etc. It's absolutely disturbing and scientology part of this. Controlling media and all sorts. It is rubbish and lies, that were driven by a corrupt nurse and Morgans. Morgan is a mentally sick person who has caused the most horrific violence on a family that was not mental in any way shape or form, but needed to heal from the violence caused by breach and defamation. I was fed some very disturbing religious nonsense and supernatural content, there was threats in some of the teachings, like if you were born with a cord around your neck you will be strangled and die that way. Absolutely disturbing and violence. I was born with a cord around my neck and I was blue. The amount of scare tactics and violence is very disturbing. Seth Roth, Catholic Teachings all sorts, Graham Cook. Spiritual dangerous cults. Religion is all based on fearing God, it's nothing more than scare tactics.

 

Ok a break from this New Zealand and Australia crime and onto laws changes until later when I document more disturbing Australia violence and show exactly how internal violence works.

 

What the money will go to, for private use first:

 

Safe accomodation with security that I organise $52,000 year

 

Security for my life because I am standing against perpetrators who do not like anyone to question them, they use their power and money to remove people from life and try to get rid of. $100,000.00

(I need an advocate for when I need to get medical attention which is part of the security bill) as it stands I have no safety and a victim of medical violence false allegations reports and violence.

 

I need $30,000 to give to children for back up money while I get this crime dealt with.

 

I need a car for transport, including insurances, rego, warrants, maintenance etc $30,000

 

I need a new computer, phones etc because This one has serious problems and I cant access things because of the control. $5,000

 

I need to pay a professional IT to get me out of this illegal breach so I can run my business on a private network where I am not abused violated etc. $2,000

 

I do not want to purchase a home with this money I am asking for, I am just wanting safety and to heal from violence. I will purchase a home when the time is right and this crime behind me and outcomes are in my favour.

 

I need money for Food and Living Costs 20,000 for the year

 

I need money for paying back a crime that was committed where they have tainted my name $25,000

 

I need money for gym equipment to hire for my apartment while I get my body in shape after the horrific violence and weight gain caused by medical violence. $3,000

 

I need money incase I need urgent surgery. $

 

I need to get a desk and chair and office equipment $1,000

 

The main thing I need is a bit of privacy and safety while dealing with this crime.

 

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What the money will go towards $999,000,000.00

 

Taking the perpetrators through court each one is starting price $10,000 just to get it in court room

 

I need money for getting change in the system as I need to win court cases to get the change. this costs a lot of money especially defamation case I will be bringing forward to courts. Remember if courts and perpetrators were honest it wouldn't hardly cost, but we are dealing with a game that perpetrators play and you have to play a game in the court room to get justice while it goes backwards and forwards, most of the information is useless to the case anyway its all about money power and stupidity. I will be the lawyer in these cases with the guidance of a top lawyer.

 

I will also be taking any corrupt judge on that I get in the process to court, which could open up new cases of illegal activity.

 

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The first change I want for both New Zealand and Australia is.........

 

Family Court System

An advocate service that is funded by people not governments, for the family court system. I want advocates that are impartial and are given to every woman and child that goes through the system who knows human rights and keeps corrupt courts accountable for upholding rights. I want those advocates in a position to be allowed to guide victims, support and make sure they are getting what they are entitled to, to make sure child abuse in the system is also limited, to make the lawyers accountable, (lawyers as it stands are under the bar association and they do what they are told, there responsibility is not the the client but the bar). I want independent advocates that can make sure if a victim is being mistreated by lawyer they can get a new lawyer like the human rights states not corruption and one sided payoffs within the system harming children and woman, accusing them and calling them liars. I want the advocate to have the power to report such violence and get better outcomes. The advocate cannot be a lawyer or connected to the state. But a privately funded organisation. Unless this is implemented millions of injustices will continue.

 

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Mental Health Services

I have been a victim of the most horrific mental health illegal violence and corruption. I understand both Australia and New Zealand.

 

As it stands there is no accountability in mental health system. The psychiatrists can take full control of a persons welfare and remove rights. This law needs changed immediately. They will give you your rights after they have severely abused their victim days later as if you have rights when you don't. They take what's normal in life and diagnosis that with all sorts of delusional nonsense. They control their victims with psychological abuse just like police. The mental health is the most disturbing dangerous part of society, its a organisation that remove people from society and defame them and insult their characters there motherhood, there judgements, abuse there welfare with medications that are not to be given to someone with certain conditions. They do not do blood tests to see if you are lacking in anything in your body but do this after they have drugged you to see how much they can give before you are a vegetable. The mental health system is suppose to be there to help people with addictions etc but it is used to harm mainly woman of family and domestic violence. Woman who know too much about the system and people who are in high places hiding their part in a crime scene where they have made money out of your life. They violate you, it is the same as being raped, they take all control from you and make you sick. You walk in their normal happy and walk out a vegetable with no life. They are criminals and crocks, they work for corrupt police, lawyers and medical etc. the lawyers are under the bar and do what they are told, they are not there for the victim. They leave the victim to be harmed sit back and only give them some advice before and after they say nothing in the court room they do not stand for victim at all. The allow perjury to take place in the court room knowing I have evidence on the contray to what the corrupt psychiatrist is saying to the judge to put you under the act to continue to commit violence on their victim. They lie and lie and psychologically abuse their patients. Like you are sitting there with signed papers for rentals to show judge I have somewhere to live while the psychiatrist is telling the judge I don't have any accomodation organised and need to be put under the act for her own safety, that you are at risk of being sexually harmed like another psychiatrist told the Judge if they don't put me under the act and continue to remove me from the system. I am a victim of corrupt online illegal arranged marriages caused by religious and medical, police and sex industry violence corporate caused by this disturbing Timaru crime. Are you telling me no woman is allowed to be single, how is it anyones business my personal life. They torture the victim through defamation lies and corruption telling the victim all sorts of things that are not true, they force medication and take you too low levels. They have a high percentage of woman in these places victims of male violence. Families also get rid of family members that won't do what they want its a power and control thing generally financial. This needs an overhaul immediately. Violent illegal IT Online violence. This is a criminal act and never going to be acceptable. Theres one thing breaching her online but another drugging her to remove from society and hide a gender crime. No one has a right to take from me what my morals and what my core belief system wants in life, love, not lusting violence for 2 minutes of fun at my expense. I was having a normal life until corrupt cop and nurse came into it and told me I had to have a man, when I did not want one at that time, I had just left domestic violence and my children come first not some relationship. It is important for woman of crime to recreate themselves and establish their life not based on men. The amount of violence I have had to endure regarding I cant live on my own is absolute rubbish.

 

As it stands no person in the mental health system has rights, no person has an advocate, all advocates are not impartial and part of the crime that's being done to the victim. Families have too much power over victims and way too much say. The medical in my case used the families uneducated beliefs to harm me and used them as the escape goats for a very disturbing criminal Morgan nurse and police crime. It was a perfect framing. A educated person know how families and financial violence works. While this was also a bit of financial, the truth is my parents were fed lies caused by an illegal breach and control on media and through people and through corporate organised crime within the government.

 

I want a mental health advocate from the beginning that is independent and funded by people not states or governments. I want mental health to be forced to be accountable for their corruption. I want internal corruption stamped out. Mental health services should be a safe place to get help not a place to abuse torture have victims raped and put with murderers, druggies etc. There is no safety in that for the victim.

 

I want mental health advocate that knows the rights of patients and can stop any medication being given to patients until all information collected and assessed by a independent person before any mental health provider is allowed to medicate unless voluntarily wanting medication. The advocate needs to be made available to each and every person regardless of their situation. When it comes to voluntary and internal corruption they will lie and say it is voluntary like in Australia, I have all the evidence. This why an advocate is absolute needed immediately. Cases where internal violence in that field leave victims in serious situations, beyond any measure it does happen all the time and this crime has got to be dealt with and an overhaul of the mental health system. An advocate to give a piece of paper and tell patient about their rights when they have already had their rights taken is a waste of time and a mockery of the whole advocacy service. Thats not acceptable. The kind of advocate i'm talking about needs to have education in human rights, law, mental health and complaints processes. They need to have the power to stop this state control.

 

Remember psychiatrists take what's normal, and diagnose that with conditions, it's actually psychological violence they also interrogate their victims then use everything the patient says and twists it in reports, its very disturbing and cruel. Other medical head nurses write false reports when needed for courts, they use corrupt notes to write a report, from the notes, they don't even know the patient. They psychologically beat their victims up they mock and shame like religious people to control their victims. It's time for change, this can not continue. People need their rights. Men need to be dealt with this highracy violence is truely below the belt and the most despicable of all crimes.

 

I want the mental health system to not be allowed to medicate any person without a full assessment by a advocate and their chosen doctor along with the advocates trained medical provider that is part of the organisation which is impartial to the state system.

 

It is no good having an advocate only sometimes for some people, the people that need it are the ones that are subjected to medical violence false records, medical negligence cases and family violence etc, they are the ones at risk. No one has the right to abuse a person for any reason ever especially those who are suppose to be above the rest of society with their education, they are the ones that need accountability. A service with advocates that can protect and witness any violence or any injustices and stand fo the victim. Without this its only the victims voice and the medical will declare the victim delusional to take the control and destroy character taking voice. Its the cruelest part of society, police and others that commit family violence don't have to be the ones physically committing the violence they can use the system to do it for them, while they smile at you and say sweet nothings knowing they are taking you from society and attempting to put you in a wheelchair disability, its actually a form of murder, torture, its disgraceful and disturbing. A psychiatrist does not have to take into account your pre existing conditions like an honourable medical person would do and make sure they don't give you anything that could harm you, the reason is they are wanting to harm the victim they don't care about there pre existing conditions in fact they try to disable or murder knowing there pre existing conditions.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0VCoJrhyeQI

 

It's disturbing but true, this is how they treat people.

If my mother actually knew the truth it would of killed her 100%.

 

For people that access mental health for serious addiction, intoxication, drugs and disorderly behaviour that is a seperate issue in the system that will be dealt with accordingly, my request is for those who do not have addictions or disorderly behaviours but victims of corrupt officials and family violence.

 

If you want to experience anxiety and depression go to mental health and they will make sure you feel it like there's no tomorrow, it's the opposite to what you would think it actually makes you mentally sick. Depressed Suicidal and Anxiety all the things they accuse you of having that you don't have until they take your rights and force drugs.

 

In my case I had plenty of online threats before hand and plenty of accusations online that I am under investigation and forensic medical are investigating me, allsorts of horrific violence, very disturbing. I have never done a thing to anyone in my life now i'm being investigated for committing crime, its called corrupt cops and coverups and dirty medical muslims and catholics who use their powers to harm victim. Gender violence.

 

example

Done to me when they locked me up, they threatened me, put bracelet on my ankle

this is driven by horrific violence, they were torturing woman in there with shock treatment too all sorts. Teddy Bear violence Drouin. My media very disturbing, it was school holidays and my youngest away at brothers, perfect time to attack me. TGM236 played his games at this time and said he had his steering locked and wanted me to have a look, he was at park. There is more than one corrupt cop who drives that car who was playing in my life. All sorts of nonsense. I was being targeted, I knew when I went to oldest sons in Shepparton that I was in danger as I was being threatened online big time, Morgans father tried getting oldest son to communicate over Facebook at Christmas. I was being threatened with forensic mental health violence as if I was a criminal while at oldest sons. It was a Mark attack that was being done. Druggies put in my sons life, putting up with underworld violence. When we went to motel for the night in Shepparton my daughter beside herself, and someone next to us snoring it was abuse, took my mascarra from motel, Asian was the person on at motel, no different than the motel Asian violence I put up with at Edinburgh, organised crime. Dancing Pakenham violence connected nurse driven and corrupt police. My oldest son left that position I had to shift him in a terrible state drugged by criminals at mental hospital, I was mistreated regarding petrol, it was a Morgan crime. Then oldest son shifted to Drouin with druggies next to them, domestic violence, dirty criminal from Drouin longwarry dancing behind some of this. TGM236, this is the amount of money I was paid in 1991 $236.00 through ACC, this corruption, I am paid at present Wins $236.00 same violent offenders, years of absolute violence in this corrupt country.



This is what the police made me believe online when controlling my phone, and Facebook, they made out it is part of the police process. I was under full control of police, medical, media, religious, on my phone in my home and had to trust what they were doing with me even though I hated having no control over my life, I never got a choice, kids couldn't understand. Will get into police shortly and joining these cruel people who were using me for a game. They put up sexual content and make police stories, crime scenes that are comedy, they put up sexual material and control you on your phone, they essentially are sucking you in to believe you are in a relationship with them when they are violating to millions of people watching you. its disturbing and sick.

Thats right I have a dance dress the same colour and wore the same knee

bandage, this is only an example of what was happening and to show

that I was horrifically abused by Australia media. Including when they

were badly abusing me and I they would put up respect call 1800 to get help

the violence is disturbing. I had no voice they would abuse me online then put up respect call 1800, cruel knowing I had no where to get help. This is a very dirty religious, police, medical and media crime. Driven by corrupt medical nurse defamation neglect and false records.

 

This is only a taste of a very small examples of the violence so you can get an idea.

This Santa is a violent offender medical corruption with nurses Harvey normans where my daughter worked and it was all corrupt driven by Morgans and corrupt Timaru. He's from Flynn and he's disgusting. Latrobe Regional.

 

I want a complete overhaul of the mental health system and an independent advocate for every single person who enters, I want people to have a voice and the violence against woman stopped. It is a gender violence crime. No woman should have to be subjected to such male driven violence to hide corruption rape and negligence.

 

Governments, police medical, media, lawyers use this service to remove people from life.

 

I want transparency and accountability, if these medical professionals are on the up an up there shouldn't be any problem in putting this advocacy service in the system. Only if they want to commit a crime against a person will they reject an advocate watching their workings.

 

A few examples of online violence.

 

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Change in IPCA and IBAC

 

Independent Police conduct association and Independent Broad-based Anti-corruption Commission, both these organisations have many ex police and officials in their, there is internal corruption in these places and complaints are being ignored. The organisation is nothing more than government run nonsense. They don't like exposure yet many people all ready know this, they are just too scared to speak, which is how silly the whole thing is anyway.

 

I want independent officials who are not affiliated with lawyers, government, police or medical to be trained in over seeing complaints before they can make a decision. This will also need to be independent funded because the state system hides crime especially woman and children.

 

I received back from IBAC on my birthday a 1,000 pieces of paper of criminal crimes regarding woman and children coroner reports of injustices, 2019, I will not take this, I will not be quiet, this is not a birthday gift but a threat against me, then I have Australian government wanting me to donate my organs, its threats and violence. I had just finished being drugged raped in the system and nearly dead in Australia my family completely destroyed. Very dirty cat violence put in front of me, playing friends from tv. These people want to shut me up, I will not be silenced you have no right abusing a woman who is no threat to anyone and never committed a crime. As for these disturbing files this is what needs to change, the corruption torture and violence is out of control. You think Gaza is bad well have a close look in the system and you will see the same violence and torture on families most caused by poverty, domestic violence and family violence, its always the woman and children that suffer.



I had been so badly harmed by New Zealand corruption which was connected to Australia, this response from Winston was a kick in the guts because in that mug I sent them a cry for help because I was in danger serious danger and I nearly died and my family destroyed, pretty much homeless after everything I had done for that community. Car Smashed into on what would of been wedding anniversary too, disturbing crime. With a realestate card sitting at it, grant's realestate, absolute Morgan violence again. The breach and illegal media making money and exploiting me, including government. I arrived in New Zealand and was locked up in 2019 then in 2021 put in room 111 where they tried to gas me in the bathroom. Sorry not acceptable. What a sick disturbing crime and we haven't even started on the crime yet. 2022 locked up again and drugged nearly died and still very sick from it.

 

I also went to look for a rental and this was on walker drive, walker was the name we used from Sydney to Melbourne so Morgans would not track us, in that rental was a woman, looked like my daughter, looking asleep or even dead, lifted up in the air a bit and in a messy house, the real estate was grants realestate once again more violence. this was mike pero violence nurse, which we were subjected to inappropriate behaviour from real estate nurse worked for mike peroxiding in New Zealand all connected through the internal violence.

Isn't it interesting that a woman has the child and brings up that child i.e. a male child, yet that male child grows up to control woman and control in society, they seem to forget their mother and there loved ones and if it wasn't for there mother they wouldn't be alive, its there mother that gave them life, but these males in the system everywhere are violently harming woman and children hiding corruption everywhere, isn't that right Mr Scott Morrison Australia and New Zealand Government? Mr Morrison with a family of females, how interesting, look how much he needs woman yet the first to allow woman and children harmed, double standards. At what point does their simple minded little brains connect that they have a mother and their mother nurtured them, yet here they are killing the very people who loved them. This system is screwed up and not enough people using their brains, why harm anyone, did you know that doing good can give you just as much endorphin release and Adrienne when you learn how to channel good emotions instead of getting your kicks from violence. What kind of man would not put two and two together, if it wasn't for the woman you wouldn't be here. And men think they are more intelligent that woman, really, not from what I see. Stop abusing us. Men cant live without us. Stop harming the very people you need. A woman completes a man, and that team can be one of the biggest assests to a country or organisation, business etc, the stability and foundations for greatness, fairness and advancement. And it's time this was taught to young boys and girls. For governments and agencies to continue to ignore some disturbing happenings within the system needs to stop, I Know some of it will always be there but to try kill off me when I have only ever done good for people is screwed up. Im no threat to anyone I just wanted respect which Australia refused to give me, that is all I wanted in return for my service. Thanks a lot for nothing.

 

If these systems don't get addressed then its time to get men out of high powerful positions because they truely need to find some empathy for woman, especially when leaving violence. There are woman out there that are happy to brush things under the carpet too, but these injustices aren't men they are woman and children, which shows gender violence. If you look at media they always show woman and children being murdered or killed, men hardly get a mention.

 

For a government to have a benefit for a woman leaving violence is only an asset to the country, its not a drain on tax payers, like lead to believe but the best thing you could do for countries. The woman spends the money in the community and helps local businesses etc, so stop making out beneficiaries are draining the country and the problem absolute rubbish. If the woman is not healthy she cannot bring the children up to explore their potential they are stuck in a financial and system trap. Every time the government talks about youth problems or broken marriages, domestic violence, they continue to dismiss the root of the problem. The money is best spent with the mother and children they are the future, its a no brainer, either look after what's important or continue to have ram raids and youth offending who grow up to rape and abuse woman and communities. Woman and children need the education to get them on track to have any chance at life. The male will be fine, he will be out sewing his seeds like they do or causing defamation or working, playing the poor me card. While the woman does the hard yard and gets spat on. The man comes and goes, in most cases this is how it is. The man flashes the money in front of the children to buy them. This is not an indictment on men, it is statistical fact that men are stronger and men more likely the bread winner in family and men more likely to have affairs plus commit violence, based on facts. Don't moan about the youth if you don't fix the problem, don't moan about the children in schools either etc.

 

It's interesting because the psychology behind media showing woman and children is to get people to feel sorry for the woman and children yet, it's actually the opposite in the system, to what the brain washing is doing and saying. Why get more woman having empathy for woman and children what's the point of that? there isn't any point, because the male doesn't feel a thing. Mr Mucho only feels when it directly effects him and his little world. Woman are more caring and broad minded where as men only have one channel of thinking at the time we multitask and can care for multiple causes, they too busy in there nothing box in there head or the box they pull out for pleasure.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SZ6mVumHY9I for entertainment while you read this crime. And men are running the country thinking like this.

 

Also there should be a family package at the start of every year for families with children, $300 per child to get uniforms, books, school items, shoes like in Australia and again half way through the year. There is many ways to make this package work where the child gets the items, if not wanting to give money directly incase government scared the parent will spent it on smokes or something, they can set up school shops etc to access the items. Either way should be happening.

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ACC

Once again we need independent advocates as there is a lot of dismissal, false records being formed through internal corruption and injustices happening. This organisation is for cover of injuries. What happens when ACC won't cover an injury that should be covered? That person suffers and is inconvenienced, financially out of pocket and injured for longer period of time than necessary. People don't have financial means to continually go to courts and get lawyers to get help, most cases there's not enough money in the case to be bothered but the person is left neglected in the system. When you go to the doctor you pay ACC Levies and this should cover when you are injured, it covers the consultation and paperwork but does not guarantee the result.

 

If we dealt with all the issues in the health system people and governments would be better off, yet for some reason governments cant see that they think they have to screw with people and leave them insured or neglected, when it works more effectively to actually deal with problems and solve them quickly without fuss. people can get on with there lives instead of all this chaos and abuse, why because they are in the public system and public systems are suppose to abuse so they have something to talk about in parliament, absolutely disgusting and unprofessional.

 

As it stands there is no accountability for some of the providers who are affiliated with ACC, and there is too many reports done that have flaws so they do not have to pay out to the client. It's time we had accountability. You see people don't want the hazzle of trying to fight the system as it is a long lengthy battle and takes a massive toll on peoples health, which the system knows that's why they do that to clients. Theres no need for this, what is the advantage, when you sit down and do the math there is no advantage. It's called messing with people.

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Health and Disability

The place you are sent if you have been injured through health provider or an injustice or complaint needs laid. Another part of the system that is nothing more than disturbing. The amount of medical negligence that is never spoken about is bigger than most complaints will ever be.

 

People that use that service should have privacy, human rights adhered to and get results along with being heard and action taken if required. The truth is too much internal corruption where they get your complaint they then talk to the people who are involved, the perpetrators so to speak and they shut your case down, refusing to action it, with excuse after excuse, they send you here and there and this is to cause the victim stress and inconveniences so they will go away. This is not professional and not acceptable. There are some cases that are dealt with legitamately but when a victim of government, police, medical, crime etc they refuse to even listen. When you first approach them they are great and give all the information, guide you with what to do until they are advised by higher up, they are not to deal with the complaint and pass the buck.

 

This needs stopped. It's the internal corruption that is the problem here in most cases. Once your human rights have been removed they take your rights throughout the system, every time you try to get help or get a complaint looked into they shut it down.

 

There is nowhere for victims to go, so its time we had independent advocacy put in place so all people can be given the same opportunities for justice.

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Victim Support

 

Victim Support is a organisation to help victims of crime, all crimes, where they help them through the court process or provide counselling plus much more, an ear to listen to or helping with appointment etc, but what happens when internal corruption and they refuse to help because they refuse to help anyone that is victim of police medical government or fire, nothing happens they enter the persons life, groom them for information and then dump them like a worthless human being, in my case Australian driven, they will only help pretty much if I return to Australia and only talk about Morgan and lay complaint no one else. So they say yes to help, collect information, then shut the case down and leave you with no advocate to help you with which ever crime it is, mine is corrupt medical who abuse innocent woman if she speaks about corrupt nurse and police. Protecting the corrupt their colleagues. Where does the victim go, no where they isolate them. Send them to the mental home to carry there last few days. Too much standing up for mates. Medical standing for violent people knowing that there colleagues have committed a crime or they believe that the person making the claims is sick when they are not trained to assess mental health, yet they corrupt the course of justice and they get them locked up to shut them up and drugged and attempt murder, psychologically abused and no human rights. How many people have pages of typed information regarding injustices would give that to a doctor and be mental, for starts having the ability to type that is not mental, obviously a problem they want to get rid of. I mean who does that, who types up pages of injustices for something to do as if that's what they want for their life, no one, this is disturbing. Like I said earlier, this is a police lawyer court crime from hell, abusing and neglecting the victim taking human rights and watching her solve crimes so they can get entertainment out of their absolute disgusting nonsense. cruelty stolen life. Violating and insulting a woman's intelligence is the height of rudeness and i'm sick of it. Using her for comedy and all sorts of disgusting things, to getting funding for government organisations you name it, stop breaching using people and start getting the government to stop being so absolutely disgraceful and stupid. Treat people how you want to be treated.

Protecting the criminals in medical. Victim Support is not helping clients for the right reasons but under control of the corrupt. Time for change. Winz is the same, the corruption with colleagues where they can make you homeless and throw you to the druggies crime on the street to get rid of their problem. The person who has done nothing but a victim of NZ Police violence corruption and neglect.

 

Needs a overseeing body advocate to keep these people honest and inpartial.

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General Hospitals

 

A place for the sick and vulnerable. Once again this comes back to health and disability and what goes on in hospitals and is hidden from the public, you don't see a lot of media about these negligence cases, some of them are organised crime and committing disturbing crimes.

 

For many there time is ok, most people in public don't have a lot of good to say about them, that's concerning in itself. To be fair nurses and cares have pretty horrible jobs at times and there worth is not valued but then their the ones that are there for a job not for the people who don't care and treat people not very nice, they need stamped out. When people are sick they need nature love and caring and understanding not abrupt nonsense.

 

Medical providers see things and know of injustices but to keep their jobs they need to be quiet. Sadly this is where the problem is, it comes back to internal problem. There are a lot of gang members and affiliated people in these places. A lot of organised crime. It will always be that way in a work place to a degree, but the problem with this is, their are people that need help and when a victim of first responder crime, their colleagues can gang up and treat your family a certain way very cruel. My parents recently have been badly harmed by medical and their violence they committed on them, it was on purpose because of organised crime. It's not good enough my mother lost her life and suffered big time, there was no need for this, and my father very lucky to be alive. The neglect within the system is not acceptable, you see its who you are as to what service you will get, there is no accountability in the health system, as every one is protecting each others control over vulnerable people. My concern is not the oversights within the system, they are honest mistakes, but the organised harm, too many false records which are only to frame a person, to much personal beliefs about a patient written down, if your medical provider does not like you they will write down things that are not in your favour, sitting there on the file, for the next person who does not know you and judges the patient on that. People don't harm others unless internal violence which means family ex friends etc. There needs to be accountability in this field. As it stands there is none they are accountable to the manager or higher person in this field, which is no different than the lawyers being under the bar association and working for the bar not the client. This needs changed immediately it is inhuman to harm people on the account of others. I don't care if it is a axe murderer who is injured they deserve the same respect as the queen, how do we get good outcomes if we don't show people different ways of behaving. Not only that people that are victims of crime, internal violence may be labeled as a criminal when they are not and so the point is, medical need to be accountable, it is not medicals job to discipline people that they believe are criminals, or attempt on their lives on the account of others. Each situation should be assessed properly no personal beliefs or false records of mental states that are rubbish just one person opinion. Being injured regardless of who they are should get the same service in the system. A advocacy service needs put in place independent of all government and religions. A service that can actually deal with issues, oversee records etc, health and disability is under the commissioner, mental health is under the commissioner and they say what goes. When internal violence the victim is a sitting duck for serious harm. This out of all places is the place people need transparency and respect.

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An overview of my life growing up the education system and medical

 

I was brought up in a high moral household, with no sex before marriage and very narrow thinking, where no alcohol but love and caring.

 

I lived in a small town in Dunedin where I went to school, at times the whole primary school could have as low as 11 people attending in the whole school. My mother ended up becoming a teacher aid for many reasons one was the children had gaps in their learning, my mother went in their and saw big problems with having 1 principal as the teacher and a age range of 5-12 years where there were gaps everywhere in learning. I was at that school for the first few years of my school years where I missed out on basics that are foundations for the rest of school life.

 

We shifted to Springston in Christchurch, and the Maths teacher picked up on the learning problem, kept saying to mum, I don't understand why your children don't understand the basics. Even though I loved times tables and had them down to a fine art there was all the gaps, perfect memory training. We lived a normal life as we grew up, road our bikes, played etc the normal school years. My oldest brother was told he will take 2 years to get school cert, which was absolute rubbish, he was bored at school and a brain box, he went on to get school cert and got honours with distinction at university, was a lecture there and has his own business plus much more, he even went to see bill gates with a formula, he was threatened at that time with those at university and got life insurance incase something happened to him. The point is not all people that are in teaching positions can recognise brains, he was above his years, he spent his life following my mother around talking history, conducting and music, science experiments all sorts, in fact on a different planet to myself and my younger brother. I loved school and learning.

 

My mother was told I was the best guitar player in the class and had an ear for music, which is surprising as I didn't enjoy it and was very shy same with my older brother. We were very quiet and reserved people.

 

I had my friends and did the usual stuff trying to fit in, what didn't fit in was I was Brought up different from the rest of the community who engaged in a lot of activity that was against my morals, and so when I would go to my friends places I would sit there and not engage as it was not me at all. I was not into sleeping with boys, trying to get boys attention or having parties that were parties, not gatherings with friends, these the popular ones who think, that they are the cool ones because everyone loves them and they are partying it up. I still went out with my friends but did not engage with their activities, some people see this as i'm a snob but its not that I just don't want to engage in such nonsense. In fact I went o ballroom dancing lessons in prebbleton when a teenager which was great fun.

 

Anyway life is normal and we are brought up on a farm, my mother involved in the community with community family events and get togethers where we played games and all sorts of events for the woman in the community and also another group of people where we played games and had awesome times together as families and prizes, suppers, potluck teas etc. These people were not the friends I had a school, they were other friends from church etc.

 

Then when I was 12 years old, I started to get sick, I would get into belts of pain and mum would not know what to do with me, didn't know what was wrong with me. She would take me to the doctor and get told all sorts of things getting diagnosed with all sorts getting given medication and told depressed, hormonal problems and give me hormone treatments, then the doctor gave me the pill to try help. I had just started becoming a woman and my periods would put me into serious belts of pain, what was happening is the ovarian cyst would twist and that was causing the pain vomiting and illness for days, I couldn't control how long the cyst would twist for. I would then go back to school for a few days until the next belt of pain. I would be crippled over. I was already getting looked as if an emotionally screwed up person or look at as maybe domestic violence, I was quiet and shy.. Mum back down at the doctors being told she's a fuzzy mother and giving me more medications for conditions I don't have. As you can see this is the beginning of false records and the doctor is using mental health as the cause. Rubbish. I could be sitting down there with vomiting in the waiting room and still my mother is be dismissed with my sickness. Mum got very upset with this and really was at a loss. She would sit next to me so helpless while i'm in serious agony. Saying I don't know what to do. I looked at this as " I am going through this pain so others don't have to". this was all I had to try keep me going as I was alone and no one could help me. I would rock back wards and forwards hunched over for hours, finally after about 6 months I went to doctor very sick and I was taken by ambulance to a hospital to Christchurch, princess Margaret , then another ambulance ride to Christchurch public when they finally found the cyst on an ultrasound. Now you could hear when tapping on my tummy the hollow sound where the cyst was but the doctor never picked it up. Different people examine me, one specialist said I was pregnant, they see i'm on the pill and think i'm now having sex , i'm 12 going on 13 years for god sake. and they want to do an internal, my mother absolutely at the end of her tether, she said you will not be doing an internal, he said I will wait until she's put to sleep then. My mother getting sick of the treatment from medical. The pill was to help with the periods not for contraception, once again for conditions I don't have. Anyway I got the operation and the cyst was the size of a small football, I was cut across my stomach and only left with 1 and and bit ovaries, told I may never have children. This could of burst and it could of been life threatening. As you can see i'm missing a lot of school, not good for my future. You will see the points I am making as we go through this. The recovery was long and hard, I didn't participate in sports, I couldn't I was not well at all and recovering. I remember sitting in Leigh Gibbs (netball NZ) PE class on the side having to give her a note, thinking this really is isolating me from the rest, i'm now on my own, i'm singled out from the rest and can not partake with everyone else, I was now different treated as different and lead a life for the rest of my life different where I had to find different pathways to get through life. I had missed so much school now it was a big problem mainly because I needed the foundations, but these were not formed at the beginning, with the foundations you can get by if you miss class but without them you look like you have learning disability when that's not the truth. I have the X Factor. I was in high school at the time, first year, I did a project in social studies and loved the designing of it, I did the research and put that in it, but if you asked me what it was about, I would not be able to tell you. I just knew it was the information I needed to complete the project. One reason I did not want to read it, was not because I couldn't read, I had a bit of comprehension problem because I missed the basics, I still knew I was on the right track and that the information I had put in this project was going to be a winner, I just couldn't retain the information because I had been, so to speak traumatised and my brain didn't want to recall anything, the ovarian cyst attacks caused me to shut down to deal with the pain, meditate and I became vacant for a year or two where I just wanted peace, didn't want to think about anything. Remember I still had pain still every month for years and days off school. This is not mental or a disability but a reaction to a serious illness. I knew my abilities always but illness and lack of education was a stumbling block now. The project in 3by was put in the principals office. Then the next year I was put in a streamed class near the bottom because I had not attended school. I was now with the naughty children, obviously I didn't belong there. I was 1st or 2nd in my classes and didn't really do any work because it was a play ground of nonsense. So my mother removed me from that school and put me in a private school hoping I would be able to catch up. But I am now 2 years of high school behind and that wasn't really going to happen. I went along as an near average student with a few gaps but nothing to right home about. I knew I had a serious problem. My fitness was at a low I could not engage in activities as I did not have the lung capacity I was unfit beyond measure. I didn't look it, and I didn't act it, I looked like there was nothing wrong with me a normal child enjoying life. After the ovarian cyst I had terrible problems every month, I would be off school again I was put on so much medications it had a massive toll on my stomach and caused terrible problems. One example I was rushed to the hospital this when about 13-14, I had thrush, not just any thrush, i'm talking my whole body covered from mouth, white inside to privates to cant move for itch and absolute pain with it. It was caused by the medications that we continually got told I needed. I was rushed to Leeston as we couldn't get an appointment at our usual doctors. I was told depression, not once did I have depression or anxiety but conditions that we're very easy to see. These medical, diagnosis patients with mental health when it is nothing to do with mental health, yes it has an effect on the patient and yes they can have bad days but that is not clinical depression that is a response to pain, including energy levels, if you are in pain it uses energy and takes the stuffing out of you. When a person is out of pain sometimes they get a burst of energy, that is not bipolar or any other mental condition it is a release from pain.

 

Anyway since the ovarian problem I then ended up in hospital when I was 15 with the same symptoms couldn't walk, was bent over in serious pain, period problems beyond measure. I stayed in hospital they ran some tests then sent me home saying I don't know what's wrong. I got picked up by my parents in their van and all the way home I was border line screaming in pain, dad couldn't go over any bumps it was that bad, I then went home to bed and once again left with no answers but know its to do the the ovaries. I lived like this for a number of years.

 

So what we have established so far is education now looks like I have mental impairment which is not true, my health is causing issues, preventing having a normal life. And my energy levels are not good, and unfit. And i'm diagnosed with depression and anxiety, which is rubbish. Yes I had the stuffing taken out of me and it withdrew me from the public but that's a reaction to illness and isolation.

 

Then say from 18 years old, I realise I have to door knock to get a job, because I don't have an education. I get an office job at AA Brokers, and work for my parents part time in coffee house. I spend many years working etc off and on but only in small amounts as I don't have the strength or energy levels to work for too long. Then I apply for a position through normal channels and get that position for a financial consultant and accountant. I was over the moon, I had to do a typing test and out of all the contestants I got the job with typing to a time frame, yet if you looked at my typing at school you wouldn't believe that I could beat all those contestants. Anyway the moral of the story is I didn't let disempowering moments get the better of me. Because of the illnesses I had, had I had to get more sleep than a fit person as my body would not function at all if I didn't, it had been very badly harmed. I lived a normal life except unfit which you wouldn't know unless I was put to a test. Years free from serious illness, lived in Dunedin for a while free from illness, lived with boyfriend in Dunedin free from illness, then got trapped with a man with a serious mental problem who stripped me of everything and illness started to appear again.

 

This ovarian cyst still had nothing to do with domestic violence, a body that worked differently because of what had happened with ovarian cyst and I certainly knew about it when getting pregnant as I had terrible pregnancies and births. Which is an ovary problem/Period problem. Regardless the amount of medication stripped my stomach, and years of that does end up scaring your body, some of it heals but I was made more sensitive to medications in the stomach.

 

I have many stories of this kind of medical negligence but will not cover any others except mental health ones as i'm sure you get the picture.

 

I lived in Australia free from violence and my health was in a good place, I didn't have operations, I didn't have stomach ulcers like I do now with this violence. I didn't have acid problems I looked after myself and got myself fit free from domestic violence. I didn't have a lot of money, but I had what was suppose to be freedom. The first 2 years were not that great because the organised crime followed us, after leaving the motel my health got better and I was able to be free from most health issues, I had a good 3 years of what I would call good health, the best I will ever have, others will disagree but they are uneducated, because I didn't join into badminton classes etc but I can only do what my body allows, i'm not trying to be top dog, I cant be at the gym every day and then have energy on the court as well. I pace myself depending on the weather, inflammation, energy levels and I never will be able to be like other people, my body has been harmed by illness. People who have come into my life treat me like shit because I don't join into classes they think its anxiety or some stupid mental problem, they have no right assessing me to start with, I don't give permission, my private life was never for the community to judge and abuse. I don't see myself as disabled but do know I have limits and are not like others, I was not born that way, this disempowerment is from illness and negligence. You will never be able to see my illnesses as they are internal. I see myself as a very lucky person to have life and all it has to offer, that I can do anything I put my mind to, but no fitness will always be a stumbling block. I will never forget what has been done to a woman who pushed through hell and back to get fit and to have medical take that away from me trying to kill me. This is the most disturbing crime to date. Not only that it was a lot of money from my parents to support me while I got fit all wasted. I can live a long and happy life if free from violence.

 

People are judging all sort of things from mental impairments because I don't have education to disabled because she couldn't run to all sorts, just like my knee another disgusting negligence there which should of been operated on and dealt with instead I've got people in the community telling me my problems so knowledgeable when they know nothing. In fact I am very educated more than you will ever know. This the breach that has been used to abuse a woman and her problems which were none of anyone else's business. This has been a cruel and disturbing crime. These people that came into my life on many occasions were only trying to help thinking that I needed help and there intentions were for good but what they didn't know was the truth the background to my health or operations that should of taken place, they were mislead and these criminals violating my life were using me for a bullshit story. Telling me they will bring me up in front of the nation, religious crazies. Dirty. Putting things in front of me that I was to do so people could shame me, the next minute she's joining the police force, How disgusting what a delusional crime. I trusted these controlling people on my phone, in my home illegally and on my computer, tv but it was a one sided experiment where they would insult my abilities making me look like I was helpless when that is absolute rubbish. Next minute online giving encouragement. persuasion of the public.

 

Never judge a book by its cover, and never unestimate a quiet student or person. Looking at me like Im stupid, well done, just as well you're not in my brain and see what i'm looking at you like.

 

If you only knew the battles that I have faced and survived you would not look at me as stupid at all... You try running your dancing business with IBS and on your own doing a 2 man job plus doing class after class, preparation, giving monthly dances prizes, gifts, workshops, private lessons, dinner and dance evenings, botox put in my mouth when i'm a perfectionist to stop the nerve from working while im trying to teach on a microphone, a knee that does not work because of a accident and internal corruption preventing a operation, a ex abusing us every day outside, running the website for dancing, doing phamplets designing and mail runs, all sorts fundraisers, being humiliated with nerve damage in face, I bet most of your would of called in sick. Shaming and abusing is what its called and then to top it off nurse turns up to class and from that day forward mistreatment from my people who never ever did that in my class all my years in dance. I mean i'm dealing with a hiatus hernia I have the paper work, caused by stress, gastritis, I have a serious salvia duct problem, I have no gallbladder and bile drips through all the time, I have so much and not one person knows what Im living but I turn up and I give 100% and I change lives for nothing I don't really make anything out of it except survival. When I tried to show what I did in New Zealand to one person in Australia they just wanted to mock me as if I was some stupid woman and my ex was the person doing everything, rubbish, he was on the mic and doing music I did the organising with mum we ran it, we did the hard yard, the men get the easy job the fun job. The food the prizes the handmade truffles Christmas cakes you name it, I did it. Thanks for the violence. Love you too. Then these criminals think they can take my media off the internet like I was never in Timaru is disturbing. You stole from the community top cop. No one takes something I put my heart and soul into to give people pleasure, no one takes from me the battles I fort to be there. Big mistakes. My medal was stolen too, I will have it returned trhankyou.

 

Jealous people don't like X factor people.

 

I had a hit put out on my life by Morgan through dark web, horrific illegal activity.

 

My children been so badly abused now by this crime they think abuse is normal and are now conditioned to it, when that is not how it was until the court system onwards. And it is not how it should be, that is not the life I gave me but one of love nature and caring.

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Going to Australia 2014 for Freedom from New Zealand corruption and violence Morgan crime.
 
Well that didn't happen. Police are on our tales. They put a device on laptop and the moment it was turned on we were traced through location and the organised crime started out side. We were living in a home with family violence and couldn't believe we had walked into a nightmare. Now trapped no money, parents having trouble getting money for rental to us. This woman defaming my family in the public including farming badminton and every where she goes. We have no voice because we are in a country with nothing and no-one and no money, and cant stand up to this family because they helped us so kept there little secret but knew the moment we could get away from this, we would have to cut tires as I don't want to be with people that allow inappropriate behaviours. This caused the perpetrator to defame big time not knowing if I would talk or not. Which I didn't I told one person because I trusted her.
 
This person I trusted is a social worker and a psychologist, connected the family abuser where we were staying, her husband religious, I had to trust someone and tell my story to try get us help or suggest options as we did not know the community at all. Sadly this person was put in front of us through organised crime from New Zealand. She knew the police officer I spoke of. She tried helping with getting an investigator and allowed me to use her computer to send email to a prime turkey. Who refused to work for me would only kill for $20,000. He's an ex police. Anyway we were stoned walled in getting an investigation into what just happened in New Zealand even though I knew we needed to get a professional to collect information so we could deal with the corrupt courts, lawyer and Morgans, police neglect. We knew at that point and after seeing a lawyer that we were not going to be allowed to get justice. I decided we were pretty much screwed and that I will do what ever I have to do to survive with health problems being a stumbling block and we will go it alone here until one day I get my opportunity to deal to this absolute disgraceful crime.
 
I have my phone controlled with "let it go" James Bay put on it, I am absolutely annoyed that Im being controlled and cant do anything, if I tell the kids they will think I downloaded it by accident or something and not believe me, and think I'm paranoid or something, perfect crime to frame a woman. Only educated people know how people in high places work the IT breaches and control. The courts said to me on last visit "let it Go", this is not acceptable. We are victims of institutional violence beyond any measure. We are in a new country yet still controlled by the same crime.
 
Everywhere I go im hearing stories about depresssion autism as if I have autism, all sorts of nonsense especially in the dancing world. I am being harmed in dancing with internal violence and corruption from New Zealand. From "Pay backs a bitch" from one person in pakenham, to a woman from Canberra comes up to me and says, I was married to a cop and there is no protection, she mistreats me and causes trouble in dancing, I don't know her from a bar of soap. I am abused by males in dancing so refuse to dance with men most the time because I cant be bothered with internal violence so I dance on my own. I don't need people and their rubbish thank you, but no thank you. I cant tell anyone because I know i'm being assessed and abused, so I have to shut up and take it protecting myself as much as possible. The abuser that we stayed at was also connected to dancing through her mother and the council. I would dance with one guy who would jump into the sack with me if he got the chance, he's married and i'm not available or interested, he gets me and makes comments, I have to respond to them so I laugh and people think i'm having a good time when I don't actually have a choice, if I ignore him he gets titchy, either way I cant win. No different if someone is being tickled tortured they laugh when they are not wanting to. You have to just access the situation and try keep the piece, i'm being assessed by social worker. Not good at all, she would have me medicated. Her daughter a dancer I went to watch dancesport with them and her daughter looked lovely but I don't think like any of them, they couldn't see that there was really only one person on the dance floor that had the X factor, although I didn't like her dress as it didn't fit the dance but by god she could dance the rest are just lovely little fairies dancing away like her daughter. They play out top cop from Timaru, with look alike dancing people some know i'm on radio which is illegal against my consent, there's a breach on you tube, including illegal online dating I am put on and media, and alot of defamation regarding me when they don't know a thing about me. Morgan violence everywhere, we are in a new country yet abused and Morgan knows where we are, that's disturbing, we just gave up our life for freedom, my family being groomed by medical and others, nursing, religious exorcisms and nonsense being done behind the scenes entering my home, all sorts of disturbing happenings, we have no voice, no where to go. Nurse and Police violence plus Morgan from New Zealand controlling this.
 
My children and I are not connected to Morgans they lost the rights they abuse. I get jobs for kids straight up no worries but I am refused jobs, they won't let me get financial freedom, i'm being controlled, and I knew I had a serious problem. My parents are being fully controlled in New Zealand my mother abused by white collar and blue collar organised crime. My parents do not understand organised crime or how the psychologically takes a person down, through power, phone all amenities fucking with accounts addresses, figures to cause chaos, and social media and through people put in their life for grooming and control of whole family. This Is where the violence is. This is the foundation for all the family violence and pain caused to my family. It is these people playing god in our lives that did the damage. The breaches the recordings the defamation all contributing to a crime scene from hell.
 
Anyway we get out from the violence and move close to school, then we have organised crime outside and a gun shot put through my sons window, a dead animal carcus at the door all sorts of disturbing violence, phones from mr Bloomfield illegal controlled, and child help lines insulting me as a parent, we end up leaving there and move to another home a newish home which the perpetrators are mates with, once again being controlled by criminals, this where they play out the Diana and Charles game from hell, pig face in garden, smoke butts outside and all sorts of organised crime. dirty police using Morgan name come into my home, more games lies and violence, dirty Morgan name on road sign where I end up working at crossing, i'm being abused by Morgan everywhere by people in the community council psychological violence police corruption beyond measure. I mean like we don't need all this drama in our lives. Whats it over. They are my children I have custody and he has no rights, so what's it over? So my computer now controlled by Emergency broadcasting warning this is first responders and government. The social worker told me to get off social media, I said why? i'm not doing anything. The reason obviously is somebody is in my name, its not me. Then she says she will get someone to help with my computer, so she gets hope church IT to open my computer up to the world of scientology and corruption including psychiatrists, religious. Ive now got in front of me, I will get you the best help, you are sick. Im like what are you talking about? They are talking about a laptop that the police were given by me in 2013 to get a report on it so I could get Morgan locked up because he used that laptop and I believed there was information on that laptop that was illegal but couldn't prove it. I even showed a cop at my home remote access which they ignored. The police decided they would play games with me neglect my family and beat us up to protect him and make out i'm the sick one, knowing that was not true. This is about protecting a crime from 2000 that Morgan is part of. My family innocent never done anything to anyone the Morgans on the other hand criminals and very sick. Not going to go into the crimes don't need to the police already know and need to act.
 
Anyway I go with this i'm sick of the nonsense as I don't have a choice thinking, ok, this when the physco dog is giving out religious pamphlet's, at dancing, its an exorcism by muslim catholics online where they are now talking all this religious business online and giving me stories to read. Highlighting them in yellow. Im still wondering what the sickness is? Anyway I send a letter to police, because I know we have a serious problem i'm being harmed at motel I work at, and organised crime committed there, and I've got a serious problem trying to get an income which the kids did not understand. My mother and I had an agreement that she would pay the equlaivant to the rent to keep us until the kids had all finished school so I had that time to get my health right and get a job, but what happened is all these no it all pokey noises were controlling me in the community telling me what i'm going to do or what I should be doing when it is none of there business. I being told i'm not allowed my youngest son in this country, just rubbish. they caused massive problems with my parents feeding them lies which once again not there business. We were accused of not paying tax, which was another load of rubbish, parents are allowed to gift so much a year to grandchildren and children. They were gifts and some of it was from the sale of my items. Too many people with too much to say about something they knew nothing about. I should'nt have to explain myself to people it is not there business. Im being questioned by people where's the money coming from to live. Out home looks like we ha money because we got quality things second hand, it hardly cost us a cent except for time collecting them all over Melbourne. So in the community they are using me as a subject for a disturbing game. I could not get a benefit as im not Australian. no entitlement. I was played with, by a woman, by the name leanne at Centrelink while they played a tax game from the motel more violence and a $5 game. I don't have the energy for this crime you idiots. Im being harmed at motel by the guy from dancing who said pay backs a bitch which is coming from nurse in New Zealand. He is part of disability and IT and Dancing and Motel and a big part of the organised crime. He also is the reason my brother was pushed out of dance sport NZ, he was president at the time I think.
 
This is when it is put to me about being a cop, i'm think well this should be fun, I cant even run, so I get some books on nz police and think ok, I will work towards that. Mum knew and knew it would be a journey. Im at the gym being groomed by gym father, for the medical criminals, who are controlling my welfare which is illegal, putting up dirty media religious media like this music all sorts of questionable music.
 
 
I am also told through a professional I went to see, that I would have to teach dancing to be allowed to be a citizen in the country, or pay $10,000 this now to do with ACC illegal accessing my records. The TGM236 violence, I was like that isn't going to be happening, there is no partner or anyone to help that would interest me. they thought they were going to have me teach old time, like hell, I don't teach old time. I didn't want to basically be in a rest home teaching people left right left right, turn two three. Not on my terms but controlled by people with very basic thinking strategies and there teaching styles I will never put my name to, and i'm not working for free while my mother pays for us to survive and I get no security or home or work from that, its not going to happen. My mothers help was for the children and for me to get my health right and get an income not do charity work for free. So they decided with the badminton i'm to be coach and then i'm going to be slave there instead. Like hello who's pulling who's strings here? Im like this is not the life I have on my bucket list. These people have no understanding of my physical health they have no right to be interfering, my financial or private life it is not there business. I will not work for religious corrupt governments as if i'm a criminal having to do time for free and no life, a public servant with no rights. The intentions of me running dancing or coaching is not the problem here or any people that had good intentions, the problem is the people who knew the truth but were going to exploit me for what they could get for free. The arranged marriage violence where I was being controlled and abused to get me to be a yes person to submit to a perpetrator who is all about controlling victim not love not partnership but controlling and a life of a religious sex slave, not going to happen sorry, don't treat me like that, this has all come from things like my wedding video with a comment regarding obeying, I've put up with so much violence and so much control I don't know how I survived it. It becomes violence when it is intentional and purposing matching up with the media they are doing to control me, remember my life is only media control, that's my guide for each day. At badminton chirao Christian school is wearing t shirt with obey. Anyway this community is full of people that are uneducated in life, they may know one subject but are very limited in there thinking as to how communities work, how internal violence works, remembering perpetrators with ulterior motives will abuse to get there own way, this was done to me.
 
Getting onto the police, so I enter Australia and I cant do a push up let alone run. I go to gym and try to get strength in my body which is very slow.
 
I now have the police next to me every day I go walking, in their vehicle, they are along side me as I try to run, so I believe they are seriously wanting me to join the police and I am going to be brought up in front of the nation as they say on my computer. remember all my guidance is online no conversation with humans. Anyway they neglected me in New Zealand now they want to help me be a police officer it was all kinda strange really. My children do not understand this, which makes the perfect crime to have children think i'm mentally sick saying these things, about control on my computer phone etc, as if they would be interested in me type comments. Why do you think they would bother with someone like you, you're not famous type thing. Anyway the NZ Police listen to me while im at the breakfast bar and i'm tapping so they put up a tapping video in the lift. I was like this is really cool. Then they do running man challenge all these cool things put in front of me on media so I think this is amazing. I had put up in front of me, that two teenagers running from the past, which is bullshit, I had this all the time on my phone, this when running man challenge done. Not running from anything. I do something then they do something, to respond. I'm connected with officers from America. And all sorts of people Dr Phil nonsense, fireproof being played out, it's a movie from America baptist. IM basically living in a movie now that these religious and officials are playing out. some of it very entertaining but some below the belt like stupid Daniels pig and Tammy rubbish. Now we have people wanting to change light bulbs so they can watch you in bed and the muslims. Anyway that is at mc nielly and its when I get to boronia st that the violence starts and just months of crap this when the pig snorts had decided I was a non starter, I was to be destroyed. It's disturbing but true.
 
I had a guy who was connected to nurse and police put in my life at badminton and he groomed me and played out disgusting nonsense, mistreats woman, inappropriate, his intentions not honourable, I was given 5 videos to watch, sharpelle corby, sugar, police academy, Snowden, something else. this coming from nurse. What I didn't like about this was he made out it was for the benefit of the children him helping with badminton, but he was wanting a relationship when I made it clear i'm not having one at this time, he would talk inappropriately and ignore when I asked him not to do things like drive like an idiot racing, say have you ever had a fist up you. he's connected to top cop New Zealand, many nonsense things played out regarding nurse, he then made me listen to this in the car, being a little bitch. TGM236 violence.
 
 
He was really getting off on the control over me, I ended it with him because i'm not brought up with all that nonsense its actually degrading. He went below the belt when he wanted to use me to hurt his ex, I finished it with him and said no more badminton, he turned nasty and abused me in the community. I was basically told by my son I have to be with him or I will be homeless because my son left the home and didn't pay towards living anymore, when we all had an agreement, with mum, he broke it and left us in a bad situation, its called forcing a woman into a situation to make her put out. I won't take it. I had not gone to all the trouble to leave violence to be in a relationship that is not for me. As a person he was ok but as a relationship for me he did not have the equalities I was looking for and he knew I was not interested like that. Glad I finished it because his behaviour since showed what he is capable of and that is not for me.
 
It is really important to understand who I am, it all stems back form my ovarian cyst. That situation caused a young girl to realise that it didn't matter how much nurture my mum gave me, how much she felt a failure as a mother not being able to stop my pain, not being able to understand which obviously I didn't either. It taught me that I am on my own, I cannot stop the pain, I don't have answers, I cannot do this on my own because the pain was to big, hours or temperatures caused by the reaction from the twist, hours of horrific pain, crouched over rocking and holding my breath to try eleviate the pain, vomiting, months of this, nothing could stop what was happening, so I had to find a high place within my self to cope, as I didn't have the strength, most will never understand but the truth is, it was my faith that got me through, my faith in the fact this will get better, i'm taking this blow so others don't have to, what ever positive reinforcing I had to do to to try get understanding for a situation I could not control. This makes me into a person who becomes very aware of my surroundings and people and their misfortunes, their emotions, their lives. It also made me realise I can get through anything I just have to learn to channel my pain and go to a place of peace while in this situation, even though the pain was still there, it is a little bit like meditation. This is the foundation for my life now, a new outlook on how to get through tough situations. When Police in Timaru told me I needed to get a man and get off the streets, trying to isolate me and harm me down the street in 2014, I told him "I cant just have anyone". I don't believe he would of had any idea what that means. But it means high standards and depth about them that is similar to me and the X factor tendencies. It's based on character. I cant be with just anyone and I never have been able to be because after the ovarian cyst it was clearer the kind of person I would need to have the dream I always dreamed of, to have a loving husband and family free from any violence. I really thought when Bloomfield walked in that my dreams may just come true. Boy was I wrong.
 
I just want to touch on what the purpose of me being in Australia was. I went to Australia for freedom from control and violence by officials and Morgan. I went there to look after my children, my whole reason for going is if I don't leave I will be locked up and the children will not have a mother or a chance of life they will be taken over by corrupt Morgans. my whole belief system is about getting myself in a healthy state physically, to make friends and find my way around the community, to give my children the best education with what I had on offer, to make sure my children had love, nature and caring, that I was there to drive to school etc and be there rock emotionally, to make sure they always had a voice and that they were free to be themselves, so they could heal as fast as possible. To give a stable and good guidance in life, to get them into part time employment or full time depending on child to give them a extra bit of money, to make sure they knew I loved them and would do anything for them. For my personal life my life is my children, I did not what a boyfriend or a husband, I wanted freedom to set my self up in the community and get a good foundation, and financial freedom before entering into any relationship. There is no point running to men, knowing how men are, to have all this lovy dovy stuff when this is a distraction from me being self sufficient and creating myself. To have a male take so much of my time which is taken then from my families and if it goes wrong i'm left again with defamation and no life, cant have that, was never going to work for me. I made it very clear to men so they knew this is how it is. I was being listened into in my home and that information was used to control me in the community, to have people do things etc.
 
Now I went to longwarry dancing and saw this guy that looked single, we will call him Bloomfield, he appeared to be a quiet decent man who was middle aged. What the problem was with this person is he is very religious and would give me phampets on religion, all part of this exorcism that is going to take place, and all of there information was rubbish and lies I was no possessed with illness from the devil so to speak even though this is what religious people believe. I was groomed big time. I Thought that at some stage there may be something between us as he appeared to have standards and respectful. The problem was firstly I heard a lot of conversations about him and his mental disabilities, by uneducated people, also through this breach they played out this game of we will bring you two together, so I was free to go dancing and he would just be there, the problem was he would for example come and sit next to me for 2 seconds, leave his top on chair next to me and I wouldn't see him for the rest of the evening, he didn't really speak at all and was very reserved, he would ask me for 1 dance only at the end. He didn't know how to dance and a witch was controlling him, a nurse religious nutter who was feed information from New Zealand. Bloomfield looked like he was giving me the space to get to know people and free from relationship so to speak as they knew this is what I wanted at this time in my life. Bloomfield through the lie about my mental state etc controlled a lot of my environment. The problem here was I never got to actually get to know him because he kept his distance so was hard to see if this is someone I may of been interested in down the track. I knew him through the media I was feed but found it really hard not being able to have normal conversations. The weird thing is there is more than one of those men in the family that is single looking for partners/wifes, they played with me and I decided I didn't like that game, I like upfront people who do not play the look alike games trying to confuse there subject. Anyway I liked him and thought this could be the man to give my family the life they deserve. I danced with him at one time and felt very safe with him, not like others who are two minute wonders. I really don't have time for men and they're problems or men and there intentions that are not about families or futures. My question for Bloomfield is when he knew I was being harmed at dancing how many times did he stand for me or stop it, he didn't and he was listening and getting information about me in my home.
 
So with the understanding i'm not looking for a serious relationship I will continue to show gender violence in the community and internal nonsense. The secretary on Drouin board was nothing more than a torn in my side. She is also farming and religious. Everything I wanted to do in the community she would say no, she would get the parents to play out what I wanted to do and make a mess instead. Something as simple a having oranges cut up into quarters, etc at half time for the kids to bring them together for a prep talk while they are refreshed. Well that's not going to happen says secretary to herself. What she did in that moment was once again take away from the children and the team, where its a time the coach gets to give some sound advice as a group. Otherwise there is no break time for conversations everyone just wonders around doing whatever and we are going no where, no organisation nothing, this is what she did to me the whole time, preventing me from doing anything that was essential to get these people to come together as a team. It's not about money or the best fruit its about the descipline the bringing people together and critiquing. This woman caused me so much hell she stopped everything that the children needed. She is the person who was trying to put me with single men who are not in the same league or class as me. The first guy I was put with a know it all aura, he is fine as a person but to work with him would of been a nightmare. He would of prevented me from any advancement. I was in unfamiliar territory and I did not know the community the surroundings or the game I was to coach. By getting a single guy looking for a woman, they are already shooting me in the foot. To top it off he is the kind of person who knows some things about that sport and would have some good inputs but he would of always let me know he knows more than me, tell me what to do, he can play where as, I cant, as if i'm stupid, this is how men can control woman and put them exactly where they want them, and that is doing what a controlling character man says and not being able to flourish. I put a stop to that immediately and said nicely this is not going to happened sorry I will not work with him, that caused nasty nonsense which was not called for, I was not insulting him, I was a vulnerable woman and will not be put in a position to be stood on. I also knew my abilities and will not take on any job until it is the right time, that means shut up sit in the corner and learn. Now after that, the secretary is now organising the next single guy to help me out. Big problems once again im not wanting a relationship. We call him mr pumpkin soup. He decided he was going to come along and help for the children benefit only, he says at the start to help. I said ok fine, this is a nurse from timaru crime. So I allow him because miss secretary wants this, he tells me about being in jail, then about islamic state, Allah, catholics, art, which is where all the horrific muslim violence comes from I put up with, he decides to meet up to have a hit, he lets me know he would go out with me, I told him very quickly that I was not going to be having a relationship, I had met someone and I was pretty much going to let that marinate and would not be jeopardising the chance that one day once my children are older that something may come of it. I was letting mr pumpkin soup know that it is not a rejection but I am taken pretty much not interested. He didn't like this and thought more of a challenge which only comes clear later on. I as I stated was mistreated by this person and I gave to him, I gave him a new dress for a prom type event for his daughter because my daughter couldn't fit it, I made him pumpkin soup and went out of my way to get rolls especially for him, he then insults me and says I didn't think you would ever do something nice for me. it was a nurse from timaru game, he then wanted me to teach him dancing, nurse from timaru game again, he then played this adhd game with medication using mark and other names to play a association game like the corporates at mtf in timaru where they used all my ex boyfriends names as the person signing off the car for my son. Interesting the pumpkin soup that my mother was given from someone in timaru, put her in hospital, this is connected and this is disturbing. This mr pumpkin soup really liked me and really wanted a relationship, I saw his qualities but was not looking at a relationship which fell on deaf ears. He made my life hell because I cut ties with him, I had to, he was inappropriate and I will not have that in my life. He also took my phone like nurse in timaru. I was pretty annoyed, he was also part of council and part of the TGM236 nonsense. Anyway I had to break ties because he was after a relationship and I could not have that with him, I can be friends with everyone and anyone but I cannot give a relationship to the wrong person. I was in a bad situation because I was being controlled and I needed to find a way to get a stable life including income, not be treated like some sick depressed anxiety woman when this is not the truth in any way shape or form. So getting back to mr pumpkin soup he even turned up to my coaching class drunk trying to get me to want him, I wasn't to impressed as if I want a drunk, illegal online because I had a burden on ice, like how else do you get the salvation army to leave you alone, they try make out you have a alcohol problem, rubbish i'm not a drinker, just because I have a few drinks for entertaining myself means absolutely nothing, and why is there a breach on my computer?
 
When a false record leaves a trail, innocent people who pick up that file will see me as someone I am not. I have never suffered with depression or anxiety. I have had horrific times to deal with and I have been nervous before but that is not medical clinical conditions as they are ongoing or serious. I have an inner strength that no person can break, they an beat me, abuse me, drug me, rape me, you name it but they cant break me and this is where the problem was, because all these simple minded people wanted to control me. I am a person who always does what's right and always follows guidelines etc, spent my life doing what I was told. but I will not be controlled by people with bad intentions. You get tainted as if a controller or a abuser because you refuse to take their violence.
 
So now mr pumpkin soup out of the picture and i'm now being harmed more by secretary, I am also now at this point where a police officer senior sarge is sent a letter because my life is in danger. 2016. Through the defamation i'm being prevented from employment and treated like a tax frrading stupid mental who can be pushed around and used. The officer is the person who was put in my life before coming to Australia who neglected my welfare and told my doctor he doesn't believe me. The reason he was sent this is because he needed to change, he needed to put right an injustice he neglected and I was desperate. Then when I had the police put in front of me to join, He seduced me on line, and I believed him that he was on the up and up. I didn't have a choice anyway I was fully controlled by media and illegal breaches. Including school principal. Through the breach they were able to put things in front of me in the community, positive things while going through touch times and getting into a stable place, except they didn't seem to want me to do anything that gave me an income. I had to pretty much beg to work at council as volunteer, just to get in the door to change the thinking of the defamation from New Zealand, I knew I needed to show them they have it wrong, and hopefully would lead to paid work, which it did, but only on a limited financial place. I was still being left in a position that I spent all my days volunteering in the community sports and council, and it took up all my time and would not be a pathway to financial freedom, so I knew I still had a serious problem and the community wanted me to be a volunteer, as much as I enjoy people and helping people I had my family destroyed over this, I knew I was doing great for the community but for my life no a future, a lot of these roles I stayed in, because it was part of getting to know the community for community policing. Now mr senior sarge was in a different country, the religious and TGM236 was more than one person and a game. Senior sarge was online and he took my heart my soul and my life in his hands, he is not TGM he is in timaru, he is a man who put up on the media his family i.e. netball Nikki and ex wife so I started to get to see who he was, I did not know him from a bar of soap except he was behind helping me to join police and he had the contacts. Just before I left mcneilly road he was on my Facebook and we were talking I would speak and he would put something up. I told him how I felt and he said I might do something stupid and believe you. Playing the game of say something stupid song. Anyway we left there and things ended up getting worse for me, I was now being accused, implied on Facebook etc that I was under investigation, all sorts. Life changed and the help that was given by the principal was gone and mr Bloomfield he was absolutely gunning for me behind the scenes. I knew I had a bigger problem. Im not going to go into this anymore because I am drained and I cant be bothered with this nonsense. I will say that I set off for a new life with freedom from gender violence and continually got made to be with single people and be put in situations I couldn't do anything about which caused terrible problems. Every person that came into my life was a single man including maintenance men. Its nice to have the options put in front of someone incase there is a spark but I really did not want the hazzles that come with men and relationships where it destroyed everything I was working towards, I was trying to be a cop and coach not a whore waiting to be serviced.
 
Boronia st was straight out violence, from number 13 police NZ fat rubbish council, black Holdens like criminal from mr pumpkin soup, badminton to top cop, 11 was me, 9 was dirty dog and medical, across the road was a crazy and pig snorts would drive past to be intimidating when they felt like it. This only happened once they decided they would take me down, after being drugged they tried to get rid of me and threaten me in community, organised crime maoris and hursts hurst vehicle's etc, underworld gang. One vehicle that use to be next to me when trying to run a couple of years or so before. Divvy van, was also part of it. It was corrupt cop who was gunning for me to shut me up and harm me, table tennis violence.
 
This where I was abused and attempted murder and police playing with me after the event took place outside, putting his foot over the line rubbish. 2018
 
Back to joining police 2016, prior to that weeks go by and months go by and still not running only a few steps. I finally can do a minute on treadmill and really feel that's my limit. After a couple of years can do the push ups, the swimming, the agility test but can not meet the requirement for beep test, I can only get up to level 4 nearly 5 at that pace it has to be 5.1. So after all my hard work, sitting exam and everything i'm getting to the point this is not going to happen. I have spent so many hours weeks months just trying to get this physical problem sorted knowing that would be my stumbling block, to get to a point where i'm being pressured by family etc financially that I need to do something, also knowing I cant just walk into a job, big problem. Still no ones business. Anyway I should of been put into the police and put on the train station simple as that like what was discussed via media. I was perfectly ready for work and it would of solved all my problems I would of been with like minded people but that was not to be.
 
We left that home mc nelly rd, because I kept saying its time to go Sandra. we were being listened into and every day I would say it's time to go sandra, big brother was big ears. So they decided they would send me a letter like big brother evicting me as if it was in big brother, it was straight out stupid. Anyway left there. I had had enough of the control on my printer my computer etc, if I wanted black ink it had to be black and blue print outs which is thin blue line police, I was being so controlled I had no freedom at all, it was so hard to get work done on computer even for police applications etc because of this fight online and screwing with me all the time. No one should have to put up with that. It was grey matter doing this. A job that can be done in a minute takes like 5 minutes and you're slowed down because of the nonsense. Violence
 
They controlled my phone so much so that when I would go travelling they would send me all over the place try get me lost, I thought the dumb asses were trying to show me that if you were a pig you will be sent here there and everywhere and you need to be adaptable but it was actually just a silly game. Remember im being listened to on radio, which I did not know at that time. I had to go to the pigs to get finger prints for application they played with that too red game. I knew at that time the police were just playing with me and it was just a big entertainment for everybody. This is not ok, because my life is not for peoples opinions or viewing, and I was never going to be a cop like they said, it was a game, it was put up on my computer mark will never let you be a cop. I was like, I have spent months years working for this goal while my parents supported me only to have nothing at the end of it and then feed my parents rubbish to get them to harm me financially, is disturbing and no ones business except my mothers and mine. Anyway i'm a better cop than most the bitches I know at least I don't play and harm the public. Nor attempt murder.
 
So much happened from amazing moments to the most disturbing moments, all of which is through an illegal breach and the intentions were never pure because the evidence states that.
 
Then they put up media like this
playing the stupid dating game, the illegal online game, while some of it was funny at the time and a good laugh, once they attempted on my life, everything that was a little naughty became violence everywhere I went from the gym it all became sexual harassment, big difference to the funny implied naughty stuff. it had turned and I was a target for such violence, that started 2018 February.
 
The reason I sent that mug to NZ Parliament is because I knew the people in my life were in high places and it was all coming from parliament police medical etc and there was no where for help. I knew I couldn't get police to help as they only played with me, which is pretty disturbing to be honest, I cant work for an organisation that commits people into mental hospitals to get rid of the crime they committed on an innocent family.
 
I use to feel very connected to the police but very very sad that I would be used for a breached game and because I didn't go to the exam for physical they decided to get rid of me. I was told to go even though I was falling a bit short on the test. I didn't want to unless I was going to pass, I didn't want charity on that, because I have been told by grey matter pig its not a charity. Im pretty sure they would of passed me but that was too late. Too many games couldn't stand the fact I had problems coming from all directiins and pigs making it harder than it needed to be. Got tired of it.
 
It was like the children are of age, and there is no need for the mother now. I was so shamed and abused by people who intern shamed and abused my children who were ashamed of their mother. Disturbing
 
I know on media I had it put to me so many times that my children are making this mess, you can't blame children that do not have the knowledge of what has gone down here to be responsible for what criminals have been done. Every time they have a bad word to say about me, yes they know it is wrong, but the truth is they have been lead to believe a lot of bad things that are lies which have confused the children and made them question so much. I know 100% when my oldest got his girl the disturbing nonsense that took place caused by nurse and his mates, and he controlling behaviour, including Morgans, my children were not happy with my sons choice and felt they lost their brother, I also know that my daughter was asked when we left the country to cut ties with New Zealand and she didn't, the reason was the corruption was internal with some of her friends families, I didn't go into details with her because I didn't want to cause any trouble and I knew she wouldn't believe me. This is not her fault she was hurting and needed her friends, the problem was they are connected to nurse and Morgan perpetrator. My children have serious psychological problems and in pain from a broken family caused by New Zealand's interference, illegal violence, these criminals have put the biggest divide between my family and it is not called for. People will say they choose what they choose to do, not true they didn't get choices there choices with organised crime, my oldest doesn't get to pick which boss will lie to him and which one will be decent, children don't get to pick so much because they are all left to fend for themselves with no family, absolutely f.............. disgusting and more than disturbing. Theres no benefits for them in Australia so they cant afford to get sick. They have had people come into there lives that have caused so much hell which I had to stand back and let them hopefully see for themselves, but they couldn't see and I paid the price for that. I wanted them to make decisions for themselves I didn't want to be that mother that stopped them from some of their friends, I did give my opinion at times and hope would listen but left them to make there own decisions they were adults not for me to control. They have the foundation of decency but had not nice people put in front of them who used my children to harm me. Disturbing internal. Couldn't pre empt them they would not believe me just like the online police I told them about they think i'm having some crazy thinking, perfect to tell the psychiatrist when they were listening and already knew the truth. dirty. The mind control on media and in my life in all my families life is disturbing, the mind control regarding being a cop and giving up special days with family and all this nonsense feed to me on how it's going to be if i'm a cop is a load of rubbish. It's a control and taking of family gatherings and get togethers having children choose others over there own mother on special occasions having them invited out. Dirty on purpose some of it not all of it.
 
Let me know what the allegations are and what I did because I would really like to know. Just like mental health refuse to answer one of my questions, that is not acceptable I have a right to answers.
 
I was treated in Australia like I am a criminal a depressed mental with autism who doesn't obey and ripping the government off, plus a child abuser or sexual predator. I am none of the above and it is disgusting.
 
Get back to pakenham dancing when I was told pay back a bitch and never went back again, he was with a doctor this information being leaked by internal corruption from New Zealand and lies false records. They had no right in my life to start with looking at files that are not there business. I have so many stories of illegal violations and violence done to my family through this breach. No point listing them all, as you should be able to see the problems.
 
The reason the police in timaru was sent this letter in 2016 is because the very person that was given to me from top cop was suppose to help me, but didn't and told my doctor he didn't believe me, this when we left the country as we had no other person who could give us protection, it was a game from hell. He was sent this letter because I knew he was part of the motel nonsense in 2015/16 and I had to get change, because I was not going to be allowed a life and it was to do with arranged marriages etc and control. The problem was they were making out I was sick and needed my mind reframed as if a criminal or a sexual predator. It was disturbing. The police know exactly what Morgans has done and exactly who Tristans father is and how that took place, I knew nothing of any of this and neither did my family, it was one thing losing the family unit and being a sole mother leaving the country our home etc but it was the worst crime when I found out my sons father is someone else when I have high morals and never was unfaithful. It absolutely destroyed the family beyond any measure. I tried to get DNA they shut everything down on me, refused it.
 
I was breached on the radio and karaoke like James Corden breaches while in my car, I was being watched, I didn't know I was being seen I knew they could hear. the community was playing a big psychological game depending on what song I sung and the songs were being put in front of me to sing, in the community they see me singing and driving because I love to and now they are watching me like a criminal and telling me to go to work. none of there business why is there a breach? Simon Cowell breach also.
 
The police knew and so did the medical my medical conditions, they through the insurance got every detail in Australia at McNeilly road through listening on my phone. They treated me like i'll be sick with osteoporosis, had me take a Woman with serious osteoporosis to appointments, they were playing through the council a lot of stupid things, having me take blind people to appointments all sorts then using media to abuse me and imply rubbish, remember my guide is all through illegal breaches not people in person. The police are next to me like a spiritual load of nonsense, because of my letter, as I walk no conversations no accountability I was under full control. I know its hard to believe but it is true every bit of it. This osteoporosis comes from medical records, I was tested in Australia and they said I don't have it. In New Zealand I am told when I was 15 that I would be in line for osteoporosis and to keep an eye on it. so would have bone density scans etc, I had an infusion for it and it disagreed with me, I also was give a life prescription for medication for osteoporosis and never took it as it disagreed with me and I had reactions to it this in New Zealand. Australia says you don't have it, insurance company has a clause won't cover it yet I don't actually have it. Do I have it or don't I have which country to believe.
 
These people in my life have no idea of the implications of my health conditions or my full history like my ovarian cyst they just make up what they believe and think I can be like everyone else, when it comes to fitness, when they realised I wasn't going to be like a running marathon runner they decided they would send me to mental health threaten the hell out of me on my media and try push me off the edge, they then had someone come up behind me at Waterford rise as if they were going to ram me, I was taken off guard and never got details of number plate, it happened fast and I was in shock, I knew I couldn't go to police because they were not taking my situation seriously and playing a spiritual game. So I thought I would go to hospital for help, hoping to get someone to hear my story and get me help. which did not happen. I will get into this shortly. I took that hospital, gifts for patients at Christmas and they returned my kindness with abuse and false records. Muslim violence big time in medical and police along with officer Daniel false records.
 
Table Tennis wasn't as bad as dancing violence but it was controlled and I was pretty much being treated as if I am mental and cant concentrate etc when that's rubbish, they were listening into my home. I told them in my home that I needed a partner one on one and I will beat them all, they refused to give me one, I had to go to table tennis and be told by everyone what to do and I was to do what they say, I didn't want to do this because I am person that if I am going to do anything I will perfect at home and then show them how to play, so I didn't see the point in learning anything because it was a lot of different opinions. Cant learn like that, they meant well but sorry that's not how I ran my dancing and its not how I like to learn. I was being treated like I had adhd and all sorts of rubbish. Control and nonsense. I went there just to have a hit with the ball nothing else, I didn't go there to be the best, if I am going to learn something I do it on my own or with one person, because I have spent my whole life being put to the side because of illness where I have to learn my way now, and not only that too many people with too much to say, judging me when they have no idea I actually have disability energy etc. No different than when I was little and entered into adult a and p show and won all the baking, I wouldn't put something in that wasn't up to high standard until it was perfected. If I am going to do something seriously I learn my way, I appreciate peoples inputs but don't like being judged when they don't know my intention for going to a social event, it doesn't mean I want to even play, i'm just happy chatting and getting to know community remember I was going to be community cop, I didn't need any more insults about joining the police thats why I stood back.
 
Badminton I gave hours to this for free, I was fully qualified with 3 accreditation's and spent a lot of hours learning and watching from professionals. I spent my money giving to these people in the community because I wanted to, but I would of liked respect, cant always have what you want I suppose. I was badly abused in Drouin and the threats was beyond measure. People within badminton knew I had potential but also didn't like me not doing what they said like being part of the board as a actioning member, meaning I didn't want a role, I just wanted to sit back and learn but that wasn't good enough. I was in unfamiliar territory never done badminton before did know a thing about it or the community or extended community or the types of people and there beliefs on where badminton was going, I had to sit back and listen and learn before taking on a role to make change. I don't do anything unless I have my information first, I don't wing things or have a big head or big mouth about how great I am. I like to have my foundation before I stand otherwise too many holes and won't last long in that position. Im about change in bulk not one person but massive groups, this was a field that needed to grow from the bottom up, but no one can see where the problems are. I don't want to give my opinion my skills like they tried making me do because when im ready you will get my opinion and it will be a concrete stable opinion not a, it may work for the community but, this is how its going to work and this is what we are going to do if we want success, based on the evidence of the last few years of failure. Why because everything in the community is falling around there ears, they all have a lot to say, no action and no understanding of what the problem is, I sat back and watched all sorts of trials that failed because they don't know how to get this off the ground. I was not prepared to work for free and be on all these boards and involved in coaching etc when I cant afford to live, the role this needs is a full-time role to get it off the ground and im not the slave for it. Same with dancing, i'm not the slave for it, I cant live on crumbs get emotionally bashed and do this for the community. I don't even like saying how I think as it's no ones business but this crime is pretty cruel. People look at me as if I am stupid, I know who's stupid, how's the badminton going, got lots of people have you? How about dancing how many more places are shutting down? Big mistake abusing gold that actually has proven experience in changing communities.
 
I am a team player but not with outdated furniture, there is no forwards in that, its not an insult its just people go for their own reasons it might be just to lend a hand to keep it running or maybe just to score or whatever either way its only driven people that make changes. Im not going to go in with a big mouth with no foundation ever. I will not be part of people who have defamed me in the community and expect me to work under people that don't know what they are doing, I resigned for a reason at Drouin. They only had me for the second year so I could show them what they will loose, because they mistreated me so bad the first year, I won't take the insults putdowns and everything in-between let alone the games from the breach and Morgan violence. It's not acceptable. I will leave it there I could go into details but not worth my energy. Being Told i'm resilient, after defamation is nines, giving insulting gifts like a defuser as a end of year gift, threats and bullshit. I was in rent home when they put defuser in persons room when they die, so they gave me one, they were abusing me. dirty dirty community. I was psychological violence caused by corrupt cops. then corrupt TGM236 one of them who drives that car, turned up to the break up, I was absolutely steaming. Steam coming out my ears so badly harmed by these people, some of them not knowing the psychology of what's being played out, they may of been asked to do something innocently, they do not realise the people behind this were harming me. Just like the defuser, It may of been organised by one of the perpetrators as an insult to injury. But knowing the breach there is a chance these people in community are just not very nice.
 
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West Gippsland Hospital to be continued Attempted Murder
 
 
 
 
Latrobe Regional Hospital - Flynn
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Before the attempted murders started and horrific violence. Singh and Muslim violence 3 attempts of murder and violence.
 
 
 
 
 
West Gippsland Hospital
Latrobe Regional Hospital Flynn
 
Timaru Kensington
 
Auckland mental health services
 
 
Was suppose to be freedom but was a life sentence destruction and horrific cruel violence.

 

 

 

 

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